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na ganin sa tasan ba lafiya ba,ta riga da tasan yanayin aikin nasu ,akwai gajiyarwa ,sabida jikinka da kwakwalwarka da zuciyar ka duk sai sun jigata,sun wahala.

Ta shirya masa ruwa yayi wanka,bayan ya fito tayi kokarin sauke masa gaijyar sa da (tension ) dinsa ta hanyar masa matsa a gabban jikinsa da kansa,tana (massaging )cikin nutsuwa yadda zaiji dadinsa,kuma ya yi masa aiki.

Yaji dadin hakan kwarai,ya jawo hannu ta.

Na gode Bahijja ,naji dadi sosai, naji dadin wannan abinda kike min don ya bani nutsuwa tare da sauke min wani (tension)din . Tayi murmushi tare da shafa shi,ta ce ." Burina kenan inga na rage maka damuwa,naga yau kana cikin zafi ,bari in kawo maka abincinka daki.

Nan ta fita ta dawo hannunta dauke da babban (tray ) ta shirya masa duk wani abinda zai bukata. (Coffe) mai zafi ta fara bashi sannan ta zuba masa abincin wanda kadan ya ci shima don ta matsa masa ne,kafin ma ta ce wani abu aka masa waya ya nufi asibitin a rude..

Wannan al'amarin ya daurewa Bahijja kai,"" To shin meke faruwa ne ?

Nan ta buga waya asibitin don jin meke faruwa? A nan aka bata labarin sabon mara lafiya da aka kawo wanda ya ta da hankalin oga.

Haka ta dunga kawai da kawowa har ya dawo ,ta tare shi da tambayoyi amma bai amsa mata ba ya nuna ta kyale shi akwai binciken da zai yi ,in ya gama zai sanar da ita.

Wannan abu ya daure mata kai ,sam bata jin dadin ganinsa haka. Ya dawo kullum yana cikin karatu da bincike saboda matsalar Deeni ta zame masa sabo,ya zama kamar (challenge) ne a tare dashi..

Abokinsa Doctor yasir ya nemo wanda suka yi karatu tare ,kuma sunyi aiki tare a dashi lokacin da suke ( teaching hospital) wanda shi bayan bude asibitin su ne suka rabu. Sai dai dama lokaci lokaci sukan hada kai suyi karatu.

Dr. Yasir kamar aboki ne a gare shi,kuma abokin aikinsa,don haka ya roki alfarmar ya zo su binciki case din deeni tare.

Da farko ya so yasa Bahijja ciki,sai dai baya sob wahalar da ita,sannan tana cikin hutu ne,gara ta zauna ta bawa muhammad kyakkaywar kulawar da yake bukata. Kuna yasan Bahijja sarai da daukan zafi,tana iya watsar da komai ta tsunduma kanta ciki,don haka ya yanke shawarar ya yi aikinsa da kansa.



Wata guda suna bawa Deeni(treatment) amma ba wani cigaba ,babbar damuwar sa yana cikin ciwo balle har a samu nutsuwar da za a sai ta hankalinsa da tunaninsa,balle har a san matsayin da kwakwalwarsa da zuciyarsa suke ciki. wannan abu ya mummunan daga hankalin Doctor Mislihu da sa shi cikin damuwa,duk maganin da ya bashi baya aiki dai dai a jikinsa yadda ya kamata yayi.

Gaba daya y rasa nutuwa da kwanciyar hankali,kullum bashi nan bashi can neman yadda za a samu waraka ,haka ya dauki (case)din deeni da zafi tamkar na wani dan uwansa na jini,ya ci alwashin sai inda karfinsa ya kare.

Ya dawo ba ya bawa kowanne mara lafiya kulawa kamar yadda yake bawa Deeni,tausayin sa da kaunar sa ya shiga ransa,musamman in yaga yadda wataran Deeni ke zura masa ido yana kallon sa tamtar mai kokarin fada masa wani abu,tamkar yana ce masa ka ""ka taimake ni,"" tamkar dukkan tsammaninsa na kansa. Haka wani lokaci hawaye zai yi ta zuba masa,lokaci guda kuma ya kuma rikecewa.



Abin na Deeni gaba-gaba yake,don haka Doctor yasir ya bashi wata shawara akan abinda zasu masa,amma fa sam ya ki yarda ,yaki amincewa ,saboda yana ga akwai garaje ciki,sannan ciwon Deeni bai kao har hakan ba. Amma a hankali Doctor yasir ya dinga nuna masa dukkan wani (treatment) da zasu mada sun masa,amma baya (respondng) wannan shi ne option da ya rage dashi.

