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bai tanka min ba bai kuma daina abinda yake ba.


Bakina na bude zan sake magana yayi gaggawar rufeshi da nasa tashin hankali na shiga na rasa yanda zanyi na k'waci kaina a hannunsa gabadaya ya kashe min jikina da nauyin sa.

hawaye masu zafi da rad'ad'i suka shiga zubowa a fuskata babu shakka tsautsayi da qaddara ne ya dawo dani gidan........Sosai yake sucking din bakinta yana tatta'ba duk inda yake so a jikina ni kuwa hawaye bai fasa zubo min ba, K'arfi na da nasa ba daya bane dan duk wani kokarin da nake akan na kwaci kaina al'amarin yaci tura kawai na rabu dashi yana abinda yake so......Gabadaya ya cire min zani da breziyya sai sarrafa ni yake tamkar matar auransa.

Lokacin da naji saukar hannunsa a pant d'ina wani karfi yazo min na tunkud'eshi saboda rashin kuzari ya fad'i a gefe kamar zautacce ya mike cikin azama yayo kaina.

Fitilar 'kwan Gwaggo na wawura ina kuka wurjajan nace"Khalid wallahi ka sake ta'ba ni sai nayi maka lahani dan iska kawai."


Ido jajawur! yace."Aunty Sa'ida a yau babu wani mahalu'kin da ya isa ya 'kwace ki a hannuna wallahi sai nayi miki lahani a rayuwarki tunda kika wofintar da soyayya ta har kina nuna ni da hannu kina min kallon 'kas'kanci da fad'in idan kin aure ni me zaki samu a gurina to babu shakka yau zan nuna miki maza ma suna suka tara."


Jikina na rawa na matsa gefe ina kare kirjina da zani nace."Khalid sai Allah ya tsareni daga dukkanin wani sharrin ka."

Girgiza kansa yai kana ya saki wani mugun murmushi yace."Ba dai kin za'bi Alhaji Nura ba to shikkenan zai aureki fanko dan wallahi Allah ni zan fara shiga wannan gurin."

Gabana ya tsananta fad'uwa na dinga kallonsa ina mamakin al'amarin gabadaya ya juye mara imani fuskarsa a murtuke kwayoyin idanunsa sunyi jajawur!

Gani nayi yana 'kokarin sa'bule gajeran wandonsa da saurin gaske na mike ya sanya hannu ya janyo ni na fad'a jikinsa ban bari yayi wani yunkuri ba na tureshi tare da gaura masa mari a sukwane nayi hanyar fita yasa kafarsa guda ya tad'o ni na fad'i a gurin.

Rumfa yayi min zigidir! dashi haihuwar Uwarsa Jarumarsa mai kauri da tsayi ta mike sam'bal!! na rintse idona da karfi hawaye bakin ciki da takaici na shatata a fuskata.


"Na fad'a miki fa mai 'kwatar ki a hannuna sai Allah saboda haka ki ma daina wahalar da kanki gurin guduwa ."


Idona na bude ina kauda kai dan bana san kallonsa a haka nace." Khalid dan Allah kayi hakuri ka mayar da wandon ka."


Girgiza kansa yayi yasa hannu ya juyo da fuskata muka kalli juna yace." Anti ba zan mayar da wandona ba sai na gama abinda zanyi inaso ki bani had'in kai sosai kada naji miki ciwo domin zan nuna miki irin 'kwazo na."


Hannuna na had'e guri guda mak'ogwaro a bushe nace."Khalid kada kayi min haka ni 'yar uwarka ce bai kamata ka tozarta ni ba dan Allah kayi hakuri da kaddara.''


Cikin takaici yace."Maganar hakuri ta 'kare aunty Sa'ida baki da imani kuma baki san me sonki ba ni meye laifina da ba zaki aure ni ba ko kuma dan bani da kudi ne? Wallahi idan kin aure ni zan jiyar dake dad'in da baki ta'ba jin irinsa ba aunty Sa'ida ki daina daukata karamin yaro nima NAMIJI ne."


A sanyaye nace."Na sani Khalid amma inaso kasan da cewa shi aure rabo ne ka qaddara ni d'in ba matarka bace."


A zafafe! yace." Ba zanyi wannan hakurin na son zuciya ba tun yaushe nake rarrashinki akan ki soni ki aure ni kina zagi na kina wulakanta ni saboda kin raina ni ko? to yau zan nuna miki ni ba kanwar lasa bane sai na k'ure zurfin ki sai kuma na kwashe duk Ni'imarki fanko zakije gidan wancan shashashan mutumin."


