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shirin film,lokaci lokaci saisu waiga kallon juna,kowanne saiya kama dan uwansa,sai kuma kowa ya dauke kansa,saidai shi haidar yana maida kansa gefe daya ne ya murmusa,komai nata ya gama fallasa kanshi,wai amma dole saita ja masa aji?,saiya samu kansa da wassafa yadda zai qure jan ajinta da kuma kunyarta,qaramar dariya ta kubce masa.


Kafin su qarasa provision din haushi duka ya cikata,ta dinga jin ba dadi saboda yadda ake binsu da kallo,abun haushinma yadda duk 'yammatan da zasu gifta sai taga sun bishi da kallo,yau aiport din a dan cike take,alamun akwai yawan matafiya kenan a ranar.


"Kai....nasma,kinga sojan nan,wanda ke zuwa gidan general hamza" daya daga cikin fararen 'yammata uku sanye da baqar abaya ta fada qasa qasa tana tabo ta kusa da ita,wanda hakan ya faru a kunnen zahra wadda ke tsaye daga qofar provision din tana jiran fitowar haidar da ya tsaya biyan kudin ruwa da lemon da suka siya,wani abu ne ya takore wuyanta,ta juya a hankali tadan kallesu,dogaye ne don sun fita tsaho,hakanan farare ne ba kamar ita da take chocolate ba,hannun kowacce tsadaddar waya ce,wadda aka kira da nasma ta bada attention dinta inda haidar din yake tsaye,saita fidda ido
"Wow....wallahi shine,don Allah heedaya,yau ko ya za'ayi mu samu number dinsa please" daya ce ta zaro idanu
"Waye zai tunkari wannan?,ban taba gaya miki yadda muka taba yi dashi ba,tsinannen girman kai ne dashi,kulashi shine great mistake da zakuyi,ku nema number dinsa dai ta wata hanyar daban,koda cikin gidan general ne"
"Gidan general ba kowa sai matarsa,duka yaransa sunyi aure,ita kuwa ban tsammanin tana da number dinsa"
"Quiet sis....gashinan fitowa fa" dayar ta fada,duk sai sukayi shuru har zuwa sanda ya fito din,ya qaraso inda zahra take,wadda kishi ya cikawa qirji,ranta ya dinga suya.


Jerawa yayi da ita,kuma ta tabbatar yammatan nan sun bisu da kallo,a hankali ta saka hannunta ta lalubo nashi,saita hade tafukan hannunsu waje daya ta matse gam,taqi kuma duban fuskarsa.


Mamaki ya kamashi dajin faruwar hakan,saiya bi hannuwan nasu da kallo,laushi da dumin tafin hannunta yana ratsashi,ya dinga qoqarin lalubar qwayar idanunsa taqi bashi dama,har sai da sukaje kusa da inda su hajja suke sannan ta fara qoqarin zame hannunta,shi kuma yace baisan zance ba,hakan yasanya ta dakata da tafiyar da sukeyi,ta juyo tana dubansa,matsowa yayi gab da ita zai hade tazarar dake tsakaninsu,taja baya da sauri,cikin salon marairaicewa ta shagwabe masa tana masa inkiya dasu hajja da ido
"Idan kika sake lasa min zuma a baki ko?hmmmm....." Saiya gyada kao ya zare hannun nasa a hankali,ya soma yarfar dashi,kamar wanda wani abu ya maqale masa.


Cikin jirgi ta kasa ta tsare,saboda ta lura ashe jirginsu daya da 'yanmatan,number din set dinsu dama daga nashi sai nata,don haka harda qirqirar baccin qarya saman kafadarshi.


Bai fahimta meke faruwa ba sai daga baya,cikin ranshi ya dinga dariya sosai,shikam zuwan yammatan ma kamar taimakonsa yayi,saiya tallafeta sanda take kwance kafadar tasa yana tayata,ta dinga zare ido a boye tana tsoron kada fa ta wuce gona da iri.


