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sai yanzu ya lura cewa akan farcen kafafun nata akwai kalar baki alamun lallen da bai gama fita ba, kuma yadda farcen ya rabu kala biyu fari da baki yasa shi kasa daina kallonsu.
Amina ta sunkuya kalli ƙafafunta da yake kallo tana son ta nemo abinda ke wajen amma bata ga komai ba, yadda yake tsaye dab da ita kaɗai ya isa yasa zuciyarta rabewa gida biyu, amma tunda bata rabe tun a lokacin data fahimci cewa yau zata kwana daya daki daya dashi ba, bata jin a yanzun ma zata yi. Ta sake haɗiye wani abu karo na ba adadi a maƙogwaronta tana son kore ɗimbin tunanin dake kanta kafin ta sake yin magana.
"Zaka ci abincin?"
Muryarta ta fito ne kamar tana son tuna masa cewa ba'a kafarta fuskarta take ba, kuma hakan yayi aiki don a lokaci guda ya ɗago da idonsa ya kalle ta.
"Naci abincinki, kin manta?"
Ta yaya zata manta, da wannan busashshiyar doya da ƙwan data soya tun safe yayi buɗa baki, tea ɗin wajen kawai yasha ya cinye doyar gabaɗaya, a lokacin tana waya dasu Amma, tana daga karshen ɗakin kallon yadda yake buɗe-bude a cikin labtop ɗinsa yana cin doyar, wani abu da ya kara nutsar da zuciyarta a cikin kirjinta tana jin dama abinda tayi yafi doyar kaɗai, sannan kuma wani abu da ya fara buɗewa kalaman Amma dake sa hannunta rawa kofa a zuciyarta.
Sai ta girgiza kanta a yanzu tana ƙoƙarin cigaba da kallonsa.
"Ai wannan ba zai isa ba, idan mutum yayi azumi gwara yaci abinci da yawa."
Ya gyaɗa kansa shima yana kallonta.
"Na sani, amma raina ne ya fara ɓaci yanzu, bana jin zan iya cin abincin."
Kawai sai ta samu kanta da tambayar.
"Me ya faru?"
Kuma fitowar tambayar yasa taji kamar ta fara yin nisa da taraddadin dake zuciyarta.
Hannunsa ɗaya taga ya zura cikin gashin kansa kamar abinda zai faɗa zai yi masa wahala kafin wucewar sakan biyu yace.
"Ina da abubuwa da yawa a gabana, so mutane na using wannan opportunity ɗin suna cuta ta, Annual report din MMB- 6 aka aiko min yanzu, kuɗin da suka ce sun kashe a shekarar nan Amina ko ni bani dasu yanzu."
Ba maganganun ne suka daki zuciyar Amina ba, sautin muryarsa ne yadda ya fito cike da wani rauni da idan za'ayi musu da ɗimbin mutane zasu kwana suna rantsewa cewa ba daga muryar Ma'aruf wannan raunin yake ba, ba shiri taji ta hadiye wani abu a makogwaronta kafin tace.
"Meye MMB-6?"
Wataƙila idan ta fara sani meye shi din zata fahimci abinda maganar tasa take nufi.
"Asibiti na ne da yake Abuja."
Sai ta sake gyaɗa kanta tana jin kamar maganar tafi karfinta, amma kuma kai tsaye sai tace.
"Ance idan hankali ya ɓata hankali ake sawa ya nemo shi, yanzu ko ranka ya ɓaci babu abinda zai canja, kamata yayi ka samu nutsuwa mai kyau, sai kayi amfani da hakan ka gano koma wane irin akasi ne aka samu."
Maganganun suka tafi har ƙarshen zuciyar Ma'aruf, suna fito da irin kwanciyar hankalin da yake ji a duk lokacin da ya gayawa Mami damuwarsa kuma ta bashi ɗaya daga cikin shawarwarin ta, Amina bata sani bane amma itace mutum ta farko daya dangance shi bayan Ishaq da suka san da zancen asibitin nan.