Ya tuna ya yiwa kansa alkawarin yin duk abinda zai yi don ya taimaki shi ,haka iyayen yaron na da dukkan wani tsammaninsu akan shi. Da kyar Dr. Yasir ya shawo kansa ya amince...........





Barkanku da rana jama'a

Sai ayi wa deeni addu'a za'a yi masa theatre Allah yasa a dace 😭😭









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Nan ya hau shirye-shirye ,yasa lokaci da rana,ya gama amimcews kansa amma duk da hakan sai yaji zuciyarsa na fada masa ya nemi shawarar matarsa,ya sanar da ita,ko ba komai rana da ilimi akan cuwon Deeni sosai kamar yadda yake da shi. Da wannan tunanin ya dauki waya ya bugawa Bahijja.

"Bahijja"

"Yes my dear,kana hanya ne na jira ka shuru,hope dai lafia."

Ya yi mata murmushi tamkar tana kallinsa,ya ce

"Lafiya Bahijja ,wani aiki ne yasha kaina da na gama zan taho. Dama ra'ayinki nake son ji akan wani abu da zan yiwa patient dina."

Tayi masa daria tace ,"Zan yi farin ciki da baka shawara mai kyau ,na lura kana cikin damuwa akan wannan mara lafiyar ,kar ka damu nasan ko me zaka yi ( you re the best on it).

Yace,"Duk da haka dai ina neman kwarin gwiwar a wurin ki."

Ta ce,"To ina jinka,mene ne matsalar ka?

A hankali ya labarta mata case din Deeni da yadda yayi ta fama da shi.

Ta dan yi dogon shuru tana tunanin ai indai wanda ta karanta file dinsa ne case dinsa ba haka bane,abinda reporrt dinsa ya ce daban abinds kuma Doctor ya fada mata yanzu da irin treatment din da suke masa daban .

"Bahijja "

Muryarsa ta katse mata tunani.

Kina jina kuwa?

" Eh ina ji"

Ta fada cikin muryar damuwa,sannan ta ce.

To yanzu wane shawara ka yanke? Me kake ganin zaka masa?

"Shawarar da muka yanke yanzu ni da Doctor Yasir shine,zamu masa (E.C.T)

""WHAT!!!!!!!!

Ta fada da karfi cikin zare ido tamkar yana ganinta,hankalinta ya tashi.

Ta ce please Doctor kar kuyi masa,kasan dangers na wannan therapy din"

"Bai kai stage din da za a masa haka ba.

" Da hankalinka,da tunaninka?

"Me kike nufi? Kina so kice bani da hankali ko ban san me nake yi ba ? Laifina ne ba naki ba da na fada miki ,dama na lura komai ke kina son nuna kin fi kowa sani."

Tayi kasa da murya ,Kayi hakuri my dear ba haka nake nufi ba,nasan kai fini ,kasan komai ,amma ina so ka fahimci danger din dake cikinsa ne,kar muyi wasa ko garaje da rayuwar wasu. Ka tuna amana da yarda yasa iyaye da 'yan uwa ke kawo mana marasa lafiya,kasan yadda (electro convulsive therapy )yake,idan ya yi (seizing ) kwakwalwar sa gaba daya fa?

A tunanina baya bukatar wannan,ina gain (right medication) da (couseling ) ya ishe shi ya dawo dai dai ,wato maganin da ya dace.

Maganganunta yasa shi kasala ,ya ce.

Na bugo ne ki bani kwarin gwiwa ba kisa na karaya ba,ni kike yiwa maganar (right medication)?Don baki ganshi a gabanki bane da irin kokarin da nayi akansa da ba zaki fara fada min haka ba. "

Doctor duty na ne in tsaida ka,please na rokeka kar kayi,ka sake tunani.

Kashe wayar yayi ya kyaleta cikin rudani tana ta buga wayar tana ihun kar yayi amma bai dauki wayar ba ma. Hankalinta ya matukar tashi,ba shiri ta dauki hijab ta nufi cikin asibitin da sauri.

Sai dai kafin ta zo Doctor yasir yayi nasara akansa na cewa.

Kasan halin mata da tsoro ,da gajeriyar kwakwalwa ."

