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Shi kuma dark side din shine wanda mutun yake boyewa, ma'ana, dabi'unsa wadanda ba kowa ne ya sansa dasu ba. Wannan side din shi ta kira da shadow, kowa yana dashi amma ba'a ganin sa sai mutun ya fito cikin haske. Naturally da akwai mutanen da suke iya boye dark side dinsu yadda babu wanda yake gani, even if you are a psychologist you have to look very deep kafin ka gani. Compused? Kar ku damu kawai dai an bani project a psychology. Task dina shine in samo irin wadannan mutanen in binciko shadow side dinsu, ba tare da sunsan ina bincike akan su ba. Hint din da ta bani shine, most of them are attention seekers, saboda suna son su nunawa mutane light side dinsu yadda ba za a ga shadow side din su ba. Don't worry, zaku gane later.

Da haka muka tattara ina mu ina mu sai Naija. Muna zuwa Nigeria kamar yadda aka tsara haka ce ta kasance, an bawa su Zayed rana kuma sunzo, a Abuja suka sauka daga nan daddy zai saka a raka su 'yalleman. Babu yadda daddy bai yi dasu ba akan su sauka a gidan mu amma suka ki, suka sauka a hotel. Shi kuwa Zayed dama direct nan ya taho, ko kunya baya ji, ya sauka a dakin ya Walid, nan Hafsat aka hau hidimar yi masa girki kala-kala. Kwanan su daya a Abuja suka tafi 'yalleman da ya Walid da wadansu abokan daddy su biyu. Ranar da suka tafi Hafsat kwana akayi ana sallah. Washegari Amira tazo muka hadu muka saka Hafsat a gaba da tsokana. Nayi mamaki da naji Amira ko mentioning Ibrahim bata yi ba. Zuwa wajen la'asar Zayed ya kirani a waya yace "congratulations, I am going to be your brother inlaw in the next two months" nan na yar da wayar ina ihu, Amira da Amina suka biye min Hafsat kuwa ta shige toilet ta rufe kanta



Episode Thirty Five : When Destiny Calls.

