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ba matsalarsa, ƙara jamin gashin nawan yayi wanda hakan ya sani sakin wani ƙara


"wallahi ban sani ba bana lissafi"


Sakin kan nawa yayi sannan yace

"ki yi brush ki fito ina jiran ki" brush nayi sannan na fito daga toilet yana kwance akan gadon, alamar inzo in kwanta kusa da shi yayi min sannan yace min


"kika sake kika ƙara min amai wallahi sai na zane ki"


"wallahi warin turaren ka ne bana jin daɗin sa shi yake sani aman"


"Wannan matsalar kice don baki isa in dena saka turare ba saboda ke"


Ƙarasawa nai kusa da shi na kwanta ina mai ɗauke numfashi na, Allah dai cikin ikon sa dai banyi aman ba amma kuma na wahala



Bayan ya fita ne naje toilet na kwarara shi kamar ba gobe kai wannan amai sai kace me, kodai ciki gare ni 😱 ni mau naga ta kaina. Ciki a wannan marrar gaskiya dole ne in faɗawa anty fannah don ta san abinyi



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Sabit yana fita daga ɗakin asmau ɓangaren mummy ya nufa, fuskar nan tasa kamar an aiko masa da labari mafi muni


Tana zaune tana lazimi ya shiga ɗakin, sai da ta idar sannan ta juyo ganin yanayin fuskar sa tasan ba lfy


"auta lfy me ya faru"

"mummy ina jin fa yarinyar nan ciki gareta kuma wallahi bana so"

"wake nan kake nufi kardai asmau"


"to in banda abin mummy cikin wa zan ƙi inba nata ba gaskiya i cant stand being a father to her black kids" ya faɗa bayan ya firzar da wata iska daga bakin sa



"sabit baka ganin ya kamata kayi murna da farin ciki ganin cewar an daɗe ana neman haihuwar amma sam badia bata haihun ba ɓarin ma da take yi kwana biyu shiru"


"mummy badia zata haihu tunda ta taɓa amma ni gaskiya banason baƙaƙen yara, itama a matsayinta na matata ina manage ne da ita sannan kuma ace nazo na haɗu da ƴaƴa baƙaƙe gaskiya bazan iya ba bana sooo"



Tsayawa mummy tayi sam tama rasa abinda yake mata daɗi, wai sai yaushe sabit zai hankali ne ya fahimci halin matansa sam ita bata ga alamar badia tana son haihuwa ba, asmaun kuma da zata iya haifa masa ko nawa ne batare da ta gaji ba shi wai baya son kalar ta, hmmmm wannan abun yanzu gaskiya ya fara isar ta


"To yanzu me kake son ayi"


"mummy ai ba akan ta aka fara cikin da ba a so ba kawai sai a zubar da shi sannan sai in ɗauki ƙwaƙƙwaran mataki akan ta"


"kana nufin zaka zubar wa da asmau cikin da ke jikin ta, haba sabit me yarinyar nan tai maka haka dat u soo much hate her"


"mummy sam baki fahince ni ba bana son baƙin ƴaƴa, farare nake so kamar ni, ki duba cikin gidan nam kowanne ɗan sa fari ne haka kurum akai na sai a fara haifar baƙaƙe kawai ƴaƴa na su zama bare a cikin dangi gaskiya banyi wa ƴaƴana wannan planning ɗin ba ina son su saje a cikin dangi"


"to gaskiya ba da ni ba, duk yadda kaga zaka iya kayi tayi amma ni na riga na dawo daga rakiyar ka kullum am trying my possible best inga na nuna maka amfanin da darajar yarinyar nan amma kullum sai ƙara botsarewa kake yi to wallahi kaje kayi duk abinda zakayi amma banda ni aciki"


Tana gama faɗar hakan ta miƙe tayi ficewar ta tare da barin sa a falon, sam be tsammaci hakan daga wajen mummyn nasa ba ita me goya masa baya akan komai da yayi amma wai yau itace ta zaɓi wata akan sa,


