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mai aji da tsayawa a rai.


Abdulrashid ke kiranta,wanda tasan da zuwansa dama,tunda jiyo yazo harta zuba mishi bincin salla da sukeyi,wanda a tsarin gidan kwana uku akeyi ana abincin sallah,ran salla washegari da wata washegarin,ya shaida mata gobe zaiyi tafiya,an kirashi wani aiki me muhimmanci,amma kafin ya wuce zai biyo suyi sallama.


A tsaye ta sameshi ya bata baya,goye da jakar matafiya,ya waiwayo fuskarsa fadade da fara'a yana amsa sallamarta
"Wai har ka gama shirin?" Agogonsa ya duba
"Wallahi,ni suke ma jira abokan tafiyar fa,bazan iya tafiya bane saina zo na ganki".


Murmushi tayi,sosai takejin dadin yadda yake bata kulawa
"To ai gani" ta amsa masa tana murmushi,kafin ya bata amsa wayarsa ta sake tsuwwa,ya cirota daga aljihunsa ya daga
"Ok....gani,ganinan ai nace" maida wayar yayi yana cewa
"Fatima,tafiya zanyi saina dawo,banajin zan wuce sati daya kacal"
"To Allah ya tsare hanya....am na manta,bari na shiga na dauko ma saqo minti daya" tuni ya soma tattakawa
"Jirana ake fatima afwan....amma da mun dauki hanya zan kiraki in sha Allah,daga nan har zuwa 12 na dare ki jirani" kai ta gyada
"To shikenan,Allah ya tsare hanya,ya dawo daku lafiya"
"Amin na gode" ya fada yana takawa da sassarfa,ita kuma ta juya zuwa cikin gida.....


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Tana komawa cikin gida shirin kwanciya tayi saboda a gajiye take yau din,duk da tana son zuwa susha hira da hafsat wadda tazo dazun,zata kuma kwana har uku,saboda me gidan nata wata tafiya ta kamashi,da qyar kuwa ya haidar ya barta saida yaji daga bakin mijin nata,sun yiyyi baqi yau din sosai,bata zauna ba hakan yasa ta gaji da yawa.


Sai data kwanta sannan ta kira hafsat tace karta jirata,tayi kwanciyarta gobe da sassafe zata shigo ta tasheta
"Ba komai wuron hajja,Allah ya kaimu"
"Aha" tace tana datse kiran.


Tana sane da maganar da sukayi da abdulyassar din kan ta jirashi zai kirata,tasan kuma tsaf bacci zai iya daukarta,don haka sai kawai taja laptop dinta 'yar qarama da abban gwammaja ya siya mata ta kunna,ta zabo daya daga cikin fina finan ciki ta kunna ta soma kalla.


Tun tana cijewa tana kallon har idanunta sukayi nauyi,batasan sadda bacci ya dauketa ba.


Sanda ta farka da sauri ta jawo waya tana dubawa,a zatonta zata samu miscal din abdulyasar din,babu miscal babu kuma saqo,ta kalli agogo,sha biyu na dare har da rabi,kenan ya saba lokacin da yace zaiyi kiran nata?,hakanan sai taji idanunta ya bushe,baccin yayi nasa guri,saita miqe ta shiga bandaki ta daura alwala,ta dawo ta tada salla.


Ta kusa kaiwa qarfe biyu saura na dare tana zaune saman abun sallahn,har bacci ya sake dibanta taji qarar wayartata,saita miqa hannu ta dauko wayar,idanunta ya sauka kan agogon qarfe biyu da rabi na dare,ga mamakinta lawal ne abokin abdulyassar yake kiran,sosai hakan ya bata mamaki,wata mummunar faduwar gaba ta ziyarceta har batasan sanda ta daga wayar ba.


Muryar lawal dince ta bayyana cikin tsantsar tashin hankali yake fadin
"Zahra....abdul ya mutu,abdul ya rasu,qarfe sha biyu na dare yayi hatsari a hanyarsa ta tafiya,Allah yayi masa cikawa a take" dif wuta ta dauke mata,saita daina jin abinda lawal din yake fada,sai wata qara dake ratsa kunnenta kamar an buga qarfe da qarfe,ita dai batasan mintinan data shafe a haka ba,batasan kuma sanda lawal ya katse nashi kiran ba,batasan yadda akai ta kai kanta dakin hajja ba,sai ganinta tayi ta fada saman hajjan tana wani irin numfashi.