Shirye2 ake yi sosai na bikin Hafsat, tun ana saura sati biyu gidan mu ya fara cika, mutanen Niger sunzo sun sauka a part din daada. Amira kusan kullum sai ta zo mun yi namu plans din, ita kuwa Hafsat ba abinda ya dame ta na shirin biki, soyayyarta kawai take zubawa. Zayed ya kira ni ya tambaye ni yadda al'adar mu take na harkar biki, nayi masa bayani dai dai misali, nan ya saka ni na yi gaya masa size din kayan Hafsat dan yasan ita ba fada zata yi ba. Duk wanda yazo gidan sai yace "dama tare aka hada da Moon da shikenan an huta" araina sai ince "in kun kawo min mijin ba sai kuyi min auren ba". Mommy ta zage dantse sai siyayya take yiwa Hafsat kamar babu gobe, kayan fitar biki akwati set guda mommy tayi mata, nima kai na da ba amarya ba na sha kaya har sai da na gode Allah. Mun tsara mu kawaye za muyi bridal shower da dinner, mommy zasu yi kamu, kunshi da mother's evening, daga nan kuma sai ayi daurin aure. Familyn Zayed suma sun shirya bridal welcome dinner wacce za'ayi a can England in an kai amarya. Tun maganganun mutane basa damuna akan Hafsat zatayi aure ta barni har suka fara damuna, ga hidimomi sunyi min yawa, ga surutun mutane. To rob salt to my wound sai ga Munnir nan yazo tun biki saura sati daya. Ina daki ya kira ni naki dauka, sai ya kira Amina, ina jinsu suna magana sannan tace min "Moon angonki yazo" ji nayi kamar ta watsa min ruwan zafi, nace "in kin gaji da ganin sa babu aure ke ba sai ki aure shi ba" tayi dariya tace "mai da wukar, ni 'yar aike ce. Allah da gaske nake yace kije yana compound" nayi tsaki na gyara kwanciyata a raina nace "ai gidan ba bakonsa bane, kuma shi ba makaho bane" shikenan kuma yanzu mutane zasu kara takura min, shima kuma zai kara takura min, duk burin da naci na bikin nan bana jin zan ji dadinsa, na sake tsaki na ja bargo ina neman bacci amma yaki zuwa. Tun sanda mukayi magana da Zayed nake kokarin inga ko yaya ne na saka son Munnir a raina amma na kasa, tun ina yarinya bana son sa duk abinda yayi haushi yake bani, He is so arrogant and selfish. A hankali bacci ya fara dauka na. Kamar daga sama naji ance "out all of you" nayi sauri na bude ido na saboda naji muryar tayi kama data munnir. Na mike zaune da sauri kawai na ganshi a tsaye a tsakiyar dakin yana korar Amina da Amira. Ina ma Hafsat tana nan dan nasan bazata fita ba. Da sauri na fara neman abinda zan rufe jikina dashi, suna fita yayi locking kofa lokacin na samo hijab ina kokarin saka wa, cikin taku biyu ya karaso inda nake ya warce hijab din yana tsareni da ido, cikin gadara yace "dan baki da kunya shine na kira ki kika ki dauka, na aiko ace kizo kika ki zuwa ko? Who the hell do you think you are? Kin manta akwai alkawarin aure na a kanki? Badan wannan stupid uncle Aliyun ya hana ba da tare baffa yace ayi dana Hafsat, ni dai Allah ma ya sani ana shiga hakkina" na tattaro duk bravery dina nace "to in an shiga hakkin ka ka nemi wata matar ka aura mana? Ko ni kadai ce mace a duniya? Ba lallai ba dole kayi hanyar ka inyi tawa" yana kallona da mamaki yace "me yasa ba kya sona wai" direct nace "baka yi min ba" maimakon yaji haushi kamar yadda nayi tsammani sai naga yana murmushin mugunta "don't worry, I will surely change that duk ranar da aka kai min ke, you will begin to like me then" ya fada yana lasar lebensa, nayi sauri na dauke ido na daga kansa ina kallon kasa, ji nayi bai sake magana ba na dago na kalleshi, idansa na gani kyar akan kirjina, ba shiri na mike nayi hanyar toilet, kafin in karasa naji ya kamoni ya hada da jikin bango ya hada jikina da nasa, na zazzaro idanuwa cikin tsoro yayi sauri ya saka hannu ya toshe bakina, a kunne na ya rada min "ko yanzu ya kamata in fara making changes din ne? Kinga dole ki aure ni tunda ba wanda zai karbi second" Sai kuma ya maida kallonsa akan abinda ya tsokane masa ido yana murmushin mugunta ya fara kokarin dora fuskarsa akan saman kirjina daya fito ta wuyan rigata, hannun daya toshe bakina dashi na gantsarawa cizo, babu shiri ya bude min baki, na dage da duk karfin da Allah ya hore min na kwalla ihu, da sauri ya sake ni ya ja baya yana kalle2, na kuma dage wa nace "daadddyy, moommmyy, Haafsaaat,... " kafin in kai karshe ya bude kofar ya fice da saurinsa. Nan na durkushe jiki na yana ta karkarwa. Da yake kofofin gidan sound proof ne sai ya kasance babu wanda yaji ihu na, ni kadai nasan abinda ya faru. How can I marry a man like that?.