Ya amince amma maganar Bahijja da dalilan da ta bashi na yawo akansa,don kuwa yasan matarsa Bahijja bata cikin mata masu tsoto ko gajeriyar kwakwalwa amma da yake ya riga da ya yanke hukuncin sai ya yi din . Don haka kafin Bahijja ma ta iso dun riga da sun yiwa Deeni abinda suka yi niyya.

Yana kwance a wurin kamar gawa,dukkan gabobin jikinsa sun amsa,duk jikinsa ya sassake ,bawan Allah shi kadai yasan wahalar da yasha. Gashi jikin Deeni jiki ne da bai saba da wahala ba,bai ma santa ba gaba daya don haka abin ya fi wahalar dashi fiye da yadda ya kamata. Tuni ya manta kansa da duniyar da yake ciki.

A lokacin da Doctor Bahijja ta shigo zama tayi ta kama kai tana kuka .

Doctor me yasa kayi haka ? WHY!!!!!!

Tuni ya harzuka ,"Me kike nufi da (why)? Ban san me nake yi bane ? Me kike so kiyi (proving) da kika shigo kina min tsawa gaban abokan aikina da ma'aikatana ? Me kike ji da shi ? Wa ya baki izinin fitowa ki zo ?

" Doctor (please )."

Ta fada cikin kwantar da kai .

( This is not you)wannan ba kai bane,ba haka na sanka ba ,kai mutum ne me taka tsan tsan da rayuwan alumma. Wannan ciwon nasa da ya zamo maka sabo ba firgita ka ya kamata yayi ba,ko kuma wani abin cews sai naga ya warke ko ta halin kaka kar a ce na gaza .

Ka tuna asalin purpose dinmu shi ne mu taimaki mutane ba mu wahalar da su ba ,ba muyi wasa da rayukansu ba. Yaushe tunaninka ya kauce,ya canja ? Yau ina cikin bakin ciki da na kasa tsai da ka,na kasa hana ka yin abinda ba dai dai ba,sai addu'ar Allah ya tashi kafadar wannan bawan Allah.

Bai kulata ba sai sa kai da yayi ya fita cikin bacin rai,yayin da sauran suka rufa masa baya.............









Shin wai wani irin aiki doctor mislihu yayiwa deeni ,,wanda har ya sa shi hatsaniya da matarshi... 🤔🤔









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Bismillahirrahmanurrahim

RABBANAGFIRLI WAL-WALIDAYYA WALIL MU'UMININA YAUMA YAKUMUL HISAB............AMEEN YA ALLAH.😭😭Allah yasa mu dace duniya da laira..





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Ta mai da hankalinta kan Deeni ,taje tayi dukkan iya kokarinta domin ta samu ya dawo hayyacinsa,ya farfado kafin ya yi nisa. Sai data dauki tsawon awa uku akansa kafin ta samu ya bude ido sannan ya sake rufewa,numfashinsa ya daidaita. Sannan ta dan samu kwanciyar hankali da nutsuwa kadan,ta koma gida hankalinta a tashe ,tayi ta fama da Doctor Mislihu .



Fada yake mata ta inda ya shiga bata nan yake fita ba,ta lura yana cikin tsoro da tashin hankali ,sai dai yana kaucewa hakan da fada.

Bata ce masa kala ba sai rungumar sa da tayi sosai a jikinta,ta riga da ta fahimci (fears) dinsa da tashin hankalin daya shiga.

Kwantar da hankalinka ,insha Allah komai zai dai dai ta ,baa abinda zai faru (he will be fine) . Kuskure be kowa yana yi a rayuwa ,sai dai muyi kokarin kare faruwar haka a gaba. Bamu da damar yin wasa da rayuwa wasu.

"Bahijja ban san me ke faruwa ba,na kasa gane komai. Nasan cewa duk wani (treatment) da nake masa dai dai ne ,sai dai ban san me yasa ba ya (responding) ba,kuma ban yi niyyar wasa da rayuwar sa ba har zuci,ina son taikamakon sa ne. Ina ganun wahalar da yake sha,ina jinsa kamar dan uwana,sannan inason raikamakon mahaifinsa shi yasa duk abinda zanyi ya kare na dauki wannan (option )din. Ban yi tunanun komai ba ,sai dai nasan wanann a cikin (shock treatment ) wannan (is the most safest and effective).

Na sani my dear ,amma wannan ciwon sa(disorder) din da yake da shi ba na wannan treatment din ba ne. A ganina kun yiwa abin gaggawa ,kuma naga kamar baku yi shi dai dai ba,dole akwai wani kuskure a wani wurin ( something wrong somewhere ). Wa ya baka wannan ( idear ).?