A matuqar firgice hajjan ta miqe ta zauna,don dama bata jima da gama sallar dare ba ta koma ta kwanta
"Zahra'u....zahra'u!....mene ne?,innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un,yi kuka....kiyi kuka zahra'u,barshi ya fito" ta fada taba danne mata qirji,ganin yadda yake sama da qasa numfashinta kuma na wahalar shaqa,cikin ikon Allah ta fusgo numfashin da qarfi sai kuma ta saki wani qaqqarfan kuka ta fada jikin hajja gaba daya ta qanqameta
"Innalillahi" hajja keta maimaitawa,cikin ikon Allah itama zahran saita kama,tsayin wasu mintuna masu tsaho sannan ta iya magana cikin sheshsheqar kuka
"Hajja.....abudul....yassar ya.....mutu,yayi hatsari baya.....n nyabar wajena,ya rasu hajja!" Ta qarashe cikin gunjin kuka.


Sosai hankalin hajjan ya tashi,ta sake qara qarfin salatinta tana kuma maimatawa,wannan dare ya zamewa zahra dare mai tsaho duhu da kuma qunci,haka suka zauna ita kuka hajja lallashi,kafin gari yakai ga wayewa tuni idanunta suka suntuma suka kumbure,qwayar idanunta dukka sun shige ciki.


Suna idar da sallar asuba hajjan ta daga waya ta kira abba yusuf,saboda abba babba baya gari,cikin lokaci qanqani ya iso,bayan su gaisa ta shaida masa zancan rasuwar
"Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un" shima ya dinga maimaitawa
"Yanzu abinda za'ayi....inaga idan gari ya sake shaaa,ka bawa mustapha ko shamsu muqulli sukaita gidansu yaron,don hankalinta bazai taba kwanciya ba,ba zata zauna ba,in yaso idan ya dawo daga kaitan zuwa lokacin mu mun kintsa saiya miqa mu,idan mukaje saimu duka mu dawo tare,ku kuma ko zuwa yamma haka zuwa dare kwa leqa ku yiwa iyayensa maza ta'aziyya"
"To shikenan,Allah yayi masa rahama,yasa ya huta".


Da qyar hajja ta sanyata tayi wanka,ta shirya cikin doguwar riga da hijabi,duk wanda ya ganta saiya tausaya mata,saboda yadda gaba daya fuskarta ta sauya saboda kuka,ga wani irin ciwon kai daya saukar mata lokaci daya,har dan zazzabi zazzabi takeji.


Kafin su tafi saiga hafsat ta fito itama a shirye,hajja zatayi qorafin ta koma tace da ita
"Ba za'a barta ta tafi daga ita saisu umaima yara ba,na kirashi na gaya masa mutuwar,nace zan rakata yace babu damuwa"
"Khalas....shikenan" hajja ta fada sanda hafsat din ta shige motar,shamsu ya tayar da motar suka fice.


Ko a cikin motar ma dai kukan take yaqi tsaya mata,ta dora kanta saman kafadar hafsat tana shashsheqa
"Kiyi haquri zahra ki masa addu'a,a yanzu ita yafi buqata"
"Shikenan hafsa...shima ya tafi ya barni,hafsat nice mutum ta qarshe da yazo wajenta,nice mutum ta qarshe daya kira da wayarsa,ashe da yazo bankwana yazo yimin?,ashe ya tafi kenan?" Sosai ta karyarwa da hafsat zuciya,haka taci gaba da lallashinta har suka isa qofar gidan su abdulyasar da taimakon kwatance da lawal ya dinga musu.


Babu kowa qofar gidan sai daidaikin mutane,da alama an tafi kaishi makwancinsa na gaskiya,hafsat din ita ta riqe zahra har zuwa cikin gidan.


Cike gidan yake da mutane,wasu kuka wasu tagumi,hafsat ce mai qarfin halin gaidasu,sannan ta tambayi inda hajiyan abdulyassar din take,aka nuna musu wani falo dake cike da jama'a suka nufi can.


