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zaune akan kujerar falon suka shigo shi da dan nashi, tun shigowar su taji gabanta na mugun faduwa, ta kasa daga ido ta kalli inda yake duk da cewa abinda zuciyarta ke muradi kenan, gani take kamar idan yaga fuskarta ma kawai ba idanunta ba zai iya hango matsananciyar kewar shi take dankare a cikin zuciyarta, ta kuma kasa boyuwa akan kyakkyawar fuskar ta. Har ya zauna akan kujerar dake fuskantar ta Al-Ameen ya dare kan cinyarshi yana mishi surutai amma hankali da idanun shi na kanta. Yafi minti biyar a zaune a gun amma bashi da alamun yi mata magana, da kyar ta iya daurewa ta dago ta kalleshi a kaikaice, tace "sannu da zuwa!"




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Ba karamar dauriya yayi ba wajen danne zuciyarshi dake azalzalarshi daya tashi tsaye ya kwarara ihun farin ciki ba, yaja fuska sosai ya amsa da mun same ku lafiya? Taji wani dummm a tsakiyar kanta, me ke faruwa da expression din fuskar shine?? Bai ji dadin tarbar data mishi bane ko kuma bai yi kewar ta bane? Kunya ta kamata kamar ta nutse a kasa, bai san ta yaya ta lalubo courage din data mishi magana dashi bane hala?? Sai ta tashi ta sauka kasa, ya bita da kallo yana murmushi har ta sauka. Shima tashi yayi ya fada dakinsa, ba wata kura da yayi don haka ya ajiye brief case dinshi akan gado ya fada bayi don watsa ruwa. Ba a fi mintuna ashirin ba yaji gidan ya kaure da masifaffen kamshin girki, ya dinga doka murmushi yana jin kansa kamar wanda ke yawo a sararin samaniya don farin ciki, ashe dai ana murna da dawowar shi? Kafin ya gama abinda zai yi har ta shirya komi akan dinning, Al-Ameen ta tura ya kira shi. Dama yunwa tun dazu take nanikarshi, ya kama hannun Al-Ameen suka sauka kasan. Tana zaune akan kujera ya wuce ta ya hau kan dining, ta taso taje da kanta tayi serving dinshi. Ya lumshe idanunshi ya jingina kanshi da kujerar dinning din kamshin da take fitarwa yana kara tsuma mishi zuciya, sai data gama itama taja kujera ta zauna, sannan ya bude idanunshi da suka canza launi yaja plate din gabanshi ya fara cin abinci. Dadin abincin ya ratsa shi har kunnuwanshi na motsi, sai dai ya basar ya dinga tura abincin kamar wanda ake tursasawa, yayin data zuba mishi ido tana jiran comment dinshi kamar yanda ya saba a kwanakin baya, yana kai lomar farko zai lumshe idanu yace Umhhh.. Yummy. Wani lokacin har thumb up yake mata da hannu. Sai dai yau ko tari bata ji yayi ba, ta dauki cokali ta dandana abincin wai taji ko bai yi dadi bane, taji kamar ma bata taba yin abinci mai dadin wannan ba a rayuwarta, sai jikinta ya kara yin sanyi, ita kam ta shiga ukunta, kar dai Modibbo ya daina sonta?. Haka tayi ta tunane-tunane ta kasa cin abincin har ya gama ya tashi ya haura sama ya barta anan. Da dare tana kwance a dandaryar kafet din dakinta tana latsa waya Al-Ameen ya shigo dakin da gudu hannuwanshi rankatakaf da kayan makulashe dana wasa tsaraba inji dadyn shi, ta tashi zaune tana duba kayan ranta kal, ko banza Modibbo yana son Al-Ameen sosai, tana da tabbacin hakan ne yake kara mata ganin kimar shi a idanunta sosai.