Hotel me kyau suka sauka,dab da harami,don daga window dinsu suna iya hango masallaci,su shida harda wata 'yar qawar hajjan da suka hadu a jirgi,itama umara ta kawota
"Daki daya mas'ud da halima su zauna daki daya,daki daya kaida zahra,nida rabi mu zauna a daki daya" hajja ta tsara yadda zasu zauna,duk da mama najin nauyi amma haka suka amsa,hakanan itama zahran nauyinsu takeji,ga haidar kuwa sai yaji nutsuwa,yaji har ransa hakan yayi masa,amma saiya basar bai nuna ba saboda yasan tsiyar hajjan,don haka kowa shida kayanshi ya wuce dakinsu.


Dakine madai daici mai kyau,wanda yake dauke da duk abinda xasu iya buqata a kwanakinsu,itace qarshen shigowa don tuni haidar shi ya shigo,tana ajjiye qaramar jakar hannunta taji ya riqe mata hannu,dubansa tayi,ya kafeta da idanunsa har wani lumshewa sukeyi,saiya matsa hannun da qarfi har sai data dan saki qara
"Badon hajja tace haka ba,da bazaki ce komai ba kenan ko?,saiki bita gotai gotai ki dinga kwana a bayanta?" Kasa amsa masa tayi,saboda wani nauyinsa kunya da qimarsa data dadu a idanunta,da kansa ya sakar mata hannun yadan ja da baya sannan ya dauke idanunshi,order din abinci yayi musu sannan ya wuce bandaki.


Cikin kwanaki biyu suka gama ibadar umara,sai sauran ziyarce ziyarce da suka biyo baya,sun ziyarci gurare masu yawan gaske wadanda suke da alaqa da tarihin musulunci,manyan gurare da suke da tarihi da kuma alfarma.


Sosai imani qaunar Allah da manzansa suka sake shigarsu,a kwanakin ibada sukayi ba kadan ba,hakanan tsakanin haidar da zahra kowa ya tsinci kansa da yin addu'a cikin zuciyarsa kan katari da kyakkyawa kan tarayyarsa da dan uwansa,dukkaninsu babu wanda yasan dayansa yana addu'a dominsa.


A kwanakin da suke cikin ibadarsu duk da suna daki guda kowa yana kwancinsa,da sun dawo daga masallaci ko xiyara kowa zaiyi wanka ya samu wajen kwanciya,kusan duk kwanciyarsa a qasa yakeyi,yabar mata gadon,yayin data dinga jin nauyin hakan,duk sanda ta daga idanu ta ganshi kwance saman carfet sai taji kamar bata kyauta ba,a hankali ta tsinci kanta yana burgeta matuqa,baya ga soyayyarsa data shigeta ba tare data ankara ba,ta yi mata shigar burtu.


A wannan tafiyar ta sake gasgata zancan mahaifiyarta,duk abinda ta fada dangane da haidar din haka yake,yana lura da damuwar kowa cikinsu,baga mamanshi ba,baga hajja ba,baga abba babba ba,baga ita ba,kullum kwanan duniya saiya tabbatar babu me buqata ko matsala a cikinsu,bugu da qari ta fahimci yadda yasan addininsa yadda ya kamata,duk da ta sani cewa sam gidansu basa wasa da karatun addini,amma kuma bata tsammaci samun sani da fahimtar addini har haka daga wajen soja ba,ta manta cewa suna suka tara,iya zamansu bataga yayi fada ko fushi ko sau daya ba,kamar ma walwalarsa aka qara yawanta,ya qarfafesu dukkansu sun ribanci abunda suka je aiwatarwa,basu sake ba sai da suka gama ziyararsu kaf inda zasu iya zuwa,sannan suka soma kuma yawon ganin gari.


Ranar farko da suka dawo daga tafiyar ganin gari da sukayi,miqaqqiyat tafiya ya kaisu wani waje,a gajiya suka dawo,don a qafa yace zasu taho,yana yi yana kwasar hajja,don ma Allah yasa yana ganin idanun mamanshi da abbansa suna kwabarsa,haka ya sanyasu tafiyar qafa yace kowa ya wasa jininsa,hajja kam ta dinga masa mita,saiya dinga dariya yana cewa
"Cikin irin tafiyar da muke wannan ba komai bace,kamar kaje qofar gida ka dawo ne" sai suka hada ido da zahra,wadda ta zuba masa ido tana kallon ikon Allah yau haidar din ke dariya?,saiya waske ya dauke fuska,wanda ta fuskanci kamar haka halayyarsa take,ya iya waskewa mutum.