Kana kallonta zaka gane mamansa ce saboda suna kama,tana zaune saman kujera,sanye da ash din hijabi da carbi a hannunta tana ja.


Gabanta suka samu suka isa,zahran ta zube a gabanta hafsa ta zauna gefanta,hafsat ce ta fara yi mata ta'a ziyya sannan zahra cikin shaqewar murya,daga bisani hafsa tace
"Zahra ce hajiya" hafsan ta zaci zataga wani alamu na nuna kulawa ko sanayyar sanin sunan,babu wani alamu na ta gane abinda hafsan ke fada,tadai ce
"Allah sarki,mun gode Allah ya bada lada".


Zaman shuru ne yaci gaba da wanzuwa a falon,zahra na cikin hijabinta tana kuka,ganin yadda falon ke sake cika yasa hafsan ta sama musu wajen zama daga waje,abinda ta lura dashi har suka tashi hajiyan ma bata lura da tashin nasu ba,zataso tambayar zahran cewa anya sunsanta kuwa?,to amma yanayin da a yanzu take ciki ba lokaci bane na mata wannan tambayar ba.


Awa kusan guda kenan da zamansu a wajen zahra ga dubi hafsa
"Hafsa qishirwa nakeji,bazan kuma iya shan komaj cikin gidan nan ba"
"To muje waje mana mu samu wani shop ko lemo kisha" kai ta kada
"Ruwanma ya wadatar" ta fada tana miqewa da qyar
"Wash kaina" ta fada sanda ta miqe din
"Lafiya?" Hafsa ta tambayeta,saita dan ya mutsa fuska
"Mtsweww,kaina ke ciwo"
"Dole ai,wannan kukan da kikayi ai ba kadan bane"da haka suka taka zuwa wajen gidan.


A yanzun layin a dinke yake da jama'a,da alama har sun dawo kenan,haka yasa sabuwar qwalla suka zirarowa zahra,yanzu haka abdul nacan kwance,nacan kwance qasan qasa,babu kowa saishi kadai,babu kowa sai halayyarsa da ayyukansa.


"Zahra duka shagunan layin nan a rufe suke" taji hafsat na fada,kai ta gyada tana share hawayen fuskarta
"Eh na gani,amma layin nan kamar layin gidansu rabi'ah ishaq ko?,da kika tana rakoni?"
"Eh tabbas,aiga gidan nasu can ma qarshen layi"
"Yauwa,mu qarasa nasha ruwan a can kawai"
"Ok" hafsat ta fada,kai tsaye suka miqe zuwa gaba,wanda gidan ke jerin gidajen dake jikin gidansi abdulyasar din,tsakaninsu da gidansu abdulyasar din gida biyar ne kacal.


Da sallama suka shiga gidan,wata mace dake duqe bakin fanfo tana wanki ta daga kai tana amsa musu sallamar
"Ku qaraso mana" ta fada tana dagowa daga duqen da tayi.


Gaidata sukayi sannan suka shaida mata su din qawayen rabi'ah ne
"Ayyah,kuma gashi bata dade ta fita ba wallahi"murmushin qarfin hali zahra tayi
"Babu komai,dama ruwa muka shigo zamu sha_ta qarashe maganar ta duqawa kamar wadda zatayi ruku'u saboda yadda kanta keci gaba da sara mata
"To babu damuwa,bari A kawo muku" saita yi gaba daga can qarshen tsakar gidan,ta bude wani fridge dan qarami dake qasan rumfa tana cewa
"Hala daga gidan rasuwar gidan su abdul kuke?" Hafsat ce ta amsa mata
"Eh wallahi" cikin nuna jimami da alhini ta sake cewa sanda take ciro ruwan
"Ai mun tashi da tashin hankali yau,mutuwar matashi yaro,babban abun tausayin ma,yau satinsa biyu cif da kai kudin aure....." Kalma mafi girma da muni data daki zuciya da kunnuwan zahra,kalmar da taji kamar a wani mugun mafarki aka furtata,kafin ta dawo hayyacinta sautin muryar hafsat cike da zallar mamaki ta furta
"Sati biyu da kai kudin aurensa?"amsa musu tayi sanda take rufe fridge din tana dawowa zuwa garesu
"Wallahi Allah,bari kawai....daxun yarinyar da ya kaiwa kudin tazo,abun gwanin ban tausayi,bakiga kukan da take ba,tana faduwa ana dagata,dukkanmu sai data sanyamu qwalla,sai data sake saka hajiyarsa kuka sosai,qarshe kasa zama tayi sai gida aka maidata,kinga keyholder din kai kudin akan window na ma,ni ko amfani da ita bankai ga yi ba" qarashen maganar yazo dai dai da zamewar zahra daga durquson da tayi zuwa zama dabas a qasa
"La haula wala quwwata illa billah" kawai zahran ke fada cikin zuciyarta,bakinta zuwa maqogaronta ya sake bushewa raqayau kamar bata taba kurbar maqwarwa daya ta ruwa ba tunda Allah ya halicceta,tana jin sanda matar ke miqo ruwan amma saita kasa amsa,maimakon karba ma saita miqe tsaye kawai ta nufi qofa,bataga wani sauran amfanin zamanta ba kuma,tana jiyo hafsa na mata godiya gami da sallama.