" Doctor yasir ;;" ya fada kai tsaye .

Ta dafe kai cikin takaici ,ta ce. Haba doctor !!

" Har yaushe ka fara amfani da basirar wasu maimakon taka?

Kin san mutumin nan likita ne dan uwana ,meye a ciki in munyi (studying case ) na mara lafiya,munyi (sharing idea)?

" Baa laifi bane,amma abin akwai daure kai"

A wanann dare daga Dr. Mislihu har dr. Bahijja ba wanda ya runtsa ,suna tunani tare da juya al'amarin a cikin ransu wanda Dr. Muslihu ya kasa jurewa gari ya waye,a daren ya fita domin zuwa ya sake ganin Deeni.



Ga mamakin sa yana kofar shiga dakin yaji muryar Doctor yasir da wasu ma'aikatansa guda hudu wanda amintattun ma'aikaransa ne,yaji dr. Yasir yana raba musu kudi na aikin da suka masa. Ba farko sunyi ta canja duk wani magani da allurai da ya ce su kawo a dinga bawa Deeni. Wanda wannan yasa jikin Deeni ya kara rikicewa maimakon samun sauki. Saboda yana so ya batawa dr. Misilhu suna don ya jima yana jin haushin cigaban da ya samu ya barshi. Abu na biyu shi ya so Alh. Umar ya damkawa Deeni a asibitin su saboda ya ci kudinsa sosai ,amma sai Alh. Umar ya ci mutuncinsa ya ki. Tun daga lokacin ya dau lwashin sai ya dau fansa,kuma ya batawa doctor mislihu suna. Don haka ya bawa ma'aikatansa cin hanci.



Da farko kun ki,amma ganin yawan kudin da ya saye imaninsu suka manta amana da yarda dake tsakaninsu da mai asibitin. Ya ce kuma in aiki ya yi zai kara musu .



Lokacin da Dr. Mislihu ya gama jin abinda suke fadi ya ciro wayar sa ya kira (police) sannan ya kira Bahijja yana fada mata.

"Doctor yasir ya ci amanata ,Bahijja gaskiyarki ne,akwai abinda ua faru wanda ban fahimata ba sai yanzu".

Yana cikin magana da ita ya jiyo motsin su zasu tafi,ya yi saitin banki kofar ,bai bata lokaci ba ya cakuno wuyan rigarsa tare da shakar masa wuya yana zaginsa.

"Yau sai na kashe ka ,maci amana. Ku kuma sai nasa an kulle ku,kun ci amanar yarda,kunyi wasa da rayuwar wani sabida abin duniya."

Ganin yadda ya haukace musu Dr. Yasir ya ce.

Yaa zama dole muyi maganinsa kafin ya fallasa mu"

Tuni suka hadu akansa,hayaniyar su ya ta da Deeni ,ya yin da yakr ganunsu hazo-hazo ,duk da baya magana da Dr.mislihu ya saba da shi da dawainiyar da yake masa. Sannan da ikon Allah da taimakon da misbah tayi masa ya masa amfani ,ya dawo hayyacinsa.

Gani yadda suka toshe bakin dr. Mislihu suna dukansa tare da kokarin toshe masa hanci yasa ya mike ya nufi inda wani bell yake wanda alama ne na danger in an danna,ya yi sauri domin dannawa ,anan daya ya hango shi,ya yi kansa suna ta kokawa,yayin da dr. Yasir ya dauko wani almakashi ya soma cakawa Dr. Mislihu tuni jini ta wanke wurin . Yana kokarin guduwa ya ceci kansa ko ta halin kaka,yasan in Dr .mislihu ya kubuta to asirinsu zai tonu.

Deeni bai san yaushe ya bude baki a firgice yana ihu bmtare da neman taimako ba,yana fadin .

"Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun!!!!

Nan sukayo saurin toshe masa baki da hanci har sukaga ya dai na nunfashi. Za su fita kenan sai ga 'yan sanda sun iso,kafin su gudu kuwa aka cafke su,yayin da akayi kokarin daukan doctor mislihu zuwa emergency tare da deeni......



Lokacin Bahijja ta iso a rude tamkar mahaukaciya ,ganin mislihu cikin jini ya bala'in firgita ta da razanata. Tashin hankali ne wanda bata taba fuskantar irinsa ba,duk kuwa karfin hali da karfib zuciya irin nata a wannan rana sai da ta karaya ,hankalinta ya nemi barin jikinta.

