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son rabuwa dashi, dan in tsaya in tabbatar iyaye mata sun samu right dinsu da ubangiji da kansa ya basu na karbar rikon yayayensu a lokacin rabuwar aure ko kuma lokacin mutuwar miji. Wannan shine zai zama role dina a society"

Yace "Masha Allah. I am very proud of you Diyam. Kuma ki sani ina tare dake tun daga farko har karshe".

Na fahimci cewa Sadauki shi ko a jikinsa da nayi suspending auren mu nace sai na gama karatu. Shi dai kawai in dai Saghir zai cigaba da zama a prison shikenan. Da nayi kokarin yi masa complain cewa bama so nake tunda bai damu da aurena ko rashin aurena ba sai yace "you have no idea how much I want to marry you. This is just a phase we are going through. Am sure zaki chanja mind dinki along the way, in ma baki chanja ba I will wait har ki gama din ki dawo".

Wato ni ina depending on son da yake yi min cewa zai sauko ya chanja shawara ya fito da Saghir saboda muyi aure shi kuma yana depending on son da nakeyi masa yana saka ran zan sauko in bar maganar Saghir muyi aure. Ni dashi aga wanda zai fasa.

Ya gama nema mana admission, kuma mun samu successfully. Anan na fahimci cewa su ba yearly suke bada admission ba kamar in batches suke yi kuma mu namu session din zai fara ne January. Daga nan kuma sai ya shirya ya tafi yaje yayi one week a can ya dawo yace "all set, an samo muku apartment a kusa da school din an kuma ajiye muku mota saboda zirga-zirga. Abinda ya rage miki shine koyan driving" shi ya koya min, ya ajiye duk harkokinsa yake zuwa yana dauka na muna fita koyon mota kuma cikin kankanin lokaci na iya sosai. Zamu yi ta hirar mu amma da zarar nayi masa maganar Saghir zai dauke wuta in ba hakuri na bayar da kuma to sai dai mu dawo gida ranar ba za'ayi koyon motar ba.

Shi yayi min komai na harkar student's visa, muka je Abuja ni da shi da Asma'u. A embassy na UK na hadu da Judith itama tana neman student's visa, daga gaisawa naji yarinyar ta kwanta min muka yi ta hira har na fahimci scholarship ta samu daga program na African Initiative for Governance kuma session din karatun mu zai fara tare ne. Sai na roki Sadauki ya karbar mana visar tare da ita sannan kuma nace mata in mun hadu a can tazo mu zauna tare a apartment din mu.

Bayan everything ya zama set kuma sai na ji duk jikina yayi sanyi. Naji bana son rabuwa da gida, da Inna da Subay'a da Asma'u. Bana son rabuwa da Sadauki. Inna nasamu wadda har lokacin bata daina fushi dani ba akan kin auren Sadauki, nayi mata bayanin manufa ta akan hakan, na nuna mata nima bawai hakan naso ba sai dai hakan nake ganin shine dai dai, sai ta dan sauko, ta saka min albarka sannan tayi min nasiha a game da zaman da zanyi a can.

Ranar tafiya Sadauki ne yazo ya dauke ni muka tafi airport, su kuma yan rakiya ta suka biyo mu a mota daban. A hanya babu wanda yayi wa wani magana a cikin mu har muka je muka yi packing sai kuma muka ci gaba da zama a motar. Can ya juyo yana kallona yace "can you promise me something?" Nima ina kallonsa nace "what?" Sai kuma yayi shiru kamar ba zai yi magana ba sannan yace cikin rikakkiyar murya "zaki tafi jami'a, Oxford, akwai mutane da yawa a can, maza, and you are very beautiful am sure some of them will ....... God, bazan ma iya fadar kalmar ba" nayi murmushi nace "soyayya? I won't. Nayi maka alkawarin Halima ta Aliyu ce. In ba Aliyu ba kuma to babu wani namiji a gaba na" yayi dan murmushi yace "Allah yasa ki rike alkawarin nan. Dan ni yanzu am not sure about you anymore. Tsoro nake ji. Gani nake anya kuwa zan iya wannan zaman jiran kar inje fa zuciyata ta buga" sai nayi dariya nace "tsoro da girmanka" ya juyo and for the first time ya kama hannuna a cikin nasa ya rike yana kallona yace "let's play a little game da zai making everything easier for everyone. Let's make a bet" na girgiza kaina nace "ni kasan bana son wadannan games din naka fa" yayi dariya yace "tsoro kike ji? Tsoro kike ji kar kiyi failing?" Nace "kaima kasan ko sanda muke games din bana faduwa" yace "yes, kina winning, saboda ina barin ki kiyi winning dan kar kiyi kuka" sai muka fara musun cewa ba barina yake ba ni nake winning da kaina sai yace