Tuni ta miqi hanya ba tare dako waiwaye ba,ita kanta hafsat din sai cimmata tayi a hanyar
"Zahra....da kin tsaya ya shamsu ya dawo ya maidamu" kaita girgixa idanunta na sauka kan gungun abokan abdulyasar dake zaune qasan wata rumfa,can ta hango auwal a tsakiyarsu,wani abu ya caki zuciyarta,tsanar auwal din ta kamata,tabbas babu shakka yasan komai,yasan duk abinda ke wakana tunda amininsa ne,dashi aka hada baki,dashi aka rufeta
"Muje kawai hafsa,ma hadu a hanya" a yanayin data ga ta shiga,tasan cewa koda bayani tayi mata babu lallai ta fahinta,don haka taci gaba da binta a baya suna tafe zafin rana na dukansu.


Basuyi nisa ba suka soma jin hirar wasu mata biyu a bayansu
"Kai mutuwa....mutuwa masu gari,babu ruwanta da babba ko yaro,tsoho ko tsohuwa kawai dauka take"
"Hmmm....kedai Allah yasa mu dace,mutuwa ma irin wannan ta abdul ai tafi ratsa jiki da daga hankali,mutuwar saurayi?,sati biyu kacal da kai kudin aure ashe ba za'ayi auren ba,babu ma abu mafi tausayi irin yarinyar daya kaiwa kudin,kamar zata shide wallahi abun tausayi"
"Ai da tausayi,Allah yasa mu cika da imani".


Cak zahran da hafsan duka suka tsaya,a sace zahra ya waiwaya ta dubesu,dukkansu babu wanda tasan fuskarsa a cikinsu,suna tsaye sukazo suka giftasu,da alama ma basu ankara da tsaiwarsu ba,sukayi gaba suna ci gaba da hirarsu.


A zafafe zahra ta soma takawa tana koma zuwa layin da suka baro,hafsa ta cafki hannunta
"Ina zaki?"
"Zanyi magana da auwal" daga haka ta zame hannunta ta koma.


Suna nan inda ta barsu,harda qarin wasu abokan nashi wadanda yakanje dasu lokaci zuwa lokaci,dukkansu tasan fuskarsu sunsan fuskarta.


Auwal din ne ya soma ganinta,saiya miqe,kafin ya tarbota harta iso wajen,cikin tsananin nuna jimami yace
"Sannu zahra....ashe kin iso,ya mukaji da wannan abu daya samemu?" Dukka sauran abokan sai suka soma yunqurin yi mata gaisuwa,a qalla sunkusa su biyar,hankalinta ta maida kan auwal
"Zuwa nayi na maka godiya kan zalunci da munafuntata da kukayi,na gode sosai,ubangiji ya saka da alkhairi" cikin yanayi na rudewa ya soma magana
"Munafuntata kamar ya?" Tana ji a ranta baqincikin da datake ji ba zata iya rufeshi ba
"Da kun gayamin kai da abdulyassar ban dace dashi ba,da kun gayamin yakai kudin aure...dana fahinceku na kuma rabu dashi ta sauqi bawai ta irin wannan hanyar ba".