A hanya suka ga wani kantin saida kayan qwalam da maqulashe,zaka iya siya ka tafi dashi,zaka iya kuma zama kaci a nan,hajja kam cewa tayi bata shiga,zasu tsaya a waje ita da mama,don dama shi abba babba tashi tafiyar daban,ya hadu da abokan kasuwancinsa a can tun zuwansu,don haka shi tare dasu yake,su hajja ne haidar din ke jagorantarsu,ganin haka yasa yace zahra ta biyoshi suje su siyo,su suka samu abun xama nan suka zauna su kuma suka wuce ciki.


Kamar kowanne lokaci ta gefan idanu suke satar kallon juna,jallabiyya ce a jikinsa irin ta maza harda hirami,ita kuma baqar abaya tayi rolling daya lullube mata fuskarta da rabin hancinta.


Ita ta dinga dauka musu abinda take ganin zasu iyaci,hannunta ya cika saita rasa inda zata sanya,tana waiwaya ta ganshi gefanta riqe da kwando,suka hada idanu saiya saki qaramin murmushi ya miqa mata kwandon,ta zuba a ciki,ga mamakinta binta kawai yaci gaba dayi tana zaba tana zubawa,kai kace yaro ne da uban gidansa har suka gama.


Wajen biyan kudin akwai dan layi,saiya duba daura dasu yace ta zauna anan kada ta gaji,idan ya biya zai mata magana ta taso su tafi,murmushi ya subuce saman fuskarta,mutum ne shi mai nuna kulawa qwarai,tana sane da yadda yakema mamanshi duk safiya,dama ba'a maganar hajja,duk wanda ke qarqashinsa yana samun kulawarsa yadda ya dace.


Dukka hankalinta na kansa a fakaice,yana tsaye kusa da wani balarabe suna hira,tana mamakin yadda yaji larabci har yake iya mayarwa yadda za'a fahimta tun zuwansu,kwatsam ta hangi wata matashiyar balarabiya ta iskosu,saita tsaya tsam,tun daga sanda ya waiwaya ya ganta,zuwa sanda taga alamun hira yakeyi da ita,fuskarshi da fadada da fara'a wadda ta qara masa kyau sosai.


Ƙirjinta ne taji ya quntat sosai,saita miqe tana cire earpiece din kunnenta dai dai sanda yake juyowa shida yarinyar suna kallonta,yana kallo ta miqe daga gurin ta fice da hanzari,zuciyarta na mata zafi,tana hango yadda ya sake mata fuska sosai kamar ba haidar data sani ba.


"Ke lafiyarki kikema mutane tsaki?" Hajja ta tambayeta sanda ta isa inda suke,shaf ta manta data isa dab dasu,kishi kawai ke nuqurqusar zuciyarta
"Eh mun gama siya,na barshi a can zai biya kudin,wajenne akwai layi"
"Ai dama....su da basu rabo da siye siyen irin wadan nan abebaɗen".


Tunda ya fito har suka qarasa hotel a tsume take,taqi ma koda kallonsa bare ta nuna tasan da wanzuwarsa,cikin ransa hakan ke masa dadi gami da burgeshi,ko banza yasan ya gama kama zuciyarta TABBAS! baya ko shakka kan hakan.


Shima baice ba har zuwa sanda ya dawo daga dubasu mamansa,ya tabbatar basu buqatar komai kafin ya kwanta.


Sam bata tsammaci dawowarsa da wuri ba,saboda tasan yanayin awa daya a qalla idan yaje musu sallama kafin ya dawo,itama yau gajiyar da sukayi ne ya sanyata bata kuma fita ba,saita shige wanka ganin ya fita,donta samu ta shirya a nutse,tunda yawanci idan yana nan saidai ta shirya cikin hijabi,fitar tasa ne ya sakata fitowa daga wanka daga ita sai towel a daure a jikinta,ta kuma tsaya gaban mirrow tana shafa turarukan da take amfani dasu,sannan ta ware gashinta daya jiqe da shower tana son yadan sha iska kadan kafin ta maida ta kulle,dai dai lokacin daya turo qofar dakin kunnensa maqale da waya yana amsawa.