"let's do this one mu gani. Yanzu in muka rabu a airport din nan in kika sauka a UK, through out your stay har zuwa sanda zakuyi hutu in dai har kika dauki wayarki kika kirani da kanki then nayi winning and I got to decide whether or not zan saki Saghir. In kuma baki kira ni ba har kukayi hutu kika zo gida then kinyi winning kuma zanyi duk abinda kika ce"
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Maman Maama

Epidode Sixty Four : A Little Advise

Na dan tsaya ina kallonsa ina assessing maganarsa, yana kallona with a broad smile a fuskarsa, na dauke kai ina lissafi, yes it will make everything easy amma anya zan iya kuwa? Not talking to him for months bayan a yanzu bana iya kwana daya ba tare dana yi magana dashi ba? But the result is really worth it, amma kuma in na fadi fa? In na kira shi fa?.

Na sake kallonsa naga har yanzu ni yake kallo yana murmushi with an unreadable expression a fuskarsa. Na girgiza kaina, it is too risky gaskiya. Sai ya langwabe kai gefe kamar abin tausayi, yana robbing palm dinsa a nawa yace "Please Diyam, shekara biyar tayi yawa. Ba kya tausayina wai ke?" Nayi saurin zare hannuna daga nasa ina yarfarwa kamar wadda wuta ta kona saboda wani blood rush da naji ya taso daga hannun nawa cikin seconds ya zagaye duk jikina. Cikin sarkewar murya nace "okay, okay. Na yarda. It is a deal" ya lumshe idonsa ya bude yana kallon yadda nake yarfe hannuna sai ya miko min nasa hannun yace "let's shake on that" na boye nawa hannun a cikin hijab dina nace "nace na yarda ai, no need to shake kuma" ya daga gira yace "tsoro kike ji?" Sai na dauki handbag dina nace masa "goodbye Aliyu" yayi murmushi yace "till we meet again Halima".

Na fita da sauri daga motar ina harhada hanya, but I felt as if gangar jikina ce ta fito ta bar zuciyata a cikin motar. Nayi kokarin calming down kafin in karasa inda Asma'u take jirana rike da sobbing Subay'a. Na durkusa na rungume ta ina jin tafiyar duk ta fita daga zuciyata, tausayinta naje ji sosai zata zauna without uwa da uba kuma bayan duk suna raye. Sai da muka je bakin departure hall sannan na juya na kalli inda motar Sadauki take, har yanzu yana nan a zaune, bana iya hangoshi amma ina hango duhunsa. A smiled at him, waved my hand sannan na shige.

Murjanatu ce ta tare ni a airport a Oxford. Muka tafi gida tare da ita, sannan washegari ita ta fara kaini school duk da dai itama bakuwar ce amma kasancewar ta fini wayewa da sanin kan al'amurra sai ya kasance ita tayi guiding dina har na kammala duk abinda ake bukata cikin nasara. I tot about Sadauki alot, tun a jirgi nake nadamar taking wannan bet din nasa but what is done has already been done, sai kuma naja damarar ganin cewa nayi winning dan mu samu nutsuwa gabaki daya ni dashi. Nasan shima burinsa shine yaci, kuma yana ganin kamar zaici din saboda yana ganin rauni na, and I decided to show him am strong. At first abin da wahala, musamman in naga kiransa ya shigo sai inji kamar in dauka amma nasan halinsa in na dauka zai iya cewa duk is part of the deal dan haka kiran nasa ma bana dauka. And it really hurts. Kullum babu fashi zai kira ni first thing in the morning, sannan ina dawowa daga school zai sake kira sai dai in naki dauka ya kira Murjanatu ya tambaye ta lafiyar mu ko kuma in muna bukatar wani abu. Kudi kuwa kamar ruwa haka ya sakar mana su, ina so in masa complain ince kudin sunyi yawa amma ina tsoron kar yace yayi winning.