Sai auwal din ya dora hannu saman ka yana cewa
"Kai innalillahi,Allah ya tsinewa munafuki.....wai mutum ma na qarqashin qasa,ko awanni biyu bai cika ba amma ba zasu bar gawarshi ta huta ba....to duk wanda ma ya gaya miki qarya yake,kawai 'yan hada husuma ne wadanda basaso a zauna lafiya,masu zuwa lahira da qoqon dambu....ko ba haka bane mansir?" Ya fada yana maida dubansa ga daya abokin nasa wanda daga auwal din sai shi a wadanda abdulyassar din yafi zuwa dasu
"Haka yake....hakane auwal"
"Baya ga key holder din dana gani!" Ta fada a zafafe
"Au....wannan fa friends ne suka hada suna tsokanarsa saboda yadda sukaga ya tsani yarinyar....just for fun akayishi,shine mutane suka sauya zancan?"
"Dakata!" Ta fada da sauri tana daga masa hannu ganin yanason raina mata hankali
"Dukkan abinda bawa ya shuka shi zai girba,kaje....na barku da Allah" da haka ta juya ta soma barin wajen,tana ji abokan nasa na qwala mata kira hankali tashe,saidai babu wanda ta waiwaya ta kalla bare ta koma,saima ta tsaida musu napep ta haye hafsat tabi bayanta.


Wani yawu mai tauri take hadewa cikin motar,gaba daya ji take zuciyarta ta bushe ta qeqashe,lamarin maza ya fice mata fit a ka,me yasa ne basu da *ALƘIBLA?* me yasa kowanne da kalar zaluncinsa ga 'ya mace?,saboda muna da rauni?,saboda ba zamu iya aurar da kanmu ba saidai a auremu?,me yasa mazan zamanin nan suka zama fitina ga rayuwar 'ya'ya mata?,me yasa duk wani bala'i,shiga ha'ula'i da tashin hankalin mace mafi akasari kan ɗa namiji ne?,baki auren ba baki huta ba,kinyi auren baki huta ba,sai yaushe diya mace zata hutama ranta?,ba a iya kanta ba,akan mata 'yan uwanta da yawa taga irin hakan,me yasa suka maidashi kamar anko ko gasa,sun maidashi abun kwalliya,YAUDARA!....shin basa tunani ne?,basa tunanin cewa suna wataran iyayen wasu ne?,basa tsoro da fargabar kada abinda sukayi a fanshe kan diyoyinsu wadanda basuji ba basu gani ba?,inda ta godewa Allah....babu wanda ta saidawa mutuncinta,babu wanda yayi nasarar tarwatsa mutuncinta,yau inda acw ta aikata hakan ta tabbatar nadama da dana sanin da take ciki ta zarta ta yanzu,sai Allah yasa bata watsar da tarbiyyarta ba,bata bari rudi da zaqin soyayya ya jata ta aikata babban kuskure mai tarwatsa rayuwa ba,kuskuren da bashi gyaruwa har abada, yanzu kam takai qarshe.....takai maqura,enought is enough....ta dauki iya abinda zata iya dauka,ya isa haka!,ya isa!......


Ire iren wadan nan tunane tunane su ta dinga yi har suka qaraso gida,wanda ko tsaiwa a biya mai napep din kudinsa batayi ba,batasan ya suka qarke da hafsat ba.


A falo ta tadda hajja tana karyawa,bata bi ta kanta ba ta wuce dakinta da wani irin sassarfa,gaban mudubi ta tsaya,ta cire hijabi ta kuma cire doguwar rigar jikinta,daga ita sai vest da under wear,kanta take qarewa kallo lungu da saqo,sai a sannan kukan ya qwace mata,da gudunsa kuwa kukan yazo,kukan da zaka tabbatar da cewa yana fita ne daga tsakiyar zuciya,yana kuma tafe da wani irin qunci da baqinciki
"Me na rasa?,meye bani dashi?,meye illata!,ku gayamin!" Ta fada a fili hawaye na gudu tana kuma tambayar kanta da kanta.


Ji tayi an rungumeta,hajjanta ce
"Me haka zahra'u?,ki nutsu mana,kita maimaita Allahumma ajirni fi musibaty,wa akhlifni kairan min ha" da muryar kuka ta kama addu'ar tana ta maimaitawa har ta soma samun nutsuwa,don haka hajjan ta zaunar da ita gefan gadon tana shafa bayanta kadan kadan tana tayata nanata addu'ar.