Abu ne da ko Mamin bata sani ba, kuma shi yasa dama yake damuwa duk sanda aka samu matsala akansa don ya san babu wanda zai iya bashi shawara mai kyau akan hakan tunda ko Ishaq baya yiwa zancensa. Kuma haka kurum ya zaɓi boyewa kowa sanin da zaman asibitin don so yake yi da gaske ya binne duk wata halayyarsa ta baya tare dasu kamar yadda yayi wa kansa alƙawari.
Zama likita yana daya daga cikin burinsa na farko a duniya, don haka nacin da zuciyarsa ke masa shi yasa shi tsallakewa zuwa garin Abuja ya gina ƙaton asibitin guda inda ya danka amanarsa a hannun wani likita mai suna Sadiq, shi yake jagorantar komai na asinitin don hatta tarin likitocin dake musu aiki shi yake biyansu, shekaru biyar kenan da kafa asibitin, kuma tun bayan shekaru biyun farko aka fara samun matsala a annual report din da suke bashi duk ƙarshen shekara, ya zama kudin da suke cewa duna amfani dashi duk shekara ya fara fin karfin tunaninsa.
Sai gashi yanzu minti ɗaya kawai gaban Amina duk dauriyarsa ya kasa riƙe wannan sirrin ya fallasa mata komai, amma kuma da ta bashi sai tasa bai ji yayi nadamar sanar da itan ba, hasalima zuciyarsa gode masa ta dinga yi don aƙalla abinda ta faɗa ɗin ya sama mata wani sauƙin.
Sai kawai ya gyaɗa kansa yace.
"Thank you."
Sannan ya zagayo ta gefen table ɗin yace.
"Me zaki zuba mana?"
Tambayar tasa ta juyowa itama tana jin nauyin abinda ya faɗa, plates din ya shiga budewa gabadaya yana tara murafansu a hannusa ɗaya.
"Wanne kafi so a ciki?" Ta samu kanta da tambaya babu wani dalili.
Ya girgiza kansa shima.
"Ni zan ci ko meye kika zuba, favourite abinda nake so baya cikin wadannan."
Ya fada yana kokarin ajiye murafan a gefe, sannan kai tsaye ya shiga gaya mata irin abincin da yake so wanda kusan duka na gargajiya ne, sanda yace mata har da ɗanwake sai da ta tsaya tana kallonsa, don ita a tunaninta mutane kamarsa basa ɗaukar abincin gargajiya da muhimmanci.
Ya tambaye ta abinda take so itama kuma sai ta samu kanta da ture komai a ranta ta shiga gaya masa, kuma da kowacce kalma data faɗa tana ji kamar tana karkaɗe ragowar taraddadin dake ranta ne.
"Ina son chocolate, sannan zan sha lemon zoɓo a koina kuma a kodayaushe."
Ta fada lokacin da yake tambayarta abinda take so na kayan kwaɗayi.
Ya gyada kansa.
"Naga alama, cox naga zoɓo da yawa a fridge dinki."
Ta gyada kanta a hankali itama.
"Ina ga ba zan taɓa iya dadewa babu shi ba a koina."
"Wow, I like the enthusiasm."(ina son kwarin gwiwar nan.)
Muryarsa ta gito da slamun cewa shima ya fara jin dadin sakewarta.
Sai tayi wani guntun murmushi da bata san daga ina ya fito ba tana kallon abinda take zubawa.
"Wane kalar chocolate kika fi so?" Da alama so yake hirar ta cigaba da yin nisa.
"Kowanne."
Wannan karon muryarta ta sake fitowa kamar silin gashin dake faɗowa ƙasa a hankali ba tare da ta dago ba.
"Chocolate bai dame ni ba amma I always enjoy Ferraro Rocher." (Ina jin dadin Ferraro Rocher.)
Bata taɓa jin ko sunan ba, kuma sai Allah ya taimake ta kafin tayi tunanin abinda zata faɗa, wayarsa dake can kan table ɗin daya baro ta ta shiga ƙara, don haka ya karbi plate din da gama zubawa ya tafi wajen, ya ajiye plate shi akan table din sannan ya kara wayar a kunnensa ya shiga magana da wani cikin Pidgin english, irin tsantsar Pidgin din da ita bata taba ji ba ma, amma kuma sai yayi mata dadi, yadda sautin muryarsa yake haɗewa cikin accent ɗin da kana ji ka san ya fito ne daga Jinsin Hausa/Fulani.