A badini ta tsorata,amma a zahirance saitaqi motsawa,saboda batason ta motsa ma ya dauka ta damu dashi,gwara ta nuna masa haushinsa takeji koda ba zaya fahimta ba,don haka taci gaba da tsaiwa gaban mudubin tayi kamar batasan ya shigo din ba.


Kamar wanda aka jonawa wutar lantarki a jikinsa haka ya dinga ji,karon farko kaf rayuwarsu daya taba ganinta a haka cikin irin wannan shigar,take aka zare masa dukkan wani kuzarinsa da lakar jikinsa,saiya juya a hankali yana maida qofar tare da katse wayar da yakeyi,duk da bai gama isar da saqon da yake isarwar ba.
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A hankali ya isa bayanta ya tsaya dab da ita,sai a sannan tsoro yadan darsu a ranta,amma ta dake taci gaba da tsaiwa,tsaiwarsa tasa har jikkunansu na gogar juna,ya daga tafin hannunsa ya dora saman kafadarta yana kallon fuskarta ta cikin madubin,saita motsa zata matsa,yayi hanzarin saka daya hannun nasa ya tsaidata tsam a wajen,sauko da hannun nasa yayi a hankali daga kafadarta zuwa dantsanta har yatsunta na hannu kamar me mata shafar mai,saiya hade yatsuntsu waje daya sannan ya saki qaramin murmushi
"Me yasa ko yaushe kike son nuna baki so,kuma baki damu ba,bayan nasan qaryane,kina so,kuma kin damu dani" idanu ta waro dukka yana kallonta ta cikin mudubi,duk da jikinta rawa yake saboda kusancinsu da tafiyar tsutsar da yake mata a hannayenta amma hakan bai hanata magantu ba
"Ni.....ni bana sonka,kuma ba damuwa nayi ba,koma meye kayi rayuwarka cefa"
"Kishi zalla"ya fada a sarari sannan ya birkitota ya zamana suna fuskantar juna,dukka hannayenta ya kama ya riqe cikin nasa,yana kuma kallon qwayar idanunta
"Rayuwar mu dai mrs pretender.....am tired....na gaji da wannan jan ran ranki ya dade,na gaji da jira,sai yaushe zaki yarda zuciyarki nason dan uwanki aliyyu kamar yadda ALIYYU KE SONKI!,sai yaushe zaki yarda kin damu da haidar kamar yadda HAIDAR YA DAMU DAKE?,sai yaushe zaki fuskanci ke dashi duka kun hau ALKIBLA DAYA ta soyayyar junanku?....idan ke kinqi fada,kina jamin aji ko?....." Ya tambaya yana sakar mata wani murmushi da babu abinda yake qara mata face saukar mata da kasala,da kuma wani mugun sonshi
"Kin cancanci kija ajinki ZAHRATY.....amma yau kam haidar dukka wata jarumtarsa ta qare,duk dauriyarsa ta tafi,abinda ya jima yana boyewa,abinda ya jima yana binnewa,abinda ya jima yana tunanin ya mutu babu shi yau ya raya kansa da kansa......." Saiya dora kansa saman kafadarta duk da cewa ya fita tsaho,yadan rusuna ya rage tsayinsa,ta yadda hakan zai bashi damar rungumeta sosai cikin jikinsa,laushin fatarta na ɗai ɗaita tunaninsa,yana jin kamar bakinsa bazai iya qarasa furta abinda yakeson fada ba saboda nauyi da yayi masa,kamae me rada,kamar wadda ake zanawa kalaman tun daga saman zuciyarta zuwa qwaqwalwarta haka ya dinga amsar kowanne furuci me cakude da harafi dake fita daga bakinsa
"Ina sonki....soyayyar da qauna ce tafi rinjaye da qarfi a cikinta,qaunar kuma da ba daga zuciya kawai take ba,ta ratsa jini qasusuwana da kuma tsokata.....qauna irin wadda ke cakude da numfashina da kuma raina,wadda babu yadda za'ayi ta fita daga jikina....saidai ta hada harda numfashina" kalaman da bata tsammaci samunsu daga wajensa ba,shi din daya kasance cikin sahun maza da dukkaninsu ta basu sunan MAYAUDARA kuma marasa ALKIBLA,cikin mazan kuma ya kasance mai baudadden hali,mara uzuri mai zafin zuciya da fada,yau shine rungume da ita kamar zai karya qasusuwanta yana gaya mata yana sonta?,shine rungume da ita kamar zai maidata cikinsa yake fasa mata sirrin zuciyarsa?,bata gama wannan tunanin ba taji numfashinsa na sauya yanayi
"Kina sona zahra?" Ya tambayeta kai tsaye sanda ya cusa kansa tsakanin wuyanta,saita kasa bashi amsa saboda yawo da yake da harshensa a wajen
"Uhmmmm.....ki amsa min mana" ba zata iya magana ba,saboda abinda yake aikata matan tuni ya sanya qafafunta sun fara rawa
"Ohkey.....bari na dasa miki sabon harsashin da zaki fara sona koda baki shirya ba" daga haka ta nemi haske a dakin ta rasa,yasa hannunsa tuni ya kashe dukkan qwan lantarkin dake dakin wanda yake kusa da madubin da suke tsaye,sai qaramar futilar gefan gado wadda me dim light,gaba daya ya dagata yayi mata masauki saman gadon dake dakin shima ya daga qafafunsa da yajisu kamar basu taba sanin meye qarfi ko kuzari ba ya haye saman gadon.