*_wajen daya kamata a tsaya mu fafata kan wanda yafi iya yaudara cikin samarin nan uku yayi,da kuma matakin daya kamata budurwa ta dauka idan ta samu kanta cikin irin wannan situation din,idan kuna da buqata ku sanar min domin bude grp musamman saboda haka,karku manta,dama munce akwai fafatawa da tattaunawa kan mai zafi kan kowanne littafi,ma'assalam_*
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*KIJI TSORON ALLAH☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾,kada ki dauka ko kiyi amfani da kayan da ba naki bane,ba kuma mallakinki bane!*




A hankali aka turo qofar dakin,hafsat ce jiki a matuqar sanyaye,idanunta kan zahran,zuwa sannan kukan da takeyi ya ragu sai ajiyar zuciya
"Zahra.....sawwama nason magana dake,tana falo"
"Sawwama?" Ta tambaya tana kallon hafsat
"Eh sawwama ta layin shago tara" ta ganeta,duk da babu alaqa tsakaninsu,saidai gaisuwar mutuci saboda babu tazara sosai tsakanin unguwanninsu
"Lafiya?" Zahran ta tambayi hafsan tana kallon yadda yanayin fuskarta ta sauya fiye da dazu
"Daga gaisuwar gidansu abdulyassar take" shuru tayi yana juya maganar,to meye ya faru?,saita miqe kawai kai tsaye ta fice zuwa falon.


Kallo daya ta yiwa sawwaman tasan cewa lallai tasha kuka itama ba na wasa ba,gaba daya idanunta sun tasa har lebunanta,zahran ta qarasa a hankali ta zauna gefan sawwaman
"Ashe kema kinsan abdulyasar?" Kai ta iya jinjinawa kawai ba tare da tace komai ba,saboda wano ciwo dake taso mata a qirji
"Ashe bani kadai bace?....bani kadai ya yiwa haka ba?" Maganar da taja hankalin zahra kenan da ta daga kai ta dubi sawwaman,kallon da take mata yake nuna tana da buqatar qarin bayani
"Abdul yayimin alqawarin aure....infact ma yau sati daya da tura magabatansa gidanmu,amma abun mamaki sai nakejin yau sati biyu dakai kudinsa wajen wata walida....baya ga haka ashe kema...." Hannu ta dagawa sawwama murmushin takaici na fita daga fuskar zahran,a take wasu kalamai da abdul din yake yawan gaya mata suka dinga dawo mata aka tar kamar a sannan yake furta mata su
"Duk duniya akwai wata bayan ke?,duk duniya akwai wata diya mace data isa ta rabani dake?,me kike fargaba a kaina?,akwai wata mace data isa na bata lokacina akanta na tafi zance wajenta idan bake ba.....zahra duk kyan mace....duk ajinta....duk gayunta saidai tabi bayanki"
"Duk abinda kika fada haka ne....hakane sawwama" kuka sawwaman ta fashe dashi,wanda da alama zallar baqinciki da bacin rai yake cin zuciyarta
"Abdul ya cuceni,ya zalunceni...abdul..." Da sauri hajja data fito tace
"Kiy shuru karki sake cewa komai,kuyi haquri ku masa addu'ar Allah ya yafe masa kuskuren daya tafka" miqewa zahra tayi ta koma daki don ba zata iya ci gaba da tattauna wannan maganar ba,hajja da hafsat sune suka sallami sawwama.


A ranar ko kusa ko alama bacci bai gitta ta ba bare ya samu nasarar daukarta ba,duk juyin da zatayin abdul din take tunawa,kalamansa da salon yadda yaso sabuleta daga rayuwarta ta wata siga mai masifar ciwo,shima so yayi yayi mata irin yadda nasir da nuraddeen sukayi mata?,so yayi ya karya mata zuciya?,yayi gutsi gutsi da ita?,don ta tabbatar a yadda ta bawa soyayyar abdulyasar amanna da Allah ya barshi da ransa hakan ya faru babu tantama zata iya rasa lafiyar zuciya,saita goge hawayenta ta miqe ta zauna tana gayawa kanta,wala'alla Allah ne ya sota da rahama ya daukeshi,ubangiji baiyi zataga wannan baqinciki da bacin ran da tashin hankalin ba,amma lallai ta yanke tsammani,hakanan ta debe haso daga dukkan lamarin maza,abun ba qarami bane,sha'aninsu ya wuce tunaninta.