Washegari ma haka ta tashi tun da asubahi ta shirya mishi hadadden abin kari, ya share waje kamar jiya yaci iya cin sa ya mike babu godi bare na gode, da zai fita yace Al-Ameen yazo ya ajiye shi a makaranta tunda direban shi bai zo ba, ta dauki jakar Al-Ameen din ta raka su har bakin mota, bakinta dauke da addu'ar Allah ya kiyaye hanya, amma bawan Allahn nan haka ya tayar da motar ya tafi ko kallonta bai yi ba, Ameenah fa ta tsorace, jiki a matukar sanyaye ta koma cikin gida. Da yake ranar asabar ce tana da tabbacin ba zai jima ba zai dawo, tayi kwalliya mai daukar hankali wadda take zaton zata dauki hankalinshi ta zauna zaman jiran shi, sai dai har aka kira azuhur bai shigo gidan ba, Allah ya taimaka ma bata 6ata lokacinta wajen shirya mishi abinci ba. Bata gaji ba ta sake cancada wata kwalliyar cikin Pakistan riga da wando, rigar mai karamin hannu ce kuma ta kama ta tsam kirjinnan kamar zai tsaga rigar, wandon Kanshi ya matse mata kafafu, gashin kanta ta taje shi ya kwanta lambam har gadon bayanta, ta zauna a falon kasa tana canza channels sai tashin wani hargitsattsen kamshi take. Bai shigo gidan ba sai wajen karfe hudu na yamma, tana falon dai ta kasa ta tsare tana jiran dawowarshi, idanunta na kan TV a tashar Zee Music suna hasko wakar Bezubaan, ya jima sosai tsaye a kanta yana kallonta, tayi nisa kwarai da kallon da take yi ko motsin sa bata ji ba. Tayi mishi kyau sosai kamar ya lashe ta don kyau. Dago idanun nan nata da zata yi taci karo da nashi idanun a kanta, ta saki wani kayataccen murmushi tana kokarin kara nutsa idanunta cikin nashi yayin da yake ta kokarin kawar da nashi daga gare ta, cikin sanyin murya data gama narkewa cikin kissa tace sannu da zuwa!! Ta mike ta iso gabanshi ta karbi ledojin daya shigo dasu ta nufi kicin cikin taku mai daukar hankali, ya bita da kallo wani irin yanayi na ratsa shi. Kifi ne ya kawo Titus sai fruits. Ta wanke kifin tas ta dora a wuta zata yi farfesu, fruits din kuma ta wanke ta hada fruit salad ta dauki plate din data dora su ta haura sama, a dakinshi ta same shi yayi rub da ciki akan gado idanunshi a lumshe, ta danyi knocking, ya daga idanunshi wadanda suke cike da gajiya ya sauke su a kanta, ta danyi murmushi tana jan karamin table ta aje plate din hannunta tace gajiya ko?? In hada maka ruwan wanka ne? Ya girgiza kai a hankali, ta dan gimtse fuskar gwasaleta din da yayi, tace "toh ga fruits na hada maka, ka tashi kaci".
Ya dan yatsina fuska, "Anya? M very tired wallahi bana jin zan iya cin komi yanzu, kema I'll like it if u can excuse me plss, I want to have a rest!" ta zuba mishi idanu cikin mamaki, firgici, da tsoro. Yau ita da kanta Modibbo ke kora daga dakinshi? Me tayi mishi ne da zafi haka?? Ta mike babu gardama jiki a matukar sanyaye ta fita, ya bita da ido yana dan murmushi, "haka zanyi ta jurewa Ameenah, har zuwa lokacin da zaki sauke girman kanki da miskilancin ki bude baki ki furta kina sona yanzu!!" ya sauka daga kan gadon ya dira akan fruits din ya fara cin yana lumshe idanu. Ita kam takaici ne ya makureta sosai, wulakancin da Modibbo yake mata ya fara isarta, ko laifi ta mishi ai bai kamata ya dinga punishing dinta ta wannan hanyar ba, sai dai koma meye ne ta daura aniyar sai taga abinda ya turewa buzu nadi. Hakan da yake mata ba zai dameta ba, mijinta take so ba wani abu ba, zata jure komi don ganin ta dawo da sonta dake kokarin fita daga birnin zuciyarshi.