'Matar ƴan gayu.'
Haka Aminu yayi ta tsokanarta ɗazu, kuma ita kanta duk da hargitsin yanayin da take ciki ta sani cewa kamar yadda Hajiya Kilishi ta faɗa ne, idan banda kaddara ko zata mutu sau ɗari ta dawo Ma'aruf yafi karfinta, don a yanzu da kowacce wucewar rana tana ƙara gane cewa yafi ƙarfin hangen da take masa a lokacin da ta yarda da auren nan. Shi yasa ko a yanzu kawai ƙwaƙwalwarta ta kasa auna mata adadin kuɗin da ya kashe wajen kama ɗakin nan don kwana ɗaya kawai.
Ta ɗebo farfesun kifi na ƙarshe a cikin wani ɗan bowl sannan ta juyo tana hango shi daga can inda ya zauna a jikin table din yana magana, kuma kayan jikinsa na T-shirt da gajeran wandon nan suka sake tuna mata da wanda ke jikinta itama, ba shiri ta hadiye wani yawu a maƙogwaronta tana jinjinawa kaddara, don in ba ƙaddarar ba ba zata taba hango kanta a irin wannan yanayin tare da wani namiji kuma dadin daɗawa a Hotel ba.
Ƙafafunta duka karasa a hankali har gabansa, ta tsaya daga gefensa sanda ya dago daga rubuta wani abu da yayi a jikin wata ƴar jotter yana kallonta, ya taimaka ya ture mata kayansa dake kan table din kafin ta ajiye plate din a hankali kusa da dayan sannan ta juya niyyar dauko ruwa wanda tun dazu ta ganshi a fridge din dake can gefe, amma sai kawai taji ya riƙo hannunta na hagu, dogwayen yatsunsa suka ratsa cikin nata yana riko ta, a lokaci guda numfashinta ya katse a ƙirjinta yayin da yatsunta suka yi sanyi kalau!
Ya sake riƙo hannun nata sosai sannan ya jawo ta baya ta dawo gabansa, shi yana zaune ita kuma tana tsaye a gabansa da kafafunta duk a waje, ba shiri ta dunƙule tafin kafarta akan sassanyan marbles din ɗakin, sannan ta rufe idanunta a hankali tana jin yadda yake motsa yatsunsa a cikin nata.
Ta buɗe su daidai sanda ya gama wayar, idonsa yana kan kafafunta ne da har yanzu ta rasa me yake gani a jikinsu, kuma kafin ta gama tunanin hakan taji ya jawo ta zuwa kasa a hankali, ya durƙusar da ita a gabansa, dab dashi sosai wanda hakan yasa ta sunkuyar da idanunta ƙasa tana cije gefen lebbenta.
"Wata magana nake son muyi Please..."
Yadda muuryarsa a fito a hankali da kuma zurfi ya haddasa faduwa da saukar numfashinta.
"Zamu iya yi yanzu?"
Ya ƙara tambaya a lokacin da take kokarin tsayar da iska a kirjinta, da kyar ta daure ta daga kanta sau biyu babu kari. Shina ya gyada nasa kan a hankali yana cigaba da kallon fuskarta.
"Na sani a yadda komai ya fara a tsakaninmu akwai tarin irin tunanin da kike yi akaina, na san an gaya miki tarin abubuwan da ba lallai ne na iya ƙaryata miki su ba, kinji wanene ni ta bangare da yawa na sani Amina, kuma har nima na bada gudunmawa wajen saka miki wani tunanin akaina tun a wancan lokacin, wani abu da nayi shi ne ba don komai ba sai don in hana faruwar auren a tsakanin mu."
Yayi shiru ya cigaba da kallon fuskarta, kuma ganin yanayinta bai canja ba yasa shi cigaba.
"I'm a mess Amina, akwai tarin abubuwan dake gabana kuma a tsakiyarsu ne na tsinci zancen aurenmu wanda ni tun bayan lokacin dana rabu da Ruƙayya ban kara tunanin cewa zan sake aure ba, abubuwa sunyi min yawan da bana son nauyin komai ya sake ƙaruwa akaina, saboda haka wannan wasiƙar da na baki nayi ne don in tsorata ki ta hanyar da zai sa ki ƙi yarda sabida su Baffa baza su saurare ni ba a lokacin, abinda na manta a wannan lokacin shine ban isa in canja ƙaddarar da Allah ya hukunta ba tunda hakan babu abinda ya canja."