Yana k'are maganar ya janyo k'afafuna nayi saurin janyewa ina takure jikina gabad:aya na sare da al'amarin ina zaune haihuwar uwata shima haka ya Allah ka kawo min agaji.


Hannunsa ya d'ora akan breast dina yana wasa dashi ya wani kura min jajayen idanunsa da suke cike da fitina.


Yanda yake murza nipples d'in ne yasa jikina ya sake mutuwa na dinga ture hannunsa ina matsawa baya sai kawai yasa hannu ya tunkud'a ni na fad'i saman shimfid'a ya haye kaina tare da hard'a k'afafuna da nasa.

Bakinsa yasa kan breast d'in ya fara tsotsa yana murza nipples d'in d'ayan na dinga sauke ajiyar zuciya jikina na wani irin karwarwa.......Nishi mai wahala ya shiga saukewa yana gogo jarumarsa a pant d'ina.


Na shiga tashin hankali mai tsanani na kuma tsananta kiran Allah ya kawo min dauki ! cikin ikon Allah na sake samun nasarar bangaje shi ya fad'i wanwar a gurin Jarumarsa na duba naga ta mike sosai tana kallon rufin dakin


Cikin gigita na rarumi zanina na kama hanyar fita....da 'kyar na zare sakatar na fice a guje! sakatar babbar kofa tana da tauri dama shi ko Kawu sune suka iya bud'ewa cikin kyarmar jiki na dinga kokarin bud'ewa ta'ki buduwa...motsin da naji a bayana ne yasa da mugun sauri na juya shine ya karaso gurin har yanzu babu kaya a jikinsa.


Jikin kofar na ma'kale tare da kwarma ihu! da fad'in "Jama'a kuzo ku taimake ni zaiyi min fyad'e! da yake tsakiyar rana ce babu wanda yaji.......Jikina na 'bari na rarumi manjagaran gyaran kwata na ri'keshi da kyau a Hannuna " Wallahi Khalid ka sake ta'bani sai na kasheka.


Murmushi yayi wanda ya tsaya iya fatar bakinsa ya cigaba da zuwa inda nake.....Yana karasowa na daga manjagaran da dukkanin 'karfina zan kwad'a masa da azama ya ri'ke hannuna manjagaran ya sauka kan kafarsa.

Bai damu ba ya sa'bani a kafad'a tare da tallafe mazaunai na ya nufi cikin gidan dani na dinga kuka ina dukan bayansa ko gezau bai dire ni a ko'ina ba sai saman gadon Gwaggo ya jefar dani yaje ya rufe kofar.....yana juyowa yaji saukar abu a goshinsa 'kwan fitilar gwaggo na cire na kwad'a masa....goshinsa ya fashe jini ya soma d'iga

Ya tsaya yana kallona da fad'in "Kika futar min da jini." a zabure! nace."Kashe ka ma zanyi yanzu Khalid kai annoba ne kuma baragurbi a cikin al'umma.".


Yana murmushin mugunta yace."Duk sunan da zaki kira ni dashi na d'auka ni dai ina sonki har karshen rayuwata."'

Nace."Khalid wannan ba so bane da kana sona zaka so duk abinda nake so ya kake so ka haike min bayan kasan da akwai sadakin wani akaina kada fa ka manta abinda kake shirin aikatawa haramun ne."


Kafad'arsa ya d'aga yace."Laifi tudu ne ka take naka ka hango na wani duk abinda ya faru a tsakanina dake taurin kanki ne ya janyo miki."
Yana gama maganarsa ya hayo gadon nayi saurin takurewa a loko jikina na karkarwa. hannuwana nasa na rufe kirjina ina kallonsa sai yasa dariya da fad'in "Okey shine bakya so na ta'ba."?