Lallai dole ko menene sai ya zubar da wannan cikin na asmau don bazai yadda ya haifi baƙaƙen ƴaƴa ba, wayar shi ya ɗauko sannan ya kira wani abokin sa likita ne, sun jima basu haɗu ba


Abokin nasan ya kasance me shegen neman matan tsiya wannan ɗabiar tasan ce ya sa suka ɓata da sabit ɗin har suka raba hanya, yasan tabbas indai yana neman mata to bazai hana sanin yadda ake zubar da ciki ba


Ringing ɗaya abokin ya ɗauka tare da cewa

"manya ashe za a neme mu"basar wa sabit ɗin sannan ya fara gaishe shi


Bayan doguwar gaisuwa da tambayar juna iyali sai sabit yace masa

"aboki na har yanzu ana halin ne ko an daina"


"wallahi sabit tunda matata ta haifi ƴa mace na sallama, sai dai ɗan abinda ba' a rasa ba amma bana ɗaukar yara sai waɗanda suka jiƙu a abin kaga ban farka ba balle a farke min tawa" ya ƙarashe zancen nasa cikin shaƙiyanci


"ashe dai ba a dena ba" inji sabit


"yo me za a fasa mutuwa ko hisabi muna dai fatan denawa kafin mu tsufa, don kar a tsufa kuma ana bin ƴaƴan ciki"


"Allah ya shirya ka wato kai abin ma wasa ka maida shi ko to Allah ya baka sa a kar ka shiryu ɗin" inji sabi


"kai fa ɗan iska ne ya ina neman shiryuwa amma kana min wani fatan, wai ma meye na nemana nasan dai ba halin da nake ciki kake son jiba"


Shiru sabit ɗin yayi don shi sam be ma san ta inda zai fara ba, can dai da ta matse shi sai yace


"wallahi abortion nake son ayi wa wata ban sani ba ko kana yi"

"ɗan iska kace kaima kayi joining grp ɗin namu ya akai haka ta faru bakwa using protection ne"


"wane grp ɗin naku Allah ya kikaye ni, kai in kasan inda za ai min kawai ka faɗa min bana son long story" ya faɗa a fusace don yanzu haƙurin sa ya fara ƙarewa


"sorry bro abin bai kai nan ba kawai ka shigo asibitin mu ana yi ni ma da kaina zan mata kar
ka samu damuwa"


"kai ka isa wallahi baza ka taɓa min matata ba, in kuna da macen da zatai aikin ka haɗa ni da ita in kuwa babu in nemi wani"


"haba bros kawai ka taho, amma me yasa kake son zubar wa da matar ka ciki"


"ai ba exams nake ɗauka ba balle ka tambaye ni kowane question sannan in amsa wannan personal matter ɗina ne, ko kana so in dinga bayyana sirrin gidana gare ka" inji sabit


"sorry bros kawai kuzo in shaa Allah kafin nan na tanadar da komai ready har dr. ɗin"


"ok see u, zan shigo da daddare"


Sallama sukai sannan sabit ya koma part ɗin sa, yai wanka ya fice ko abinci ma be tsaya ci don yarinyar haushin ta yake ji sosai wai tayi ciki to garin ƙaƙa hakan ta faru lallai yayi sanya dayawa


Jiya jiyan nan yakai wa mummy pills akan ta dinga bata amma wai a yau wai a tashi da ciki, kai wallahi da sake bazan iya ganin baƙaƙe a matsayin ƴaƴana ba


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Sai gab da la'asar sannan ya dawo, ina kitchen ya same ni ina wanke wanke


"idan anyi sallah la'asar zamu je a sibiti a duba ki wannan aman naki ban gane shi ba"


To kawai nace na cigaba da aiki na, sai da na gama sannan, nai wanka na ɗauro alwala na gabatar da sallah la'asr


Sannan na je falo na shi yana zaune

"na gama" na faɗa

"muje waje ki jirani gani nan zuwa"

Wajen na fita be wani daɗe ba sai gashi, motar muka shiga muka kama hanyar asibitin hankali na a kwance nasan dai me za a ce ciki gare ni shine dai be san ina da shi ba