A wannan lokacin numfashin dake ƙirjin Amina ya kasa tsayawa waje guda, sai kokari take dashi kamar kifin da ya fito daga rywa yana wutsil-wutsil, hasken fitukub dakin ya karu a idanunta yayin da wata iska ta shiga busuwa daga maka-makan windunan dskin kasancewar a sama suke.
"Daga ranar da na fara ganinki Amina, nayi nadamar abinda nayi, na san cewa ban kyauta ba da har na saka wannan tsoron da na gani a cikin idanunki, wanda duk da hakan kuma bai hana ki kyautata min ba, bai hana ki nuna min kirkin ki da kuma halayenki na gari ba, kuma yanzu wannan kirkin naki nake kwaɗayin cigaba da samu Amina, ina son nutsuwar da nake samu a wajenki don itace babban abinda nake bukata wajen tafiyar da rayuwata a yanzu, shi yasa nake rokonki da ki manta duk wani hasashe da kike yi kaina Please, ki bani damar da zamu yi normal life kamar yadda kowa yake yi, wallahi nayi alkawarin ba zan taɓa cutar dake ba insha Allah."
"....Kamar yadda na faɗa miki mafitar ta riga tazo hannunki Amina, Kilishi ta bude miki kofar samun nasarar da ita kanta bata sani ba, so nake ki dauki dukkan maganganunta kiyi wa taki zuciyar ado dasu Amina, don takunta zaki bi, dukkan abinda ta fada kema shi zaki yi, banbancin da za'a samu tsakanin ke da ita shine, ke ita zaki yiwa Amina, ita zaki lulluɓe da rigar amincinki ba kowa ba, ita zaki zamewa farar wutar da ba zata taɓa sanin cewa ƙonata kike yi ba.
Kuma hanyar farko da hakan zata kasance shine idan kika sami soyayyar mijinki..."
Kalaman da Amma na ɗazu su suka biyo bayan dukkanin bayanin Ma'aruf a cikin kan Amina, ta tuna yadda take kallon Amman cike da ƙarin bayanin da bata furta ba Amman ta cigaba.
"Kilishi ta gaya miki cewa soyayyar mijinta ta fara samu a saman ta kowa, shi ya fara yarda da ita kafin ta buɗe zuciyar kowa ta fara aiwatar da manufarta, idan baki sani ba yau ki sani Amina cewar taƙamar kowacce mace a duniyar zuciyar mijinta ce, idan taci riba anan to wallahi duk girman wata matsala koda kuwa ta mahaifiyarsa ce ta tsallake ta.
Yaron nan ya riga ya zama mijinki a yanzu ko munso ko bamu so ba, don haka kije ki ƙara dagewa, ki dage wajen kyautata masa har zuciyarsa ta ƙara yarda dake akan yanzu, sannan da zarar kun koma kije wajen Kilishi ki tsugunna ki gaya mata cewar kin yarda da sharaɗinta bama sai lokacin da ta gindaya miki yayi ba, ki ƙasƙantar da kanki a gabanta ta sigar da ba zata taba iya haska cikin zuciyarki har tayi wani hasashe ba, waɗannan sune matakan farko Amina, kuma ina tabbatar miki idan kika tsallake su, dukkan sauran zasu zo ne bi da bi kuma a sauƙake..."
Waɗannan sune kalaman dake saka sa hannyenta rawa a ɗazu, sune kalaman Amman dake rikita lissafinta suna gaya mata cewar ba zata iya dorar da wani abu akan Ma'aruf ba tunda bata gama sanin tunaninsa akanta ba... Sai gashi tun ba'aje koina ba hanyar farko tazo mata da sauki.
Allah ya amsa addu'ar ta, Ma'aruf ya cire dukkan wani kokwanton dake zuciyarta da waɗannan iya kalaman nasa, a yanzu ta yarda cewa shi da gaske zuciyarsa wankakkiya ce akansa, abinda take ta taraddadi daga bangaren Hajiya Kilishi yake dama.