Shuru nai ina kallonsa yayi murmushi yana shafa sajensa yace." Ba zan iya kauda kaina daga kansu ba zan gwada miki k'arfina yanzu." Ya janyo ni da karfin gaske yasa dukkanin karfinsa akaina kyakykyawar fizga yayi pant din ya yage yasa hannunsa a gurin yana shafawa tsigar jikina ta wani mi'ke...kafin nayi wani yunkuri ya cire hannuna dake kan breast ya fara tsotsarsa yana dan cizan nipples din...gabadaya naji alkadari na ya karye domin yanayin yanda yake wasa da hannunsa a gabana yayi masifar dauke min hankali na dinga jin wata gawurtacciyar sha'awar da ban ta'ba jin irinta ba.
Jin shaid'an na kokarin samun galaba a kaina yasa na dage da addua ina cigaba da kokarin ceton kaina.
Idona a rintse nake jin yanda yake sarrafa ni yana juya ni duk inda ransa yake so nayi masifar galabaita da abinda yake min bayan kokaye-kokayen da mukayi dashi amma dai yanayin rashin 'kwarin jikin nawa bai hana ni taimakon kaina ba dan da naji abin nasa yayi yawa matse cinyoyina nayi da karfin gaske na hanashi shiga tsakanina......a mutukar d'imauce yake kiran sunana yana lasar fuskata da tsotsar karan hanci na....na bude idanuna da sukayi min mugun nauyi na kalleshi fuskarsa daf da tawa numfashinsa sai sauka yake a fuskata........"Auntyna dan Allah k...ki taimake ni." a hard'e yayi maganar yana tsotsar lips d'insa. sai kaje wani maye sai shan yaji yake jikinsa na wani irin karkarwa.

Cikin nishi da rashin 'kwarin jiki na d'aga hannu da niyyar dukan kirjinsa da yayi min rumfa. ya ri'ke yana girgiza min kai....a raunane yace."Ki bud'e min kafafu na shiga kinji ko.''


Lafiyayyun hawaye suka sake kwaranyowa a fuskata jiki na rawa yasa harshe yana lashewa! hakan ya bani daman dukan Kirjinsa da mugun karfi!! ya rike kirjin yana tari!! tunkudeshi nayi zan sauka ya had'a kaina da karfen gadon ya bugu! 'karamar 'kara nasa ina ri'ke kaina. shuru nayi nai saurin bude idona ido ya tsira min yana tunanin ta inda zai fara.....cikin rawar baki nace. "Khalid inaso kasan da cewa bayan bukatarka ta biya akai to na sai na kasheka sannan na kashe kaina domin bamu da wani amfani a duniya.

Hawaye suka sauka a fuskarsa yace."Na amince ki kashe ni kinga zunubi na ya rataya a wuyanki dama ni wace rayuwa mai dadi zanyi bayan babu ke."


rintse idona nayi ina cigaba dajin wani irin nauyin 'bakin ciki a kirjina. yasa hannunsa ya rike hannuwana tamau! da k'afafunsa ya bud'e cinyoyina ya shiga tsakiyata jin haka yasa na kwarma ihu! "Innalillahi wa'ina ilahi raji'una."!!! Hannu yasa ya dam'ke min bakina cikin hawaye muka shiga kallon juna kai ya shiga girgiza min idanunsa duk sun shagid'e.

A hankali ya fara wasa da jarumarsa a inda yake muradi na dinga bugunsa da kafafuna amma saboda yafi ni dubara sai da yasan yanda yayi ya shiga jikina sosai kukan nadama ya kucfe min. cikin kukan na soma yi masa magiya da had'ashi da Allah ya rufe idonsa ruf! ya'ki saurarata a lokacin shima hawayen yake fitarwa ya dinga girgiza min kansa yana ciccije le'bunansa a haka ya dinga cuku-cuku har ya samu nasarar hud'a jikina ya shiga sosai! ya manne ni a jikinsa ya ri'ke 'kam! na tsayin Mintina biyar kafin ya mike da wani irin kuzari a tare dashi ya fara bubbuga jikinsa a nawa.

Tsananin azabar da yaron yake gana min tasa bakina ya mutu jikina ya mace gabad'aya kuzari na ya 'kare na kasa motsa koda 'karamin d'an yatsa na wani irin bugu yake min yana ihu! tare da sakin sambatu wanda shi kad'ai yasan abinda yake fad'a gabadaya ya zama tamkar zautacce sai kiran sunana yake yana caccakata kamar zai kai ni lahira


A qallah sai da ya kai kimanin mintina talatin akai na kafin ya zubar da abinda yake mararsa ya 'kan'kanme ni 'kam! a jikinsa yana numfarfashi ni dashi gabad'aya gumi ya ji'ka mana jiki

Turesa nayi na fara kokarin mi'kewa ina jin wani irin jiri a saman kaina....hannuna ya rike ya rike yana girgiza min kai mirya na rawa yace."Kinga rayuwar da kika janyo mana ko."? nayi wani irin juyi a kid'ime! nayi niyyar kwashe shi da mari ya rike hannuna da fad'in "Kina so kice zaki mare ni wanda ke kanki kin san ba barin ki zanyi ba aunty Sa'ida mutukar kinga na tsaya kin mari fuskata ni nayi ra'ayi a yanzu dai nasan zaki tabbatar da cewa ni ba rago bane kuma na isa namiji tunda na cika miki marar ki na kuma 'kure zurfin ki a yau kin san waye Khalid kije ki auri Alhaji Nura ni kuma na cigaba da biyayyar rayuwarki mutukar ina raye ba zan barki ki zauna lafiya ba."