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Kwana biyu ta dauka mishi kafa don ta kara samun lokacin lalubo mafita, bata daina mishi girki ba kuma bata daina mishi rakiya ba don yanzu har gyaran dakinshi tana yi, ta dai daina shige mishi ne kamar yanda ta fara da. Su Al-Ameen sun samu hutun farkon zangon karatunsu, don haka yana gida tare da momynsa.
Yau ranar alhamis, tare suka shiga kicin suka yi abincin rana dashi, tana girki shi kuma yana zaune akan kujera yana mata hira tana kwasar dariya har ta gama suka fito suka zauna a falo, ta dora shi akan cinyarta suna ciyar da juna. Da suka gama ta dauke shi suka hau sama, underwears dinshi ta dauka da nata ta shiga toilet ta wanke su tas ta shanya, tana fitowa taga Al-Ameen na kwance akan gado yana wasa da wayarta, ta nufe shi tana murmushi tace baby bana hana ka yi mun game da waya ta ba? Oya bani nan. Yace mommy dan tsaya kadan in kashe boss. Ta tsaya tana kallonshi har ya kashe boss din ya shiga gida na gaba, ta hau kan gadon ta kamo shi tace wayo ko baby? To na gano ka bani waya ta, ni bansan yaushe ka koyi game dinnan ba wallahi duk ka hana caji ya dinga zama a wayata kwanan nan. Ya kyalkyale da dariya yace to dan tsaya in baki, ta sassauta rikon data mishi tana mika mishi hannu alamar ya bata, sauka yayi daga kan gadon ya fita daga dakin da gudu, ta diro itama ta bishi da er sassarfa tana masifar Al-Ameen yana nema ya maidata abokiyar wasan shi, sai dai sama da kasa Al-Ameen baya falon. Ta bude dakin daddyn shi ta shiga a karo na biyu don tasan lallai anan zai buya, tayi iya dubanta babu shi. Tunanin bayan gida inda yake wasa ya fado mata, ta bude kofar kenan zata fita idanunta suka sauka akan wardrobe data dan bude alamun an bude ta, tayi murmushi ta nufi wajen kai tsaye. Nan ma Al-Ameen baya nan, ta dan ja tsaki ta maida wardrobe din zata rufe, sai kuma ta dakata sakamakon wani abu data gani, cikin mamaki da tu'ajjibi ta kai hannu ta dauko abin tana jujjuyawa, ganin abun take kamar a mafarki.......




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Idanu a zare ta daga camera sama tana jujjuyata, tana da tabbacin ko da ace mutuwa zata yi ta farfado to ba zata taba mantawa da cameran nan ba. Tana nan a sabuwar ta yadda ta rasa ta kamar yau ne aka saye ta, ta kunna ta tana kallon hotunan ciki daya bayan daya, da videos tana playing dinsu. Zuciyarta cike take da mamaki mai tattare da rudani, tambayar kanta take a Ina Modibbo ya samu camerar nan? For how long yake tare da cameran?? Ta kula akwai wasu hotunan ta wanda ba ita da kanta ne ta dauke su ba, idan dai zata iya tunawa to kayan dake jikinta a cikin hoton kayan data saka ne a ranar da zasu koma Mumbai ita da Marwan a New Delhi, washegarin ranar data rasa camerar ta, to kuma gata a cikin dakin Modibbo, me ya kawo ta nan?? Cikin rawar jiki ta shiga bincikar kayan sawar shi tana fatali dasu, can hannunta ya lalubo wata er karamar na'ura mai kama da laptop, tayi saurin janyota ta bude, da kyar ta samu ta iya lalubo makunna ta latsa haske ya kawo, list kawai ta gani na kwanakin wata, cikin daurewar kai ta dinga scrolling down, idanunta suka tsaya cak akan kwanan watan 28 February na shekarar dubu biyu da daya, ta latsa ya kawo mata dogon layin rubutu ko paragraph babu;

"New Delhi, India.