Tayi kan dr. Mislihu jikinta na bari,ta rasa ma me zata mishi? Ta rude sai kiran sunansa take tana salati.

Tare akayi wani asibiti da su da wasu yan sanda dob basu taimakon gaggawa ,likitoci sunyi kokarin tsai da jinin dake zuba a jikinsa wanda a wuyansa suka caka masa da gefen ciki amma jinin bai tsaya ba,haka aka dinga masa kari wani ni fita wani na shiga. Suna iya dukkan kokarinsu akanshi.

Bahijja dai alwala tayi ta zo ta fara sallah,daga karshe ta hau addu'a saboda ta rasa nutsuwar yin sallar.

Wani likita ne ya zo ya kirata mijinta ya ce yana son ganinta. Jiki a sanyaye ta isa dakin tana kuka kamar ranta zai fita,ya kalleta cikin galabaita da kyar ya iya bude baki.

Kar kiyi kuka Bahijja ,ko yanzu ko bayan raina ,kituna yanzu nauyin asibiti da sauran al'umma da ke cikinsa na kanki,ki tuna mafarkin mu ne da burin mu wannan asibitin. Sai dai ki kula kar abinda ya faru dani ya faru da ke,mutum yana nan yana rayur sa bai damu da wani ba ashe makiya suna nan sun sa masa ido suna neman yadda za su cutar da shi.

K tuna nauyin asibiti da Muhammad na kanki,sannan in bani da rabon haduwa da mama in ta zo kun hadu kice ta yafe mun ""

Bahijja dai kuka take kamar zata hallaka ,ga tsoro da fargabar rasa mijinta ,ga maganar sa mai kama da bankwana,ga azabar ciwon da ta ganshi a ciki.

" Dole ne in maka kuka my dear,dole kuma in yiwa kaina kuka . Mutanen nan sun cuce mu,sun rusa mana 'yar karamar duniyar mu da muke farin ciki a cikinta .."

" Sun cuci kansu dai Bahijja ,ki tuna kece me lallashin wasu da ( couseling ) dinsu in sun shiga hali makamancin wannan ,yau rana tazo da zaki yiwa kanki wanann tatan.

Bahijja kada ki karaya kima fi yadda na sanki da,kiyi addu'a Allah na tare da ke ,kada ki taba jin ke kadai ce a duniya. Ki tuna duniya taki ce da mutanen arzikin da suke cikinta ,duk wani Musulmi dan uwanki ne .

Abu na karshe Bahijja,wannan. Bawan Allah da ya shiga rudanin rashin lafia da karin ruda masa jiki da kwakwalwa da ya samu ta sanadina ,ina fata zaki taimaka masa ya warke da iyakar iyawarki . Ina fata zaki gyara kuskuren da nayi."

Tayi karfin halin share hawayen da ke zuba mata tare da yi masa murmushi , tace,,

In sha Allah my dear zan taimaka masa har kaima ka samu lafiya mu taimaka masa tare,mu cigaba da kula da asibitin mu da Muhammad,a duniyarmu zamu sake ginata tare da kai insha Allah."

Duk da yana cikin ciwo sai da yayi mata murmushi alamar gamsuwa da maganarta. Nan ta kwantar da kai a gefen pillown dake jike da jini,tana rike da hannunsa,ita kadai tasan irin radadin da zuciyarta ke mata ,tana masa addu'ar fatan samun sauki da lafiya.hawaye na gudu a idonta ba kakkautawa,tana tunanin duniyarta ta zo karshe a duk lokacin da ta rasa doctor Mislihu .

** Ya Allah nasan baka barin wani don wani,ya Allah ka bani karfin imani da karfin zuciyar daukan duk wani ikon ka da aiwatar akan mu"

Da irin wadannan addu'o'in a zuciyarta bacci ya debe ta bata sani ba ................





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Da irin wadannan addu'o'in Bahijja a zuciyarta bacci ya debe ta bata sani ba,sai farkawa tayi taji hayaniya akanta. Sauran likitocin asibitin ne suke bata hakuri mijinta kam ta Allah ta kasance akansa,ya bar duniya.

Jin abin ta dinga yi ba zata,kamar mafarki. Wani jiri taji yana dibanta tana salati tana kallonsa tamkar mai bacci.