Saukar numfashinsa saitin kunnenta ya sanyata rintse idanu,bugun zuciyarta ya qaru sosai,qamshinsa ya cika mata hanci,jikinta yayi wani rauni lokacin daya fara aike mata da saqonni,ta rasa duk wani kuzari nata,ya saukar mata da kasala sosai,sai taji yasa hannunsa yana qoqarin zare towel na jikinta.


Da sauri ta damqe hannun nasa tana girgiza kai,duk daba cikin haske bane amma yana iya ganin motsawar kan nata,da wata irin raunanniyar murya yace
"Nooo......nooo zuhra...." Yana mirgina kansa hagu da dama shima,yadda ya soma komawa ne yake bata tsoro,tana tsoro sosai,don ba zata manta abinda yaso faruwa rannan ba,sake maidata jikinsa yayi tsam,saidai wannan karon cikin zafin nama yake ci gaba da aike mata da zafafan saqonni,masu rikita dukkan wani mai lafiya,da sanyashi cikin shauqi,saqonnin da suka kusa sanyata fita daga hayyacinta,cikin qaramin lokaci ya zautata,ya fidda duka wata zalama da qwarewa tasa,ya nuna hazaqa da fikirarsa,harya rabata da towel din ba tare da tasan anyi hakan ba,bata fara hawa saitinta ba sai da taji za'a maimaita irin na ranan nan,a sannan ne ta ankara da wayo kawai yayi mata,ta kuma lura da wautar data tafka,sai ido ya raina fata,ta razana sosai,taso ta sake bore,saidai inaaa.....ya hanata wannan damar,don koshi a sannan baijin yana da control na kansa da kansa bare ya yiwa kansa birki,bai sassauta ba,hakanan bai qyaleta ba har sai daya samu isa duniyar ma'aurata,duniyar dake maida biyu su zama daya,duniyar zahransa,duniyar data sanyashi a ranar sunansa da nata ya cika.


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Kuka take sosai amma shi murmushi ne ke fita saman fuskarsa duk da yana jin kukan yana sukar zuciyarsa sosai,ya sani akaran kansa cewa bai raga mata ba ko dis,amma ya ya iya da ranshi,zai iya cewa ba laifinsa bane,tana maqale da ita kamar wanda aka ce masa za'a qwaceta,zallar sonta sabo fil yake kwarara cikin ranshi,kamar ya ciro zuciyar tasa gaba daya ya bata kyautarta,ba irin lallashin da baiyi mata ba,gashi har sha biyu da rabi na dare ta hanasu barci,shi da kansa ya gasata sosai,sannan ya barta tayi wankan,data gama shiya taimaka mata ta fito,amma wajen shiryawa fir taqi yarda,sai baya ya juya mata yana dariya ciki ciki yabarta ta shirya da kanta,ko a yanzunma da take kwance cikin jikinsa sai daya mata fin qarfi tukunna,baisan me zai sanyata tayi shuru ba,duk da ya lura irin shagwabar da takema hajja yau take sauke masa,shagwabar da abaya idan yaga tanayi yake aike mata da saqon harara ko tsawa,sai gashi yau yasa hannu bibbiyu ya amsa
"Kona kira miki hajjan?" Ya fada qasa qasa,da sauri ta maqale kafada,saita cusa kanta cikin qirjinsa tana sassauta kukan nata,ita kam waya aiketa da wata hajja?,tazo ta tijarasu kota titsiyesu da tambayoyi?.