Taji yadda mamaki ke cinye zuciyarta tun daga ƙasa, ashe komai ba mai wuya bane kamar yadda Amman tace, kowacce mace tana da irin nata ikon a hannu, kawai burga da barazana ce ke saka wasu yin ƙasa su yarda cewa an fisu su baza su iya ba, gashi tun basu ko bar garin nan ba ta fara samun yardar Ma'aruf a hannunta, idan haka ne kuwa ta yarda da maganar Amma na cewar da gaske Kilishi ta kiyaye su, don ko ita a yanzu tana jin ƙarfin gwiwar cewa zata iya.
Kuma cikin wata irin sa'a, sai ya ƙyale ta bai nemi amsarta ba har suka kammala cin abincin da komai.
Wajen ƙarfe goma sha ɗaya saura Amina ta dunkunkune a karshe gadon ɗakin har a lokacin tana ta faman sake-sake a ranar, don ko ka kaɗan ba bacci take ji ba, abubuwan da ta fuskanta a yau suna da yawan da har yanzu basu gama narkewa a cikin ranta ba. Ta juya bayanta ne tana kallon ɗaya gefen ɗakin yayin da hannunta ke wasa da ƙarshen bakin mayafin nan data yafa a akanta.
A yanzu fitulun ɗakin duka a kashe suke, Ma'aruf ya kashe su kafin ya shiga toilet don ta riga shi kwanciya, sai da ya gama aikinsa tana kwance tana sake-sakenta sannan ya tashi ya kashe fitulun duka ya shiga toilet din.
A yanzu babu wani haske sai na waje da yake shigowa cikin ɗakin, kuma wucewar minti biyar kawai sai kofar toilet din ta buɗe, hasken fitilar ciki ya ratsa duhun ɗakin kuma duk da ta juya bayanta sai da hasken ya shiga idonta kafin taji ya rufe ƙofar duhun na sake dawowa.
Taji gadon ya motsa yana shaida mata hawowarsa zuwa daya gefen da sanda yaje jan sauran bargon da ta rufe ƙafafunta dashi zuwa nasa jikin.
Sakan ɗaya, biyu, suka wuce tana cigaba da wasa da mayafinta kafin taji muryarsa, can ƙasa a hankali kamar duhun daren.
"Amina..."
Ya kira sunanta kamar wannan ne karo na farko daya fara faɗa, yadda tunaninta ya tsaya cak haka ma daren ya tsaya, kamar shima yana jiran amsar da zata bayar ne.
Tayi kokarin haɗiye wata busashshiyar iska a makogwaronta sannan tayi dauriyar amsawa a hankali.
"Can I hold you.. ?" (Zan iya riƙe ki?)
Bata san me take tunanin a wannan lokacin ba, bata san ma me taje yi va ko kuma abinda yake faruwa a cikin kanta, ta san dai kawai zuciyarta ta ƙirga wucewar wasu sakanni ne data san cewa jiranta yake yi kafin duk wata dauriyarta ta rinjaye ta wajen ɗaga kanta a hankali.
Kuma bata san ya akayi yaji ta ba, don a lokaci guda yasa hannunsa daya ya janyo ta zuwa jikinsa, ya juyo ta tana fuskantar sa yayin da hannunsa ɗaya ya zagaye waist ɗinta, sannan ɗan kaɗan ya ratsa ƙafafunsa a tsakanin nata.
Ya hade ta da jikinsa har tana jin kara bugawar zuciyarsa kamar kaɗawar igiyar ruwa a bakin teku wanda sautinsa ya haɗe da amon tata zuciyar, ya zama idanunta basa ganin duhun daren sai wanda ke tsakaninsu kawai, numfashinsu ya hade waje guda yayin da ƙamshin turare da kuma sabuntar kayansu ya cika hancinta.
Kuma bai isa Ma'aruf ya gama rikita zuciyarta ba sai da ya sunkuyo da fuskarsa daidai cikin wuyanta ba shiri kuwa jikinta ya shiga girgizawa gabaɗaya a cikin nasa, kuma ga mamakinta sai taji yayi wani abu kamar murmushi sannan a cikin kunnenta ya furta maganar data rikito da duniyarta bakiɗaya ta rugurguje.