Muna ƙarasawa asibitin ya kira wani abokin sa a waya sai kuwa gashi kamar daman mu yake yi, gefe sabit ɗin ya ja shi suka fara ƙus ƙus ban san me suke cewaba daga ƙarshe dai naji abokin yana cewa


"haba bros ai nai mata bayani baka da matsala"


Sai da suka gama gulmar su sannan suka ƙaraso, shi yayi mana jagora har wani ɗaki in da muka tarar da wata likita tana zaune akan wata kujera


File aka buɗe mana sannan ta fara mana ƴan tambayoyi ina bada amsa iya sani na,

Sai da ta gama rubuce rubucen ta sannan tace min in kwanta a kan ɗan gadon da ke ɗakin, kwanciya nayi sannan ta ɗaga min rigar da ke jiki na


Wani abu ta matsa min akan cikin nawa wanda yake a shafe kamar ba komai a cikin sa sannan ta kunna ƴaɗ computer da ke kusa da gadon ta ɗauko wani abu tana goga shi a kan cikin nawa tana kallon cikin computer


Sai da ta gama sannan ta bani tissue wai in goge, in sauko, hakan kuwa nai, ƴan rubuce rubucen ta ta kuma yi a file ɗin nata sannan tace


"positive ya nuna cikine amma kama son ayi proceding da allurar"


"abinda ya kawo mu kenan"

"ok bari in rubuta mata sai kuje ku siya sai nurse tai mata ai bazai bada wani matsala ba 6weeks kawai yake"


"ok mun gode" sam ban fahimci me take nufi ba na ɗauka tana nufin cikin bazai bani matsala ba don haka sai muka karɓi



Allura ce guda ɗaya muka siya sannan muka je nurses room akai min, allurar shegiyar zafi gare ta ga sagar da ƙafa, ko da muka fito sai muka kuma haɗuwa da wannan abokin nasa inda ya ce mana ba wani matsala in muna son zama mu zauna in kuma zamu tafi in matsala ta faru sai mu dawo


Sabit shine ya matsa mu tafi kawai don akwai abinda zai yi a office ɗin sa, sallamar mu aka yi muka kama hanyar gida


A ƙofar gida ya ajiye ni, ina shiga ɓangaren anty fannah na nufa tana ganina sai tace min

"naje wajen ku aka ba a san inda kike ba wannan ƴar iskar kishiyar" murmushi nayi yadda anty fannah ta tsani badia ni ban tsane ta ba


"ni albishir ma na zo miki da shi amma kuma kin fara kawo zancen badia" barin abinda take yi tayi sannan ta ƙaraso wajena


"ciki gare ki don ashine kaɗai albishir ɗin da za ki min inji daɗi" murmushi nayi sannan na shafa ciki nace

"wata ɗaya" ina faɗa mata ina murna, rungume ni tayi tana murna nima ina yi, sai da muka gama murnar mu sannan tace min


"asibiti kuka je aka tabbatar" gyaɗa mata kai nayi sannan nace mata


"har allura ma akai min me shegen zafi"

"allura kuma ta mecece" ta tambaya fuskar ta da alamar mamaki


"oho ni ban sani ba, don da muka shiga office ɗin su suke ta abun su banda ni"



"ƙila ko na ƙarawa babyn ƙarfi ne" inji ta muka ci gaba da hirar mu, har anty fannah tana bani shawarar kar in sake in bari badia ta san da cikin sai dai kawai ta ganshi



Hira tai hira muna ta yi can sai naji mara ta ta fara mintsini na, na share, abu wasa wasa tun ina basarwa har na kasa na faɗawa anty fannah ga abinda nake ji faa


"ikon Allah tace ba yanzu kuka je asibiti ba akace muku lfy har da baku magani ba"


Gyaɗa kaina nayi bayan na cije leɓan ƙasa saboda azaba, wani murɗawa da cikin nawa yayi sai kawai naji wani na fita daga jikina kamar fitsari


"anty fannah fitsari nake yi" nace mata

"fitsarin lfy tashi mu gani"