Ranar Wednesday ita ta kama ranar da za'a fara biki, ranar ce ake yin kunshi da bridal shower, Thursday za'ayi mother's eve da kamu, friday su Zayed za su zo shi da friends dinsa za muyi dinner, Saturday da safe za'a daura aure daga nan za'a tafi a akai amarya. Amarya kam tasha gyara ciki da waje, from head to toe, nima kuwa banda gyaran cikin, duk wani gyara da akayiwa Hafsat na waje to anyi min nima, dan haka jin mu muke yi on top of the world. Tun safe 'yan yalleman suka fara zuwa, duk wadanda suka zo sai sun bata min rai "amaryar Manniru, amaryar Manniru" duk sai inji farin cikin da nake ciki ya kau, dan ma dai ni ba mai iya bacin rai bace. Tun safe masu kunshi suka zo duk aka fito compound din gidan ana ta kunshi, ja da baki, Amarya aka fara yiwa nata sannan mu, sannan sauran mutane. Anata hidimar kunshi har yamma sannan mu kuma muka fara hidimar bridal shower din mu. Abin ya tsaru sosai domin Amira akwai iya tsari, amarya tayi kyau a cikin gown lemon green ta rike pink roses an dora mata pink crown akanta, mu kuma duk munsa gown light pink da light green din jaka da takalmi. Ana tsaka da hidima naji karar waya ta ina dubawa naga uncle Aliyu. Gaba na ya fadi, na koma can gefe inda babu haya niya na dauka na gaishe shi, ya amsa min cikin kulawa sannan yace "Maimunatu tunda aka kawo zancen maganar auren Hafsat gabadaya gida ya hargitse akan maganar auren ki kema, Hajja ta dage akan lallai sai an hada anyi auren ku tare" numfashina ne gaba daya yake neman daukewa, jiri naji yana dibana, "ya Allah" na furta a hankali, yace "ki kwantar da hankalinki, na samu na shawo kan baffa, nayi masa bayanin cewa ita Hafsat mijinta acan England din yake da zama, ke kuma in akayi miki aure za'a dora miki nauyin aure ne har tsahon shekara guda kafin ki tare da mijinki. Na samu ya yarda sai next year in kin gama project din ki" wata ajiyar zuciya na sauke wacce karfinta sai da yasa na durkushe a gurin, ya cigaba da cewa "Moon kar ki bani kunya don Allah, kinga na kara nema miki lokaci, ki daure kafin lokacin ki ya cika ki fito da mijin aure, kin san halin munnir ba sai na gaya miki ba, Munnir ya wuce duk inda kike tsammani, daga ni har yaya Ambassador bama son hadin nan amma in har kika gama makaranta ba tare da wani tsayayye ba to dole mu bari a aura miki shi".
Gaba daya naji taron ya fita daga kaina, muka yi sallama dashi na koma gurin taro amma sam hankali na baya jiki na. Na tsaya kusa da Hafsat kenan muna yin pictures naji hayaniya ta karu, ina juyowa naga Munnir ya doso inda muke fuskarsa dauke da wannan murmushin nasa da yake karamin tsanarsa. Ideally maza basa zuwa bridal shower saboda kayan da ake sakawa masu bayyana jiki ne, to shi in banda iskancinsa mai ya kawo shi? Yana zuwa kusa dani ya bude rafar yan 1000 yana watsa min, ya gama abinsa yace "kinyi kyau, my darling" sannan ya juya ya fita yana wani takun bada fadi wai shi yana ganin ya hadu. Wani tukuki naji a raina saboda ganin duk gurin ni ake kallo daga masu dariya kasa kasa sai masu rada a tsakanin su. A hankali na janye jikina na shige cikin gida. Direct dakin mu na shiga na zauna bakin gado na rufe fuskata da hannayena "Ya Allah, ka bani yadda zan yakice wannan bawan naka daga gareni, Allah ka kawo min mafita. Ina haka naji hayaniya ana hawowa, cousins din mu ne wajan su biyar suka shigo, ciki har da kannen munnir su biyu, suna shigowa Nusaiba tace "Maimuna ta Munniru, Maimuna ta Munniru" nan take sauran suka dauka suma. Da ace ina da bindiga zan iya harbe su amma su sunki su gane. Na juya da nufin fita kenan aka bude kofar, Amira ce tare da wasu daga cikin kawayen mu na sec sch, suna shigowa Hasiya tace "Moon wai da gaske wannan mutumin zaki aura wai? Ina uncle Ibrahim?" Na juya ba tare da nace mata komai ba, har na kai kofar toilet ta sake cewa "Moon ina Ibrahim?" Na murda kofar toilet din na shiga na rufe. Finally, i am alone. Direct shower na shiga na kunna da complete kaya a jiki na har takalmi na ban cire ba, la lumshe ido na ina addu'a a zuciyata "ya Allah ka bani ikon cin wannan jarabawar, Ya Allah idan wannan shine zabinka a gareni ka bani karfin zuciyar dauka, Allah kaine Allah, Allah kayi min jagora zuwa inda yake mafi alkhairi a gareni" nan na fara amfato sunayen Allah, ban fito daga shower dinba sai da na gama su duka 99 din. Ina fitowa na cire kayan jikina na daura rob na koma dakin, har yanzu a cike yake ana ta hayaniya, kayana na diba na koma toilet, doguwar riga ce ta atamfa purple da white, rigar ta kama jikina daga sama, daga kasa ta bude sosai, ban daura dankwali ba na dauko farin veil na yi rolling, na fesa turare. Ji nayi gaba daya zaman gidan ya ishe ni it is like everyone is against me. Sama sama mukayi magana da mutanen dakin na fice, falo ma a cike yake, compound ma duk samari ne da 'yan mata ana ta tadi, addu'ah nake tayi a raina Allah yasa kar Munnir ya ganni, can na hangoshi ya ritsa wata yarinya amma ban gane fuskar taba, ni dai na wuce da sauri nayi gate, sai ranar nayi nadamar ya akayi ban koyi mota ba, na duba agogon waya ta naga 9:00pm. Ina ta tafiya har na isa bakin titi na tari taxi nace ya kaini Hilton. Ni kaina bansan dalilin da yasa nace akaini can ba. Muna zuwa na zarce restaurant dinsu na samu guri acan wata corner na zauna. Waiter tazo ta kawo min menu nace ta kawo tea kadai.