Cikin salon qwarewa da dabara hannunsa saman sumar kanta ya dinga kashe mata jiki,har wani bacci mai nauyi yayi awon gaba da ita,wanda cikin baccin ajiyar zuciya ta dinga saki,sai daya tabbatar baccinta yayi nisa sannan ya sauketa a hankali,ya dora mata kanta saman pillow ya rufa mata duvet,sannan ya soma gyara mata sumar kanta yana kallon fuskarta,fuskar zahransa,murmushi ya subuce masa daya tuna tsiwa irin ta zahran,amma yau bakinta yayi laushi sosai,duk da cewa dama ta jima da canzawa,abubuwan da suka faru dazun suka dawo masa,rakin data dinga yi,magiyarta da ban hanqurin data dinga masa tana cewa ba zata qara ba,shi kuma yana tambayarta ba zata qara me ba,dukkansu shida ita ya tabbatar mahaukata suka zama tuburan,ita ciwo ya isheta,shi kuma duniyar data jefashi ne yasa ya kasa fahimtar komai.


Sallah ya sauka yayi yana miqa godiyarsa ga Allah,ya sani cewa ubangiji ya gama masa komai,sai kuma neman taimakonsa kan bauta masa da tsare haqqoqinsa,sannan ya kuma ya shiga lamarin xamantakewar aurensu,ya bashi ikon da zai riqeta bisa doron shari'a,kan gaskiya amana tausayi da kyautatawa.


Tana bude idanunta dashi ta soma tozali,ya sanyata a gaba yana qare mata kallo,saitayi rub da ciki da sauri tana boye fuskarta,yana murmushi shima ya haye bayanta,ya aza mata nauyinsa yana cewa
"Good morning zahraty amarya" sosai ya bata kunya bayan wadda takeji,nauyinsa takeji sosai,musamman idan ta tuna waye ya haidar a wajensu,amma gashi dare daya ya sauya komai a tsakaninsu,kamar bashi ba,kamar wani aka canza musu dashi,bata taba ganin fuskarsa a yanayin data ganta ba tsakanin jiya da yau.


Sai da yayi da gaske sannan ta miqe ta fuskanceshi,ya dinga tsokanarta,ya hanata sakat,ita kuma kunyarsa kamar qasa ta tsage ta shige ciki haka ta dinga ji,bai qyaleta ba yaci gaba da bibiyarta duk inda ta saka qafa cikin dakin,saidai bai fiya magana ba,amma ayyukansa na gaya mata komai,shi ya hada mata ruwa ta sake wanka,ya gyara dakin da kansa,don yace harsu tafi babu masu sharar da zasu sake shiga musu dakin,tayi mamakin yadda ya iya aiki da kansa,ashe dama a baya rashin ganin dama ne?,ko kuma sune basu fuskanceshi ba,itakam mamakin sauqin hali irin nasa take,komai nashi a sauqaqe yake yinsa,babu zafin nan,babu izzar nan da suke zatan masa ita.


Wayarsa ce tayi qara,ya qaraso ya daga,hajja ce take kira,bayan sun gaisa sai tace
"Lafiya na jiku shuru yau?"
"Eh...itace bata jin dadi sosai,ta sha magani ne,tana kwance" duk da ranta ya bata wani abu amma sai bata nuna ba,kawai tace
"Ayyah,qila tafiyar jiya ce da haka kawai ka kwasa mutane....ni dinma qafata ciwo take sai dana shafa magani,to Allah ua sawwaqe,ya bada lafiya"
"Amin amin" yana dubawa yaga harta kashe wayar ma,sai ya saki murmushi suka hada ido da zahra,itama murmushin kawai tayi,addu'a dama take kada Allah yasa asirinsu ya tonu wajen hajjan,sai gashi bata gane ba
"Ko zakije ku gaisa?" Ya fada yana kashe mata ido,kafada ta maqale,tasan bata isa taje ta fito ba hajja bata gano komai ba,don ko tafiyarta tasan ta sauya.