Ina miƙewa ta leƙa inda na zauna wani irin ƙara ta saki sannan ta kama hannun


"asmau zo muje a sibiti kar cikin nan ya zube" jikina ne ya fara rawa ina miƙewa jinin ya cigaba da zuba yana bin ƙafa ta



Har mun kama hanyar fita sai taga ina zubar da jini don haka dole ta raka ni toilet ɗin ta na gyara jikina sannan muka kama hanyar jikina sai rawa yake yi kardai ɓari nayi



Asibitin da suke zuwa ta kaini inda nan da nan aka shigar da ni labour room, ciki ya riga ya gama lalace wa, dƙn haka suka taimaka ya ƙarasa fita sannan suka dinga min tambayoyi akan yadda abin ya faru



Tsab nai musu bayani abinda ya faru anan nurse ɗin ta gane allurar abortion akai min, kuma cikin ya fita sam ba wani matsa, magani kawai aka bani sannan ta ce mu fita tunda dai komai is normal



Anty fannah ce ta bita office inda tai mata bayanin abinda ya faru da ni da kuma asarar cikin ya zube gabaɗaya bashi



Da kuka anty fannah ta fito daga office


"asmau dama sabit allurar zubar da cikin nan ya sa akai miki" ta faɗa tana kuka


Dakewa nayi don bana son taga weakness ɗina


"anty kaɗɗara tace kuma shima babyn Allah dama yayi ba me taka ƙasa bane, don haka babu komai Allah yana kallo kuma zai saka min" kuka ne yaci ƙarfi lallai yau na tabbatar da tsanar da sabit yake min ba kaɗan bace



Sai da muka gama kukan mu sannan muka kama hanyar gida bayan mun sai magani


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Sam sabit ya manta ma da wata sai asmau balle har ya tuna da cewar zata ɓari at any moment, hidimar sa kawai yake yi


A yunwace ya ƙarasa gidan yai mamakin da ya shiga ya kan dinning table ɗin ba komai, badia ya kira sannan ya tambayeta me ya faru yau abai girki bane ko mee


"wallahi ban sani ba ni tunda ta fita da yamma ban kuma ganin ta ba" gabansa ne ya faɗi kai dai ace ta san abinda yai mata kuma ta gudu kai ina zata gudu ai har yanzu batta da wannan wayon ƙila tana ɓangaren fannah


Miƙewa yayi ya kama hanyar burin shi yaga asmau acan in bai ganta ba yanzu tayaya za ayi ya fara rayuwa ba ita, ƴar iskar yarinyar duk da dai ba kalar sa bace amma kuma Allah ya bata wani baiwa da duk wanda ya fara sanin ta bazai iya rabuwa da ita



Gudu gudu sauri sauri a haka ya ƙarasa part ɗin fannah, itama a kulle yake bata nan, hankalin sane ya tashi, isma'il ya kira bayan ya ɗauka ne yake tambayar sa fannah


Inda isma'il yake cewa ta cemin suna asibiti ita da matar ka, wani ajiyar zuciya yayi wanda shi kansa bai san zai iya ba Allah ya taimake shi


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Basu suka dawo ba sai kusan 08 :00pm sannan muka dawo, directly part ɗin anty fannah muka wuce sallah kawai nayi sannan na kwanta sai bacci ya kwashe ni



Sabit yana ɓangaren sa amma ya kasa zaune ya kasa tsaye tunanin sa kar asmau ta faɗawa fannah yai mata allura gaban shi sai faɗuwa yake yi


Sai kusan 09 :00 sannan ya miƙe, badia da ke kusa da shi ta tambaye shi

"sabit ina zaka a daren nan"

"zanje in duba yarinyar nan ne dare yayi a maimakon ta zo ta kwanta" inji sabit


"to meye na damuwa da ita in ta gaji ai dole ne ta samu wurin kwanciya ko, amma ka wani tada hankalin ka sai kace wata matar ka"


Wani kallon banza ya bita da shi sannan ya fice, ɓangaren fannah ya dosa, yana shiga ya tarar da fannahr tana kallo