Sauka yayi daga gadon yaje ya dauki gajeran wandonsa yasa yace."Zan tafi kafin 'kura ta lafa ki rubuta ki ajiye duk inda nake kina maqale a cikin zuciyata kina da number wayata idan kin janye maganar auran Alhaji Nura sai ki kira ni zan dawo na aureki tunda nasan ni na cancanta dake." Yana 'kare maganarsa ya fita daga dakin. ya barni cikin tararrabi da tsantsar tashin hankali da nadamar rayuwa.


*Kuyi hakuri dan girman Allah da Annabi ku kar'bi labarin littafin nan a yanda yake.....idan nace dole zan dauki ra'ayoyinku zan sha wuya daga 'karshe ma na rasa abinda zan rubuta muku kuyi hakuri ku cigaba da bina a cikin littafin har na samu na isar da sa'ko na👏🏼🥰
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Cikin tsinkewar zuciya gami da tarin nadamar abinda ya aikata yayi wanka ya fito a gurguje ya shirya jikinsa. kayan sa ya shiga had'awa cikin 'yar 'karamar akwati yana had'a kayan yana jin wani katon abu a tokare a kirjinsa. tun sanda yake raping d'inta yake jin nannauyan abun a cikin kirjinsa amma saboda yasa al'amarin a cikin ransa ya kasa saurara mata duk da irin hakurin da take bashi, hakika bai so wannan mummunan al'amarin ya kasance a tsakaninsu ba yaso suyi mu'amula ta aure mai tsafta sai gashi qaddara ta mai muni ta gifta a tsakaninsu yatsa yasa ya d'auke hawayen daya sauko masa a saman fuskarsa ya cigaba da had'a kayan a gurguje ya fito daga dakin ya kulle da kye babban tsakar gidan ya fito ya d'an tsaya yana kallon kofar dakin. ya kai minti biyar a tsaye a tsakar gidan idonsa akan kofar dakin kafin ya sauke wani gwaron numfashi ya kama hanyar fita zuciyarsa nayi sa'ke-sa'ken inda zai nufa.


Na jima kaina a 'kasa ina zubar da hawayen bak'in ciki! da takaici! kafin na motsa jikina da niyyar saukar daga gadon naji wani irin mugun zafi a karkashi na sunan Allah na kira tare da sake sunkuyar da kaina 'kasa hawayen ne dai suke ta zuba kamar an bud'e famfo....zanin atamfar jikina da zanin gadon Gwaggo sunyi kaca-kaca da jin budurci na, Khalid yayi min fyad'e! wace irin rayuwa zan fuskanta anan gaba? dame zan kare kaina a gidan aurena."? Wannan tunanin shi ya dame ni ya sanya min tsananin ciwon kai da zazza'bi! mai zafin gaske jiki na kyarma na koma na kwanta tare da d'an lullu'be jikina da gefan zanin gadon daya cukurkud'e ya 'baci da jini......Rufe idanunawa nayi na cigaba nanata kalmar "LA'ILA HA ILLAH ANTA SUBAHANAKA INNI KUNTU MINA ZZALIMIN." a cikin zuciyata.


"Assalamu alaikum." Gwaggo ce take sallama a cikin gidan. tana rarraba idonta a tsakar gidan.....Kwata-kwata ta manta bata tafi da gudumawar da zata bawa uwar amarya ba sai da suka je gidan bikin sannan ta tuna shine ta yanke shawarar dawowa gidan ta d'auka.

Labulan d'akin ta d'aga da fad'in "Sa'ida wai har yanzu baccin kike baki tashi ba gashi azahar ta kawo k......Kasa 'karasawa tayi ganin d'akin nata a hargitse ko ina yayi kaca-kaca! ga fitilar ta a fashe da sauri ta kalli gadon da fad'in " Ke! Sa'ida waye ya shigo min d'aki yayi min 'barna haka."?