A lokacin ina karatu a India, wani abokina Ramarao yayi suggesting akan in bishi garinsu New Delhi wajen gudanar da bikin Holi da suka saba yi a kowace shekara at first na nuna kin amincewa, daga baya yayi convincing dina na bishi. Tafiyar awowi ashirin da biyu ne daga Kolkatta inda nake karatu zuwa New Delhi a jirgin kasa, don haka ba karamar galabaita nayi ba kafin mu isa. Hakan yasa sai a washegari muka samu muka fita, muka zagaya gari sosai da wajajen tarihinsu duk da cewa ba a son raina muka yi yawon ba, bayan mun gama yawon Ramarao ya raka ni inda ya min masauki ya min sallama ya tafi, sai daya tafi ne na kula da makullin motar Abbanshi akan kujera, da sauri na sauka kasa ina nemanshi. A kasan hotel din mutane ne dankam suna ta kade-kade da raye-raye ana ta watsi da kaloli, kwata-kwata na rasa hanyar da zata fitar dani zuwa bakin titi inda yayi parking din motar shi. Ina cikin kutsawa cikin mutanen naji saukar wani abu akan kafafuna, a lokaci guda kuma naji munyi karo da wani. Wallahi a take naji wani mahaukacin sanyi na ratsa kasusuwa na, zuciyata ta dinga bugawa da sauri kamar zata tsaga kirjina ta fito wanda bansan dalilin hakan ba. Na dago da sauri da niyar ba wanda muka yi karon hakuri, kyakkyawar yarinyar data dauki hankalina a take itama ta bude bakin zata yi magana, sai kawai naga wani ya janye ta suna ta kutsawa ta cikin mutane yayin da budurwar tayi ta waige na, har suka bace bat ban kifta ido ba balle in motsa daga inda nake, daga can kuma sai na tuna abinda naji ya bugi kafana dazu, na duka na dauko camera. Koda na duba hotunan yarinyar ne birjik dana wani kyakkyawan ba'indiye, a idanuna sai naga sun yi mun kama sosai sai nayi zaton ko yayanta ne. Cikin sanyin jiki na samu na fita daga cikin Que din, sai ma muka ci karo da Ramarao ya dawo, ban samu na iya furta ko kalma daya ba kawai keys din na mika mishi na koma daki na nayi daidai akan gado ina jin yadda wasu irin zafafan abubuwa suke ratsa ko wata kofa ta jikina wadda jini ke bi a guje suna shigar min zuciya da karfi.
Abinda ban taba yarda dashi ba a rayuwata shine Love At First Sight, kai bama shi ba, ita kanta soyayyar a karan kanta ban bata wani muhimmanci ba duk da cewa I dated so many girls kafin in fara karatu, amma a lokacin dai bani da ko budurwa don sam babu tsarin soyayya a cikin raina, karatun zama cikakken likitan fata shine kadai a zuciya da kwalwa na. Don haka na dinga karyata kaina dake fada min cewa yau na fada a tarkon so, na dinga kokarin na cire tunanin yarinyar daga cikin raina sai dai hakan bai yiwu ba. A karo na farko a tarihin rayuwata dana kwana cikin wani irin shauki na wata azababbiyar soyayya da nake ta karyata kaina da cewa ba ita bace, wannan dare yazo min da wasu irin sauyuka a rayuwata wadanda ban taba zaton faruwar su a shekarun rayuwata da nake ciki ba a lokacin. Idanuna biyu ras aka kira sallar asubahi, bayan na gama sallar ne ma na samu wani wahalallen barci ya kwashe ni mai cike da mafarkan yarinyar. Wajen karfe goma sha daya na safe na fito daga dakin hotel din a shirye na tsab, sai dai fa babu wani kuzari ko karsashi a tare dani. Na tsaya ina kallon gari daga saman benen da nake, iska mai sanyi yana kwararowa yana ratsa jikina, na lumshe idanuna for some seconds kafin na