Sallama sukai shida badia suka shiga, kallo ɗaya fannah tai musu ta kau da kanta gabaɗaya ta dawo daga rakiyar sabit ɗin balle wannan ƴar iskar matar tasa



"fannah don Allah ina asmau take naga har yanzu bata dawo ta kwanta ba" bata kalli inda suke ba ɗakin da asmaun take kawai ta nuna masa da hannu


"amma ta riga tayi bacci don haka zaku iya tafiya da safe in ta tashi ta koma" tsayawa yayi yana kallon fannah kai gaskiya da sake bazai taɓa iya barin asmau ta kwana a wani wajen ba sai da ɗakin ta


"bari inje in taso ta" ya faɗa yana yin hanyar ɗakin, miƙewa ta bi ta sha gaban sa


"baka isa ka tashe ta ba ai matar ka ce indai har ka matsu ta koma ɗakin natan sai dai ka ɗauke ta in kuwa ba haka ba sai da safen"


Nannaɗe hannun rigar sa yayi yana shirin shiga ɗakin, sai badia ta tare shi

" *SD* kar kace min kana son shiga ka ɗauki yarinyar nan da kanka, ka barta mana da safen ta dawo da kanta"


Kallon ta be yi ba ya shige, masifa ta fara yi tana cewa wallahi indai har ka sake ka ɗauke ta wallahi zaka sani don ni kuwa ban yadda in yi sharing miji da wata ƴar aiki ba



Kinkimar asmau yayi yai mata ɗaukar jarirai sannan ya kama hanyar fita da badia a bayan sa tana ta balbala masa bala'i inda shi kuma ko ta kanta be bi ba



Anty fannah ta murmusa dama abinda take som sani kenan da sabit shin anya yana son asmau kuwa ko a a amma ita a ganinta yana son asmaun amma kuma me yasa yake mata haka



Kuma duk wani shawarar da yakamata ya bawa asmaun amma duk da haka sabit ɗin ya kasa sallamawa wannan abun da ɗaure kai yake


Sabit har cikin ɗakin ta ya kai ta badia na biye da shi,

"to tunda ka kawo ta sai ka ajiye ta muje ko" ta faɗa masa kamar wani ɗan yaro, abin nan yai masa ciwo yadda take nuna halin ko in kula da asmaun duk kuwa da yadda asmaun take kular mata da gida



Wani banxan kallo ya bita da shi wanda ya sata jan bakin ta tai shiru, yana son rungume asmau kafin ya fita amma kuma badia ta ƙi barin ɗakin


Haka ya haƙura ya fice bayan ya gyara mata kwanciyar ta sannan ya tafi ɗakin sa badia ce ta shigo tana wani rangwaɗa tsab ya fahinci me take so amma sai ya basar daga baya ma data ishe shi sai ya kore ta ya rufe ɗakin sa




Tinanin asmau ne kawai ya faɗo masa arai yana jin yarinyar sosai a ransa amma gaskiya bazai taɓa barin ta ta haifa masa ƴaƴa ba



Sai da ya tabbatar da badia tayi bacci sannan ya kama hanyar ɗakin asmaun tana ta baccin ta kamar yadda ya kwantar da ita


Kusa da ita ya kwanta sannan ya janyo ta jikin sa ya dinga shafa mata bayanta har bacci shima ya kwashe shi



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Na riga shi farkawa ganin yadda yake kwance yana ta sharar baccin sa ya sani zame jikina a hankali na shiga banɗaki tare da ɗauro alwala



Ina fitowa na tarar ashe har ya fice, sallah nayi sannan na kuma kwanciya don kuwa ji nake yi kamar bacci be ishe ni ba



Bacci ne ya kwashe ni, cikin baccin nawa naji muryar badia tana min magana


"sai yaushe zaki tashi ki haɗa mana breakfast gashi lkcn office zai ƙule" miƙe wa nayi sannan ta kalle


"matsayin mu ɗaya a wajen sabit kamar yadda kike tunƙahon mijinki yake haka yake tinƙaho da ni a matsayin matar sa don haka kowacce tata ta fish she ta daga yau na daina bauta wa ko wa kowane ɗan iskan yayi aikin sa an gama wannan wasan"