Kwanyarta tana iya tuna mata sanda abdulyasar din yake musanyan waya da ita,ya aje mata wayarsa yacw ta bashi tata aga wanda yafi gaskiya a cikinsu,aga wanda saurayi ko budurwa zasu kira,ashe a sannan wala'alla sabon layi kenan yake sakawa?,ko layin da ba'a sanshi dashi ba?.


Sannan tana iya tuna sanda yakan rufeta da masifa cikin zallar kishi,yana cin alwashin duk randa yaga wani ya kulata ko ta tsaya dashi,ba shakka saiya masa diban karen mahaukaciya ya sadashi da qasa ya take wuyansa,kome zai faru indai a kanta ne saidai ya faru,tana iya tuna sanda yake tsaidata ya rakata makaranta ko wani guri da kansa,tana iya tuna sanda fafur ya hanata shiga kasuwa,ashe duk bogi ce?,qarya ce?,ashe bayan ita hadda sawwama wadda yakai magabatansa?,anya ko magabatan gaske ne bana haya bane?,anya kuwa bana bogi bane?,saboda babu iyayen arziqin da zasuje maka maganar aure wannan satin,wani satin kuma suje maka gidan su wata da saninsu,to bayan ita da sawwama mata nawa ya yaudara?,wannan Allah ne kawai masani.


Cikin daren ta yiwa kanta da kanta fada,ta gayawa kanta cewa da batasan abdulyasar ba,kafinshi kuma wasu sun yaudareta,ta kuma ci gaba da rayuwarta ba tare da komai ya sameta koya sauya ba,hakanan a yanzun ma zataci gaba da rayuwa babu shi,zata dora daga inda ta tsaya,ba zata bari damuwar wanda baisan da damuwarta ta dameta ba,damuwar wanda baya doron duniyar ma gaba daya,kai koda yana raye.....dukkan namijin da zai miki haka bai cancanci ki damu kanki saboda shi ba,saboda ya nunawa duniya cewa u r a zero behind decimal point,baki da wani amfani a tare dashi,keda babu duka daya,don me zaki damu da irin wadan nan?,me yasa irin wannan namijin zaki dora damuwarki a kanshi?,a daren,a kuma sannan ta yiwa kanta alaqawarin cire dukkan damuwar wani abun banza namijin daya yaudareta,ta kuma dasawa kanta takunkumin tserewa soyayya da kuma nisantarta bakin iyawarta,har sai taga abinda ya turewa buzu nadi,ko kuma abinda alqalamin qaddararta ya rubuta ya tabbata.


Sosai hajja tayi mamaki washegari da taga sakewa a tare da zahran,wanda sam batayi tsammamin ganin hakan tattare da ita ba,bata tanka mata ba sai taci gaba da biye mata,can qasan ranta tausayin zahran yana ratsata,duk inda ta gifta sai ta bita da kallo,haqiqa ta hadu da jarrabawa mai tsauri da wahala,amma kullum fatanta ya zama nasara ce a rayuwarta.


A irin hakan zahran ta lura da kallon da hajjan ke mata,ta fahimceta sarai,amma sai tayi murmushi
"Wai ya kiketa kallona tsohuwa?,kodai na miki kyau ne?" Kai hajjan ta gyada sannan tace
"Ina miki fata da addu'ar wannan ya zama karonki na qarshe da zaki sake fuskantar qalubale irin wannan kaf rayuwarki" saita rausayar dakai kawai,cikin zuciyarta tana amsa da amin.


Wannan karon ma umminta kasa jurewa tayi sai data titsiyeta
"Innawuro.....ki gayamin gaskiya idan akwai wani abu a qasa...."
"Wallahi ummi bansan komai ba,bansan meke faruwa ba" shuru ummin ta danyi na wasu mintina,sannan a sanyaye tace
"Kin tabbatar ba saida musu mutuncinki kike ba?" Sosai maganar tayi ma ummin kanta nauyi da zahran,saidai ya zamana