"Kar ki damu, not now, not here." (Ba yanzu ba, ba anan ba.)
Shikenan! Ma'aruf ya gama da rayuwarta!
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Kano.
09:30Am
No. 58 Mafara Street, NNDC Sharaɗa Quaters.
"Wai har kun dawo?"
Surayya ta faɗa a lokacin da ta fito dafa daki tana kallon Amina daje zaune a tsakiyar falon nasu tare da Sameerah wadda ta cika gabanta da kayan breakfast.
"Tun wajen ƙarfe takwas fa suka dawo. Yayan har ya tafi aiki ma." Sameerah ta bata amsa lokacin da take hada nata tea din.
"Auren ma'aikacin kamfani na da wuya ko?"
Surayyan ta fada tana kallon Amina lokacin da tazo ta zauna a kusa da ita tana ɗaukan pillow ɗin kujerar zuwa cinyarta.
Da murmushi a fuskar Amina tace.
"Gashi nan dai, ni ban saba ba har yanzu."
"Gaya min zaki yi idan da wuya tun wuri in kori Tahir."
Kafin ta amsa Sameerah tace.
"Ki kore shi ma, don Wallahi Baffa yace ba wanda zai sake yiwa aure a gidan nan sai man da shekara biyar. Su Salma sun karya tattalin arzikinsa."
Dariya kawai Amina tayi tana kallonsu lokacin da musun da suka saba a kullum ya kaure tsakaninsu, don ma wai Munaya na can ɓangarensu ne.
Sai dai duk yadda dariyar tata ta kai akan lebbenta kawai take, don daga can kasan zuciyarta taraddadi ne fal da kuma tunanin abinda ke shirin faruwa.
Don kamar yadda Samirah ta fadawa Surayya ne, tun wajen karfe takwas da ƴan mintuna na safe suka iso garin Kano, don Ma'aruf ya gaya mata cewar yana da tarin aikin dake jiransa a office, kuma ya sauke ta a gida ne ya tafi bayan ya rungume ta yayi kissing saman kanta lokacin da suka shigo ciki ya buɗe mata gidan da muƙullin dake jikin na motarsa, sannan ya juya ya barta tana kokarin hada zuciyarta waje guda ya koma wajen motar tasa da ya bari a waje.
Kuma shigarta gidan ya sake tsayar da zuciyarta waje guda, yana tuna mata da kalaman Amma.
"...da zarar kun koma kije wajen Kilishi ki tsugunna ki gaya mata cewar kin yarda da sharaɗinta bama sai lokacin da ta gindaya miki yayi ba, ki ƙasƙantar da kanki a gabanta ta sigar da ba zata taba iya haska cikin zuciyarki har tayi wani hasashe ba, waɗannan sune matakan farko Amina, kuma ina tabbatar miki idan kika tsallake su, dukkan sauran zasu zo ne bi da bi kuma a sauƙake..."
Zuciyarta ta gaya mata cewa wannan lokacin shine zaiyi daidai da zuwanta wajen Hajiya Kilishin, don a yanzu ne zata yarda cewa da gaske zuciyarta ta wanku wajen yarda da ita. Shi yasa ta tattaro dukkan dauriyarta ta taho cikin gidan inda Sameerah ta shaida mata cewa Mamin tana wanka.
"Kin gama? Mamin tace tana jiranki a ciki."
Muryar Sameerah ta dawo da ita zahiri, ta ɗago tana kallonta daga can jikin hanyar koridon dakin Mamin, ta san lokacin da Surayya ta tashi ta shiga ciki amma ita bata san lokacin da ita ta tashi ba, taji zuciyarta ta buga a cikin ƙirjinta amma kuma sai fuskar Amma ta gifta a idanunta ta kore hakan, ta gyara yafen mayafinta sannan ta mike a hankali tana zagaye table din da Sameerah ta cika da kayan breakfast din, kafafunta suka taja cikin korido din lokacin da Sameerah ke gaya mata cewa ta tafi ta shiga wanka, kanta kawai ta gyada mata kafin ta rike handle din kofar dakin.