Most of the times in suna waya da Murjanatu sai in yi ta straining kunnena wai dan in jiyo muryarsa, wani lokacin kuma shi da kansa zai ce ta saka a handsfree yayi ta yi min magana amma sai in ki yin maganar duk a tsoron kar yace yayi winning "please Diyam, please, please kiyi min magana" amma na daure na cije na cigaba da ignoring dinsa hoping wannan ta zama karshen wahala ta. Gani nake yi taimaka wa Saghir da nake so yayi shine zai gyara image dinsa a gurin family dina, kuma ina hopping hakan ya zamanto sanadiyyar daidaituwar al'amura a cikin family din. And Subay'a. Ina so in aure na ya kasance Sadauki Subay'a ta rike shi a matsayin uba ba wai matsayin enemy ba, wannan shine zai tabbatar da zaman lafiya a tsakani na da shi. Sannan taimaka Saghir zaiyi softening heart dinsa ya zamanto mai yafiya ga wanda ya munana masa sannan mai tausayi ga na kasa dashi, wannan kuma zai kara kusantashi da mahaliccin mu. Dan haka ni a ganina duk abinda nake yi ina yinsa ne domin Sadauki.

And then he tricked me into calling him and also found out about Bassam. And now he is angry. Nasan kishi yakeyi dan nasan yana da kishi sosai, ni kuma har cikin zuciyata ba wai ina kula Bassam bane saboda wata alaka ta soyayya, na fara kula shi saboda in goge haushina da yake ji, and we became friends, sai kuma na lura cewa shi Bassam din ya fara developing feelings for me wannan shi yasa nayi deciding in yanke alakar mu tun kafin abin yayi nisa but the decision was made late, dan already Sadauki yasan maganar Bassam ba kuma na son yazo yayi wani abinda ba dai dai ba. Ban kashe wata wutar ba bana son a kunno min wata.

Wannan ne yasa na yanke shawarar bawa Bassam labari ne dan ya fahimci dalilin yanke alaka ta dashi, dan yasan waye Sadauki da kuma alaka ta dashi, sannan kuma ina hoping labari na zai taimaka masa wajen solving family issue dinsa kuma maybe zai iya bani shawarar yadda zan bullowa crises din Sadauki da Saghir.

(Now, some people need to re-read episodes 1-10. Diyam is in love with wanda yake kiranta. Kuma ba labari take bawa Bassam ba, she is going over the story a kanta kafin ta bashi. Lol)

Bassam yace "ina jinki. Ina so inji labarin naki" ta dauke idonta daga kallon ruwan da yake tsiri a fountain, sai ta samu kanta da yin murmushi ganin yadda ya nutsu yana kallonta, tace "ba labari ne mai dadi sosai ba, and get your hanky ready cos you might cry at some point" yayi murmushi amma baice komai ba sai ta bashi labarin ta in summary, asalinta, soyayyar su da Sadauki, mutuwar su Baffa, aurenta da Saghir da yadda sukayi rayuwar auren tsahon shekaru, dawowar Sadauki cikin rayuwarta da kuma mutuwar aurenta ta farko data biyu. Ta bashi labarin a takaice but without missing all the main points da zasu saka ya gane manufarta sosai. Sai kuma ta gaya masa winning din da Sadauki yayi da kuma text din da yayi mata dazu akan Bassam din. Tana bashi labarin yana yi mata tambayoyi a gurin

Baiyi kukan ba kamar yadda ta tsokane shi da, amma idonsa yayi ja fuskarsa ta nuna bacin ransa akan abinda ya faru da ita, abinda bai taba tsammanin yana faruwa a kasar sa har a yanzu ba. Ya kuma jinjinawa jarumtarta dan he can't even imagine a girl of 14 years going through what she went through.