Idanuwana na zuba akanta uffan na kasa cewa da ita, cikin fad'uwar gaba ta k:araso gurin tana duddubawa. murya na rawa tace." Wai Me ya faru ne Sa'ida wannan jinin meye akan gadona."?


Wasu lafiyayyun hawaye masu zafi da rad'ad'i suka shiga gudana akan fuskata .

Idanunta suka ciko da ruwan hawaye ta zauna gefe na jikinta sai rawa yake Gwaggo dai ba yarinya bace ta fahimci abinda yake faruwa ko ga yanayin yanda taga Sa'idar babu suttura a jikinta.

Cikin tararrabi da tsananin tashin hankali tace."Khalid ne ko."? Kaina na d'aga mata murya na rawa nace."Gwaggo wannan jinin na budurci na ne Khalid ya raba ni dashi bayan fitarku ya dawo gidan ya haike min."!


Gwaggo da k'arfin gaske tace."Innalillahi wa'ina ilahi raji'una.''! Sai kawai hawaye ya shiga kwarara a fuskarta jikinta ya dinga kyarma tana dudduba jikina da fad'in "Sa'ida garin ya akayi haka ta faru? ya akayi kika bar shi? ya afka miki! yanzu ashe rashin albarkar da yaron nan zai aikata kenan dama yace zai dauki mataki ashe abinda zaiyi kenan? Sa'ida Khalid ni ya tozarta bake ba ya gur'bata min zuriata *Zina* a gidana kuma akan gado na *Lahaula wala k'u wata illah billahil aliyulazim* cikin tashin hankali take magana.

Na ri'ke hannuwanta ganin tana neman kifawa 'kasa nace."Gwaggo ki samu nutsuwa kada wani abu ya sameki Khalid ya aikata hakane domin na janye kudiri na na auran Alhaji Nura saboda wannan dalilin nasa yasa ya cutar dani to bukatarsa ta biya akaina auran Alhaji Nura kuma ba zan janye ba komai abin sa abinda kuma yayi min ya nuna cewa dama ba sona yake tsakani da Allah ba sha'awa ta yake koda na aureshi daga ya biya bukatarsa a kaina shikkenan zai iya rabuwa dani."

Gwaggo ta shiga girgiza kanta tana share hawaye tace."Sa'ida nima na gazgata na kuma yarda da cewa Khalid ba son Allah da annabi yake miki ba domin idan son gaskiya yake miki to ba zai ta'ba cutar dake ba wallahi tallahi ban dauka irin wannan matakin zai dauka ba jiya na zaunar dashi nayi masa nasiha kamar ya d'auki maganata ashe ni ya mayar mahaukaciya ya shirya tozarta ni a idon duniya to ai shikkenan tunda bukatarsa ta biya zai shigo gidan ya same ni wallahi sai yaga 'bacin raina kuma dan dai bana so maganar ta fita waje ne amma da sai nace ki fad'awa mijin mahaifiyarki a bi miki Hakkin ki."

Murmushin takaici nayi ina kokarin mikewa nace."Gwaggo duk wani hukunci da za'a dauka akan Khalid ba zai ta'ba goge wannan mummunan tabon da yayi min ba Gwaggo yanzu idan naje gidan mijina mai zance masa idan ya kusance ni yaji ni a bud'e."

Kuka tasa tace."Sa'ida ki daina maganar auran wani mutum kuma ai dole A mayarwa da Alhaji Nura kud'insa kiyi hakuri ki auri Khalid asirin mu ya rufu idan kin auri Alhaji Nura ya same ki babu budurci ai mummunan zargi ne zai shiga tsakaninku dama kuma jama'ar gari na munana zaton su akan ki."

Murmushin takaici nayi nace."Gwaggo ke yanzu a tunanin ki idan har na auri Khalid auran zaiyi albarka."?

Shuru tayi tana kallona....nace."Khalid fa ba sona yake tsakani da Allah ba sha'awata yake yanzu ya samu biyan bukatarsa to me kuma yake nema? babu wani sauran buri a tare dashi dan ko na aure shi 'bacin rai za mu shiga saboda haka ki daina wannan maganar Khalid ya zalince ni kuma insha Allah sai ubangiji ya saka min."