Da dukkan addu'o'in da zata iya karantowa a zuciyarta ta tura kofar dakin, kuma kamshin turaren wutar da taji tunda ta shigo dakin shi ya fara shiga hancinta, ta hango shi kuwa yana ci daga can kan bedside drawer dakin daga cikin wata haɗaddiyar burner irin wadda Sameerah ta taba kai mata.
Sai taji ta shaki wata busashshiyar iska a makogwaronta lokacin da ta hango Mamin, tayi wankan kamar yadda aka fada ta shirya cikin wata doguwar rigar atamfa da aka baza mata stones tana ta kyalli, kamar ƙyallin dake son nunawa duniya cewa ita kadai ce Kilishi irinta.
Ƙafafunta suka karaso ciki da sallama, sallamar da Mamin ta amsa da murmushi a fuskarta, murmushin nan nata mai nauyin da sai a yanzu Amina ke jinsa a saman kafadunta.
"Ashe ƴan jigawan har sun dawo, yaya kuka tarar dashi Amina?"
Takaicin da ya taho ya taru a kirjinta wani abu ne da ba zata iya misalta shi ba, amma haka ta daurewa masa ta amsa.
"Jikinsa da sauki Mami."
Kuma sai da ta jira ta nemi bakin gadonta ta zauna sannan kai tsaye muryarta ta sake fitowa.
"Mami na yarda da dukkan zancenki, na yarda zanyi dukkan abinda zaki sani ba tare da wani ya san komai ba, dan Allah kar ki sa a sake taɓa kowa a cikin ƴanuwana, raunin dake jikin Aminu yayi yawa, dukkan kafafunsa biyu sun karye... Zanyi dukkan abinda kika ce da yanzu Mami don ni kaina ina son rayuwata ta inganta, na miƙo miki hannayena kamar yadda kika umarta don ba zan taɓa yin katoɓarar yin ganganci da rayuwar iyayena da ƴanuwana ba, darajarsu tafi komai a wajena."
Muryarta tayi shiru na wani lokaci sannan ta sake ratsa shirun ɗakin amonta na rawa.
"Na rantse da ubangijin daya halicce ni Mami, zan yi miki biyayya kamar yadda kika umarta, baza ki taɓa dana sanin bayyana miki sirrina ba insha Allah."
A cikin ɗakin wani irin shiru ya sake giftawa, irin shirun nan mai tsantsar zurfi, zurfin da a cikinsa zukata ke saƙa abubuwa da yawa, kamar yadda zuciyar Kilishi ke saka mata dubunnan abubuwa a wannan lokacin yayin kallon Amina take da dukkan irin nazarin da ƙwaƙwalwarta ke iyawa, tana jin yadda a bayan kanta wasu kofofi ke buɗewa kuma tunaninta na nutsewa cikinsu na son gano wani abu daban saɓanin abinda bakinta ke furtawa.
Sai dai duk iya kokarinta, ta kasa gano abinda yake saman fuskar Aminan, a wannan lokacin, don tsoro da kuma rudanin da take gani karara suna fitowa tare da kalamanta, kuma takaicin yadda ubangiji ya biye sirrin kowacce zuciya ya kamata, don baza ta taɓa yarda kai tsaye cewa yarinyar nan ta karbi tayin ta kai tsaye haka ba, amma da yake ita Kilishi ce, sai tayi gyaran murya a hankali sannan ta faɗaɗa murmushin dake kan fuskarta, a kusa zata gane komai ba sai anje da nisa ba ta yiwa kanta wannan alƙawarin.
"Shi yasa na barku kuyi tafiyar nan dama Amina, don so nake kije ki ga ɗanuwanki ki san cewa babu wasa a al'amarina kamar yadda na jaddada miki komai, kuma Alhamdlilah naji dadi sosai da idonki ya buɗe kika fahimci gaskiya tun a yanzu, tun kafin mu shigo da wasu cikin lissafin."
Muryarta ta fito ne da wani irin sanyi kamar ƙanƙarar dake narkewa a cikin ruwa, Kuma da faɗin hakan bata jira komai ba sai ta taso, ta wuce ta ta nufi wardrobe ɗin dake dakin. Wajen da ta bude na farko ya nuna mata ajiyar da tayi na wata bakar