But his heart breaks daya fahimci karfin soyayyar da take tsakanin ta da Sadauki. Yes, da gaske ya fara jinta a zuciyarsa har yana hoping alakarsu will lead to something da zai fitar da khausar daga zuciyarsa. But daga labarin ta ya fahimci cewa cigaba da rike soyayyar ta a ransa will be a wrong move. She is already in love, deeply in love with someone else, just like Khausar.

Ta katse masa tunanin sa ta hanyar cewa "ina fatan ka fahimci duk abinda nake so ka fahimta" ya gyada kai yace "na gane, sosai. Kuma bana jin da akwai wata kalma da zan iya furta miki wadda zata nuna how sorry I am akan abinda kika yi passing through a rayuwarki. It was unfortunate. Kuma bazan iya misalta miki how happy and how important I feel right now da har kika zaunar dani kika bani wannan labarin. Naji dadi sosai, na karu sosai, nayi wa rayuwa kallon da ada ban taba yi mata irinsa ba" tace "thank you, thank you for understanding Bassam" ya sake murmushi yace "nine da godiya, you have no idea how this is going to change my life. My family, I have been taking them for granted duk da irin kauna da kulawar da suka yi kokarin gina min rayuwata a kai, a lokacin dani nayi watsi da supportive family dina nayi kokarin rusa zumuncin dake tsakanin mu saboda budurwar da bama ta sona a lokacin ke kuma kike against mutumin da ya ke miki soyayya ta gaskiya irin aliyu saboda family din da suka yi everything possible dan ganin sun rusa rayuwar ki. You truly are an angel. I now understand the real value of my family, kuma zanyi iyakacin kokari na inga na gyara kuskure na. And like you said, story dinki ya kara nuna min ma'anar true love, it is not feelings like I said. It is much more than that, true love means sacrifice. Kayi sacrificing happiness dinka dan wanda kake so yaji dadi, ka sa farin cikin wanda kake so a sama da naka. Na koyi wannan daga Aliyun ki kuma nima zanyi applying dinsa a case dina da khausar, ina sonta dan haka zan dora happiness dinta a saman nawa, happiness dinta kuma shine kasancewa tare da wanda take so. Am going to let them be, and hope to find my one true love nima watarana".

Tayi murmushi tana jin tausayinsa a ranta, tasan so tasan zafinsa dan haka tasan decision din nasa is not an easy one. But it is for the best.

Tayi ajjiyar zuciya tare da gyara zamanta tace "to saura ni. Ina so inji menene view dinka a game da sharadin dana kafawa Sadauki" ya girgiza kai yace "ni a fahimta ta, daga ke har Aliyu kuna kan gaskiyar kune, dan haka sharadin da kika kafa masa from your point of view dai dai ne. But where you are wrong is on the approach, hanyar da kike bi wajen ganin yayi abinda kike so ne ba tayi dai dai ba. Mu maza a yadda Allah ya halicce mu shine bama son ake directing din mu, do this, do that. Wannan hikima ce ta ubangiji sai ya saka mu as heads of the family mata kuma yace kuyi submitting to us. Amma inda hikimar take shine indai mace tabi namiji sau da kafa yi nayi bari na bari to zata juya shi ba tare da shi yasan tana juya shi din ba. Musamman ace idan yana sonta. Duk mijin da zaki ji ance mijin tace to shi bai san ma yana yin abinda mutane suke tsegumin ba. Irin son da Aliyu yake miki if you submit to him ba fito da Saghir kadai ba, in yana da dama zai iya fito da duk mutanen prison for you".