bude, nayi gam da katar idanuna suka sauka akan abinda na kwana na wuni ina tunani da mafarkin shi, cikin sauri na koma daki na dauko camerar ta da niyar in mayar mata na fito na sauka kasa. Lokacin dana sauka tana kofar wani shagon electronics tana wasa da furanni dake kofar shagon, sai na samu kaina da labewa ina daukarta hoto da cameran nata, daidai lokacin da nayi niyar zuwa wajenta, lokacin ne naga the same gayen nan na jiya ya nufo ta, ta juya tana kallonshi tana murmushi, sai na tsaya don in ga abinda zai faru. Ya iso ya rungumeta tsam a jikinshi yana rada mata abu a kunne, ita kuma ta nutsa kanta a kirjinshi tana sakin wata sansanyar dariya. Yanayinsu a lokacin yafi kama dana masoya ba wai 'wa' da 'kanwa' kamar yanda nayi zato jiya ba. Sai naji na kasa ko daga kafana bare in karasa inda suke, ta gabana suka bi suka wuce ni, daga baya na naji sun hadu da wasu en mata da nike zaton ko kawayen budurwar, suka gaisa suna tambayarta ashe da gaske Super star Marwan Khan shine wanda ta aura?? Ita kuma ta amsa musu da ehh. Suka masu fatan alkhairi suka yi musayar lambar waya suka rabu. Ban san iya adadi lokutan dana dauka a tsaye a wajen ba, da kyar na samu na lallashi zuciya ta na koma daki, zuciyata na gaya min cewa na manta da ita tunda matar aure ce. Sai dai me? Har na wayi gari tunanin yarinyar yaki fita daga raina sai ma karuwa da yayi. Daga nan nayi concluding din cewa I've fallen in love with a married woman!, for the very first time dana fara dora idona a kanta. Innalillahi Wa Inna Ilaihi Raji'un!! Wace irin masifa ce take bibiyata haka?? A ranar na azalzali Ramarao sai da muka koma Kolkatta don a tunanina ko zamana anan din ne ke kara hura min wutar dake ruruwa a cikin raina sai dai me? Masifar sai tafi ta'azzara acan, sakan daya bai taba wucewa ba tare da yarinyar ta fado min a rai ba. Sai na fara tsoron kaina, ko dai aljana ce kawai take son bude min ido? Wannan tunani shi ya danyi encouraging dina na fara manta ta, sai dai lokaci zuwa lokaci takan fado min a rai. A haka dai muka gama service dinmu na dawo gida Kano inda ba tare da bata lokaci ba na fara aiki da asibitin Malam Aminu Kano. Saboda yarinyar nan ne na daina ganin ko wace ya mace da gashi, ya zama ko wace Mace ina kallonta ne a namiji kamar ni sai basa birge ni basa bani sha'awa ,bana muradin kasancewa dasu ko kadan, yarinyar nan dai ita daya, ita nake sha'awa da so. Na cinye shekaru uku curr a cikin wannan hali, da kaina na hakura da ita don kuwa na tabbata zuwa lokacin ba zan same ta ba. Kwatsam na tsinci labarin mutuwar dan wasan kwaikwayo Marwan Khan a medias, takanas na dauki kafa har India wajen ganin matar shi, sai dai a cikin matan sa biyu da aka nuna min babu mai kama da yarinyar nan, na dawo Kano jiki a sanyaye. Ba a dai jima ba aka kawo mana wata er aiki wadda ta dinga min yanayi da yarinyar nan, shi yasa na tsani ko da ganinta ne don kuwa tana tuno min da yarinyar nan. Ashe without my knowing, she is the same girl. Ranar da naji ashe itace wadda zan aura, nayi farin ciki marar misaltuwa. Sai dai Ameenah bata so na, amma nayi alkawarin zan koya mata yadda zata so no. Kai koda ba zata so ni ba, zan zauna da ita a hakan cikin kiyayyar da take min, I wouldn't mind because I soooo much love her, bhohhot!!".