Hannu tasa ta goge fuskarta a sanyaye tace." yanzu yana ina Khalid din."? Shuru nai mata na fara kokarin sauka daga gadon...ta rirri'ke kafad'una tana taimaka min na mi'ke tsaye daurin zanina ta gyara min kamar 'yar kaciya haka muka fita tsakar gida.....Ta zaunar dani a kujera 'yar tsuguno kamar wata maijego mai haihuwar fari da sauri ta koma dakin ta dauko fulas cike da ruwan zafi tana share hawaye ta surka ruwan a buta ta kai min bandaki da fad'in "Shiga kiyi tsarki kafin na d'ora miki wani ruwan ki gasa jikin ki Allah zai saka miki abinda akayi miki.

Daurewa nayi na mike tazo wai zata taimaka min nace." Ki barshi gwaggo.'' gefe ta matsa ni kuma na dafa bango na shiga bandakin ina rintse idona......koda na tsuguna domin wanke najasar dake jikina kuka ne ya 'kwace min yi nake ina tsarkake jikina tare da yin tasbihi a cikin zuciyata.


Daga bakin kofar bandakin ta tsaya tana miko min zanin atamfa da fad'in "Kar'bi ki daura wannan sai na shigo miki da ruwan zafi ki shiga ki gasa jikinki a ciki."

Tausayi ta bani ganin yanda duk ta damu da ni banta'ba tsammanin zata yarda da lamarin ba.

Tana can uwar dakin na fito daga bandakin ganin maidaidaicin baho da ruwa a ciki yasa kawai na tattare zani na na shiga ciki....sai bayan dana shiga cikin ruwan kuma na shiga tunanin wanda zai shigo...

Gwaggo tana share hawaye ta cire farin zanin gadonta daya 'baci ta dinga kiran sunan Allah a cikin zuciyarta tana addua akan Allah ya kauda idanun 'yan gaza gani a cikin al'amarin.......zanin gadon ta fito dashi ta ajiye bakin kofar shiga gurin Ummatu.

Na bita da kallo ina mamakin abinda take nufi da yin hakan.....Tace."Sa'ida dole na ajiye sheda iyayen yaron nan su dawo su ga abinda d'ansu ya aikata ba zan shaqi takaici ni kad'ai ba."


Girgixa kaina nayi nace."Gwaggo ki dauke zanin gadon nan dan Allah bana so kowa yasan maganar nan." Da sauri tace."Sa'ida ko kowa bai sani ba to ya zama lallai Rabi da Ibrahim su sani daga haka sai a rufe magana a gida Khalid kuwa ya nemi gurin kwanciya dan ba zai 'kara shigowa gidan nan ba.''

Shuru nayi tare da yin 'kasa da kaina ta juya ta shige dakin tana surutai had'e dayin tur da abinda Khalid din ya aikata.....naji dadin ruwan zafin sosai hakan yasa na karfafa jikina na zubar da ruwan bahon kana na janyo ruwa a rijiya na daura alwala na nufin dakin..

Tsaf ta gyara d'akin ta ta kunna turaran tsinke sai kamshi yake.....dadduma na shimfid'a nasa hijabi cikin karfin hali da yanayi na jin jiri da hajijiya na tayar da sallah.....Itama alwalar ta fita ta d'auro ta dawo dakin.

Koda na idar da sallar kwanciya nayi kan daddumar na rufe idona....har yanzu gabana radad'in zafi yake min inaji kamar an tsaga da reza!! jin hawaye na nema ya kufce min yasa da sauri na shiga nanata kalmar innalillahi wa'ina ilahi raji'una.

A take kuwa na samu sassauci a cikin zuciyata na dinga jin imani da tsoron Allah na ratsa ni zuciyata ta shiga fad'a min cewa wannan al'amari daya faru dake ki daukeshi a matsayin qaddarar da kike tafiya da ita haki'ka duk wani abu da zai same ki a duniya mai dad'i ko mara dad'i a rubuce yake a lauhil mahafuz Allah shine yake zartar da iko akan kowane bawan sa Ki roki Allah ya tsayar miki nan kuma kisa a zuciyarki cewa baki sa'bi Allah da gangan ba sai dai karfi da aka gwada miki....Tsakanin ki da Alhaji Nura kuma fatan alkairi ne."

Jin irin shawarwarin da zuciya take bani yasa naji wani irin kwari a jikina na mike zaune a ina kallonta da carbi a hannunta tayi zugum! tana kallon guri guda nace''Ba zaki koma gidan bikin bane."?

Girgixa min kai tayi tace."Ya za'ayi na kuma fita na barki ya dawo ya 'karasa ki yaro mara imani yasa miki k'arfi ya fatataka miki budurci na tsorata da jinin da nagani Sa'ida."

Kaina na sunkuyar k'asa ina tunanin artabun da muka sha