Ta jinjina maganar sa, Mama ta taba fada mata something similar to this, tace in ta nuna wa Sadauki soyayya zaiyi duk abinda tace but ita a ganinta ai tayi ta fada masa tana maimaita masa cewa tana sonsa kuma gashi nan har yanzu baiyi abinda take so din ba. Sai tace "yanzu me kake ganin ya kamata inyi?" Ya daga kafada yace "Marry him. Aurensa kawai zakiyi to make him feel loved, pamper him, take good care of him, ki tabbatar masa da cewa you are his and his alone kuma ki daina o da mentioning sunan Saghir then shi da kansa zai dubi yarinyar da take tsakani ya sake shi ba tare da kin furta hakan ba".

Ayi hakuri da wannan. A kuma yi hakuri da jina shiru kwana biyu, abubuwa ne suka cushe min but insha Allah in komai ya warware za'a cigaba da jina akan kari.
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Maman Maama

Episode Sixty Five: The Unbreakable Love

Ta tsaya tana kallon sa for some seconds. Sai kuma tayi murmushi very brightly sannan tayi dariya, shima dariyar yayi and they laughed together sannan tace "thank you Bassam. Nagode sosai" yace "no, thank you. Nine da godiya" wayarsa tayi kara ya dauko ta yana duba prayer alarm dinsa, lokacin magrib yayi. Suka mike a tare sannan suka jera suna tafiya suka bar garden din, taking their steps together kamar yadda suka shigo but unlike yadda suka shigo kowa rai a bace yanzu da zasu fita kowa a cikinsu murmushi yake yi. A bakin kofa ya tsaya yace "wait a minute, naji kince Umar Mustapha Abatcha, Umar Abatchan dana sani kike nufi ko kuma wani daban?" Tayi murmushi tace "shi din dai da ka sani, do you know him personally?" Ya girgiza kai yace "sunanshi dai na sani. But the son, ya taba zuwa gidan mu ones. Last year lokacin auren Ya Ameen Daddyn mu ya gayyaci father din sai bai samu damar zuwa ba but he sent the son to represent him. Ko gaisawa ba muyi ba amma zanso mu gaisa wata rana" Diyam tace "am sure shima zai so haduwa da kai" sai kuma tayi murmushi ta kara da "idan ya huce".

Yayi murmushi yana kallonta yace "goodbye Halima" tayi murmushi tace "see you soon Sadiq". Sai ta juya ta tafi shi kuma ya tsaya yana kallon bayanta, sai kuma yayi murmushi yana girgiza kansa yana tunanin irony din rayuwa.

Duk wanda ya shigo rayuwarka da akwai dalilin shigowarsa, some enter your life to teach you a lesson, some to take lessons from you, some enter to help you and some to accept a help from you. Duk wanda ka hadu dashi to ya shigo rayuwar ka ne for a reason. Da akwai point din da zaka hadu da mutum akwai kuma point din da zaka rabu dashi bawai lallai dan bakwason juna ba sai dan role dinku to each other ya kare. The only person that will stay from start to finish in your life is YOU and YOU are the only person responsible for your happiness.

People are not perfect, nobody is, so if you truly love a person you just have to accept him/her the way s/he is, accept both the good and the bad sides of them and together you can bring out the best in each other.

Ya juya da sauri ya koma cikin hotel din sannan ya hau zuwa dakinsa. Yana zuwa ya fara gabatar da sallah sannan ya jawo jakarsa ya fara zuba kayansa a ciki. It is time for a change a rayuwarsa, Nigeria zai tafi ya gyara rayuwarsa but before that he have to pay a visit to his Aunt first, yasan haduwarsu ba zatayi masa dadi ba but dole yayi clearing mess din da yayi creating da kansa.

Diyam tana zuwa gida itama sallar ta gabatar sannan ta tsaya a gaban mudubi tana practicing yadda zata fuskanci Sadauki gobe. Tasan akwai battle a tsakanin su dan ta tabbatar da daurarriyar fuska zai sauko daga jirgi. Sai ta fara making faces a mudubi tana zabar wacce zata fi melting frozen heart dinsa. Ta gwada fuskar tausayi, ta gwada fuskar shagwaba ta kuma gwada serious face amma duk sai taga basu yi mata ba. Ta binciko kaya tana zaben wadanda zata saka saka suma kuma taga duk basu yi mata ba, ta tuna ranar nan a Kano da Murjanatu tayi mata kwalliya ya yaba sosai dan haka gobe ma zata saka ta tayi mata. And she is going to wear dogon hijab kamar yadda yake so.