Wuni sukayi sur cikin dakin ba tare da shi ko ita sun fita ba,sai yayi amfani da wannan damar,ya dinga lura da ita tare da dasa mata sabuwar qaunarta cikin zuciyarta,bai yarda sunyi nisa da juna ko raba mazauni ba,ya sanya nata sabo dashi da saboda jikinsa,tun tana kakkaucewa harta sallama.


Washegari shi da ita kadai suka fita wani waje,bayan sun biya sun gaida su hajja,yadda ta dinga sussunne kai da jin nauyinsu su duka ya alamtawa hajja me afkuwa ta afku,duk da ba haka taso ba,taso sai bayan anyi taron biki an kaita amma ba abun damuwa bane,tunda already matarsa ce.....da fatan alkhairi ta bisu sanda suke ficewa,saita lura mama ma idanunta yana kansu fuskarta na nuna farincikin dake qasan zuciyarta.


Karo kusan na hudu kenan tana hada ido dashi sanda suke zaune saman table din daga ita saishi,waje ne me kyau,wanda kallonshi kawai ya isa ya sanya zuciya ta debe kewar dake damunta,gabanshi shi babu komai face ruwan roba,sanda aka kawo menu ita ya zabarwa abubuwan da za'a kawo mata,wanda kusan duk abubuwan kwadayi ne,yatsunsa ya sarqafe kawai cikin na juna ya zuba mata idanu yana kallon duk wani motsi nata,kyau take qara yi masa,qaunarta yakeji har babu iyaka.


Karo na qarshe da suka hada idanu tadan kwabe fuska kamar mai shirin yin kuka,murmushi ya sakar mata yana girgiza kansa,gyara zamansa yayi still dai baibar kallonta ba,a hankali yace
"U r my first love" cikin mamakin furucinsa ta dakata daga kai ice cream din data debo bakinta ta zuba masa idanu alamun son qarin bayani,kai ya gyada mata
"Yes u r"Saita samu kanta da tattara dukkan hankalinta a kanshi,cike da mamaki take dubanshi
"Tun lokacin da aka haifeki na fara sonki,a lokacin da nike tamkar ɗa a wajen ummi,duk da na fara samun qanne a lokacin,amma sanda aka haifeki ji nayi sai a lokacin na samu qanwa,a sannan ni kadai kike yarda dani baya ga ummi kaf fadin gidan" yana fadin haka saita tuna sanda hajja ke bata wannan labarin,amma a lokacin ta zata hajjan na fada ne kawai saboda taji dadi a ranta,kota rage kaifin jin haushinsa da rashin jituwar dake tsakaninsu
"Sannu a hankali kina qara gama inajinki cikin zuciyata da gangar jikina,hakan yana yiwa ummi dadi,amma takan kwabeni kan...nayi a hankali,kada kulawar da nake baki tasa ki sangarce,saina fara sanya lura da nutsuwa,a sannan sai na lura da kin fara tabara saboda gata da kike samu daga wajen hajja itama,duk gidan kece ta gaban goshinta fiye da kowa,saboda sunanta da kikaci,sannan kuma cikin jikokinta kinfi kowa wuni wajenta,tunda jima sashenta shine wajen zamana a yawancin lokuta.


"Lokacin da kika fara girma a sannan na zama saurayi" saita kalleshi,murmushi ya subuce mata,saboda fadar hakan da yayi ya tuna mata da abubuwa masu yawa,ta kuma gane dai dai lokacin da yake nufi din,shima murmushin ya sake mata mai sanyi sannan yaci gaba
"A lokacin na fuskanci kaf cikin sa'anninki da tsararrakin kin fisu tsiwa.....kafiya...rashin tsoro da kuma taurin kai,kuma kamar hakan ya faru ne saboda kulawa da hajja ke nuna miki,kinsan dalilin da yasa na aje soyayyarki?,wanda ya zama musabbin da har yau babu wanda yasan ina sonki?" Kai ta girgiza a