Sakin baki tayi tana kallo na lallai ma yarinyar nam,
Sabit ta ƙwala wa kira wai yazo ya yi magana


Shigowa yayi shima kamar gaske bayan ya haɗe girar sama data ƙasa


"me yake faruwa ne a ana anga ana ta ƙwala min kira"


" *SD* yarinyar nan taƙi tashi tai mana breakfast nai mata magana tana gayamin maganar banza"

Juyowa yayi ya kalle ni wacce ni kuma idon yake ƙyam akan sa inga irin matakin da zai ɗauka


"ke sai yaushe zaki ki haɗa mana breakfast ne"


"bani da lfy ko kana don ingaya maka abinda yake damuna ne" shiru yayi sannan sai ya juya ga badia sannan yace mata



" Muje mu ƙyale ta tunda tace bata jin daɗi inta warke ta koma duty" ya faɗa yana tura ta don su fita


" a a ku dawo in faɗa muku abinda ke damuna mana ya kuka fita ai kamata yayi kiji ki san me ya same ni" na bita da wannan ina ganin ta juyo shi kuma ya hankaɗa ta tare da riƙe mata hannu yana janta


Ai na dawo daga rakiyar sabit zai sqn ya zubar min da ciki wallahi sai ya gwammaci kiɗa da karatu, wallahi sai ya san asmau ya taɓa bari dai in fita mu haɗu da anty fannah nasan zata bani shawara


Guduwar ma dana ce zan yi na fasa wallahi sai na zauna a gidan nan na haifawa sabit baƙaƙen ƴaƴa sannan hankali zai kwanta in ban haifa masa baƙaƙe ba ban rama wulaƙancin da yai min ba



Wallahi sai ya gane bashi da wayo da asmau yake to nima yanzu lkcn da juya kaina yayi na daina ɗaukar order daga wajen wani nima daga yanzu na zama ogar kaina



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Sai da na tabbatar sun fita sannan na tafi ɓangaren anty fannah, tana zaune ta zuba uban tagumi kamar an aiko mata da mala'ikan mutuwa, na shiga da fara'a ta


Tana kallona tace

"lallai yaro be san ciwon kansa ba wai har kin wats tsake kin koma duty"


"wane duty ba abinda nai musu ai yanzu ciwon ido zan zame musu a gidan nan kuma wallahi sabit abinda baya so shine baƙaƙen ƴaƴa ko wallahi anty fannah sai na haifa masa sai na cika wa sabit gida da baƙaƙen ƴaƴan daya baya so" tsayawa tayi tana kallo na


"asmau da niyyata in saka daddy ya ƙwatar miki ƴancin ki, yasa sabit ya sallame ki ke ma kije ki ne mi wanda yake sonki kk aura"


"haba anty fannah ai da kin cuce ni, sabit shi nake son ya kasan uban baƙaƙen ƴaƴana, ko yana so ko baya so wallahi sai na nuna masa shi ƙaramin ƙwaro ne a wajena, abinda ba abinda ban sani ba nashi, wallahi anty fannah cikin sakan ƙalilan zan iga juya sabit, kawai dai yana da taurin kai da tsatstsauran ra'ayi, amma wallahi na ɗau ɗamarar sai na nuna masa banbanci aya da tsakuwa, sai na nuna masa cewar wasu matan ma suna suka tara, wani ƙyalƙyal banza na mace ba lallai ta zama me quality ba"


Tsayawa kawai tayi tana kallona na bata mamaki sosai, yama za a yi in tafi in ƙyale sabit a haka ai ya ci galaba ta wannan yaƙi ne ya soma wallahi sai naga ƙarshen yaƙin nan sai na haifa wa sabit ƴaƴa baƙaƙe mu ga yadda zeyi kuma wallahi ni da sabit ya raina sai na zame masa ciwon ido


"anty fannah kayan gyara nake so" har yanzu bata daina mamaki na ba don haka sai ta jawo ni ta zaunar dani tare da cewa


"asmau ko dai ɓarin