Ta ajiye kayan ta fita da sauri zuwa dakin Murjanatu, ta tarar da ita tana waya sai ta tsaya har ta gama sannan tace "Murjanatu Please zo ki taya ni zaben kayan da zan zaka" Murjanatu ta ajiye wayar tana kallonta, sai kuma tayi murmushi tace "kayan da zaki saka yaushe? Biki zaki je?" Diyam ta harare ta tace "kakan biki ba biki ba. Malama ni fa yayarki ce kuma am ordering you to do something for me" Murjanatu ta hade hannayenta tace "to babbar yaya tuba nake yi, tunda yaya na za'ayi wa kwalliya dole in tashi".

Haka sukayi spending the night preparing. Har takalmi da sarka sai da aka ware. Sannan suka yi plan din abincin da zasu dafa masa. Tuwo dai yafi so miyar yauki amma basu san inda zasu samo ingredients din ba dan haka Diyam ta yanke shawarar dafa masa farin couscous garnished with vegetables sannan kuma suyi masa farfesun kifi sai kuma suyi pepper meat. Drink tasan yana son kunun aya amma bata da aya dan haka zata yi masa banana smoothie.

Ta kira shi da niyyar tambayarsa sanda jirgin su zai sauka amma kamar yadda tayi tunani sai yaki picking, tayi masa text babu reply. Ta saka Murjanatu ta kira shi itama yaki dagawa duk sai taji babu dadi, shi wannan zuciyar tasa ce problem dinsa, yana da saurin hawa amma kuma yana da saurin saukowa dan haka ta shirya sauko dashi goben in yazo.

Ta lura Murjanatu duk ta daga hankalinta sai ta zaunar da ita tace "kar ki wani damu kanki da fushinsa, zai sauko na gaya miki ki barni da shi kawai" Murjanatu tace "baki san halinsa ba, zai iya raba ni da makarantar nan fa wallahi. Akwai abinda ya taba yi min a gida Canada akan wani saurayi na an gaya masa bad abubuwa akan sa sai yace min kar in kara kula shi ni kuma na cigaba da kulashin. Ashe yasa a saka masa ido a kaina sai gashi an tura masa da videon mu tare a gurin cin abinci. Ba wani abin muke ba kawai muna hirar mu muna dariya. Akan haka ya karbe wayata kuma yayi grounding dina a gida for three months ko kofar gida bana fita. Papa da Mama kuma suka biye masa yanzu ma kuma nasan duk abinda yace biye masa zasuyi" Diyam tace "ba zai ce komai ba, ki barni dashi".

Suka duba suka tabbatar suna da abubuwan da suke bukata, abinda basu da shi kuma sai sukayi order online da niyyar a kawo musu da sassafe. Sai kuma suka shiga website din airport suka duba flights schedules na gobe, anan suka ga time din da jirgi zai sauka from Nigeria. Sai yamma. Wannan yasa suka yi baccinsu sosai sannan suka tashi a tsakane suka yi komai tare har da Judith itama ta taya su, suka ci abincin su sannan suka yi wanka aka zauna kuma yin kwalliya a shafa wancan a goga wannan a ja wancan suna ta rigima har aka gama sannan aka yi dressing aka kuma bi da turare. Murjanatu ce ta dauko hijab da kanta ta bawa Diyam tace "gwara ki saka tun kafin yayi ball damu tun daga airport har gida".

Tare suka tafi airport din a mota, suka bar Judith a gida tana gyara musu gidan. A hanya duk sukayi shiru kowa tana lissafe lissafen ta sannan Diyam tace "Murjanatu a tunanin ki ta yaya Aliyu yasan ina kula Bassam?" Murjanatu ta daga kafada tace "yaya Aliyu ne fa, ya iya bincike ta karkashin kasa I guess wani ya saka