Wayyo duniya,duk wanda ya dauke ki da zafi tabbas yana cikin masu asara. Jiya tana yare da mijinta ,abokin rayuwarta,gatanta a duk duniya ,amma yau baya duniyar.

Hawaye na zuba ta ce,Allah ya jikanka Doctor ,Allah ya maka rahma,ya yafe maka kurakuranka,yasa ayyukanka na alkhairi su bika" .

Bahijja tayi kuka tayi kuka har taji ba dadi. Kafin a yiwa Doctor wanka da sutura 'yan uwansa suka iso daga kano ,mahaifiyarsa da danginta tare da dangin mahaifin sa tare dasu akai masa sutura aka kaishi gidansa na gaskiya,yayin da mahaifiyarsa ta yafe masa tare da binsa da addu'a.



Gidan Bahijja suka dawo aka yi ta karbar gaisuwa ,yayin da maganar rasuwar ta baza ko ina,saboda Doctor mislihu yaui suna kwarai ,haka yana da jama'a . Ya yi suna ba don yana kudi ba sai dan kwarewarsa ta wurin aikinsa da sunan da yayi saboda asibitin su.



Kwana uku aka yi ana karbar gaisuwa ,mahaifiyar sa tace su za su tattara su koma kano,don ita har yanzu ba wai tana son Bahijja ba ne ,asali ma ta dauka nauyin mutuwar danta akanta saboda ta ce ita ta sa shi zama a lagos yaki komawa can gida kano,ya guje su. Tunda tayi sanadin sa to zasu kwace danshi su tafi da shi ta dinga ganin jikanta. Kuma ta ce ko da wasa Bahijja kar tayi tunanin cewa zata zo ko da ganinsa balle daukar sa.

Anan fa ciwon yayiwa Bahijja bibbiyu,hankalinta ya mummunan tashi. Ta yaya za a rabata da Muhammad da bai fi wata takwas a duniya ba ??



Ba irin rokon da bata yi musu ba har ta musu alkawarin kawo shi idan ta yaye shi,amma fur mahaifiyar mislihu ta ki. Haka ta tattara shi suka koma kano yana kuka Bahijja na kuka suka rabu.



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A wannan lokaci Bahijja tayi dan karamin hauka ,ko dai ta dinga jin muryar Doctor ,ko kukan Muhammad. Zuciyarta tayi rauni sosai,kullum tana cikin kuka,bata iya kulla komai. Daga karshe ita ke tashi ta share hawayenta,tayi karfin halin lallashin kanta.

Ta so ta bi iyayen Mislihu kano ,sai dai kuma ta tsai da kanta,ko me za su mata ba zata taba fada da su ko shari'a dasu ba albarkacin dansu da take so take ganin girma da darajarsa fiye da kowane namiji a duniya. Don haka ta sawa kanta hakuri,kamar yadda ta jure rashin mijinta shima dan nata zata jure rashin sa,in da rabon haduwarsu kuma da rai da lafiya to Allah zai hada su wata rana.



Haka Bahijja ta hau takaba ,kullum kwana take tana zubar da hawaye tana yiwa mijitan da danta addu'a tare da fatan Allah ya kara mata hakuri da juriya.

Daga ita se Baba Andi a gidan wacce take mata rainon Muhammad,kasancewar kyautatawa da take mata ta dauketa kamar uwarta,yasa itama ta zauna tare da ita tana mata hidima tare da bata shawarwari da bata baki da lallashi. Tana matukar tausaya mata.



Bahijja ta kasance bata da kawa ko wata 'yar uwa ko wata da suke da kussanci na sosai,saboda a RAYUWAR BAHIJJA ba (space) na kawaye ,wato ba fili ko lokacin yin kawance a rayiwarta,saboda ayyukanta da rabuce-rubucenta. Mijinta da danta sune kawayenta,sune rayuwarta.

Don haka yanzu rayuwa tayi mata wahalar gaske wanda daga rubutun har aikin sai da suka gagareta,damuwa da yawan tunani suka sako ta a gaba,ta rasa inda zata sa ranta taji dadi . Tuni ta kma ga Allah ,kullum tana cikin karatun Alkur'ani da addu'o'i tare da yawan istigfari don neman waraka daga halin da ta shiga..



Wani lokacin takan rufe ido ta dinga tuno da kalaman Doctor wanda suke kara mata karfin gwiwa ,taji tana son mikewa tayi wani abu me amfani da rayuwarta bayan kuka da bacin rai.

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