Ai kafin ta gama hawaye sun jika mata gaban riga, kuka take yi sosai da karfinta, ta dinga bin sakonnin da yake fayyace son da yake mata da wasu incidents da dama da suka faru a tsakaninsu, daga karshe dai sai ta rungume er na'urar a kirjinta tana kuka mai tsuma zuciya, kuka mai nuna tsananin kauna ga Modibbo da tarin nadamar irin abubuwan data dinga mishi. Dama so irin wannan ya kanyi existing a wannan duniyar? Wacece ita? Wacece ita to deserve such love and emotions?? Tasan Modibbo yana sonta, amma ko kadan bata taba kawowa ranta cewa son da yake yi mata has gone to that extent so far ba. Idanunta suka lalubo wani album a can kasan wardrobe din, ta dauko shi da sauri ta bude. Wani katon hoton ta ne ya bayyana wanda ya dauke shi a washegarin ranar da suka hadu, tana tsaye ta harde hannu a kirji tana murmushi, hoton yayi matukar yin kyau, a can kasan hoton anyi rubutu da manyan kananan alphabets boldly;
*'Since I first set my eyes on you, I felt 1000 Walts of power electrifying me, I felt like I come to earth just because of u. I loved you by then, and I still love u now.... Ameenah! My Life!!'*
Bata san lokacin da dariya ta kubuce mata ba, ji tayi kamar shine da bakinsa yake fada mata maganar. Yayin da a gefe guda tsaftacciyar soyayyar Abdul-Rasheed ke kara ratsa ko wacce gaba ta jikinta, tana jin kamar ta janyo lokacin dawowarsa daga aiki yayi ta fada masa itama tana son sa, ta fada masa abinda yake jiran ji daga bakinta. Haka ta wanzu a dakin for a very long time tana ta kallon hotunanta da karanta siririn zuciyar AbdulRasheed-Modibbo, sai data ga lokaci ya ja sosai sannan ta tashi ta mayar da komi inda yake ta fita daga dakin ta koma nata. Akan carpet ta tadda Al-Ameen yana barci, tayi murmushi tare da daukarshi ta aza akan gado ta bashi sumba a goshi, ta dago tana kallonshi, can kuma ta shafa lallausar sumar kanshi ta furta kalmar 'Thanks Al-Ameen!' cikin murya kamar wadda take yin rada.

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Karfe biyar na yamma ya dawo daga wajen aiki, lab coat dinshi rataye a kafadarshi yayin da ya rike briefcase dinshi a daya hannun. Gidan shiru babu motsin Al-Ameen bare na Ameenah, ya tsaya a saitin kofar dakinta kamar zai shiga sai kuma ya fasa, ya bude kofar dakinshi ya shiga. Kokarin cire kaya ya fara yi, yana so yayi wanka ya kai Al-Ameen gida wajen su Hauwa ya musu hutu don sun dame shi daya kai musu shi ko kuma ya kawo su gidan shi, shi kuma yafi so ya dauke Al-Ameen din daga gidan saboda yana so su zama daga shi sai Ameenah a gidan ayi ta ta kare a tsakaninsu, ya kula bata da niyar sauke girman kanta ta fada mishi tana son shi while shi kuma ya gaji da zaman jiran gawon shanu, shi yasa tun a yau ya dauko hutun shekarar shi don yayi alkawarin dole a cikin satin nan sai sun shirya da Ameenatu.

Yana kokarin 6alle botiran shirts dinshi bayan ya fito daga wanka, yaji wasu tausasan hannuwa sun ratsa fatar kirjinshi an rungumoshi ta baya, wani sansanyan kamshi mai matukar tausasa zuciya ya dinga sirarowa yana shigar mishi ta hanci, cikin wani irin salo ta fara shafar ilahirin fatar kirjinshi tana dan matsawa a hankali, take tsigar jikinshi ta fara tashi sosai, hankalin shi yayi mugun tashi. Da