Banfi minti goma da zama ba ya shigo gurin. Yana fitowa daga revolving doors din ya tsaya yana kalle kalle. Kallo daya nayi masa nasan tabbas nasan wannan fuskar, amma na kasa tuna a ina nasan shi. To ko a England ne? Yana tsayawa naga securities out of nowhere sun bayyana a gurin, amma basu ce masa komai ba, they just look ready. Na cigaba da kallonsa daga inda nake zaune, a half breed, half african half something else. Gashin kansa a hargitse kamar wanda ya tashi daga bacci, rigarsa tayi squeezing, body hug ce wadda ta kama jikinsa sosai ta fito da kakkarfan kirjinsa, damatsensa da suke a bayyane a mummurde suke kamar wanda yake wrestling kullum (who knows?). Bashi da tsaho sosai amma ba za'a ce masa gajere ba. Ya saka hannunsa a cikin gashinsa yana dan sosawa kamar mai tunanin wani abu hakan yasa muscle dinsa yayi flexing, nayi sauri na dauke kaina, zuciya ta naji tana bugawa. Who is this? I know him but where?

Wow, gaskiya yau nayi typing da yawa. Somebody give me a cookie. Lol.


EpisodeThirtySix: Interesting

Na sake daga ido na na kalle shi naga still yana tsaye a inda yake, sai dai ya saka hannayensa a aljihun wandonsa yana karewa gurin kallo, as if he owns the place. Securities ne masu sanye da kaya masu tambarin Hilton suke ta kara shigowa cikin restaurant din, sai a sannan na lura cewa kusan rabin mutanen gurin shi suke kallo amma shi daga dukkan alamu bai ma san anayi ba. Banyi tsammani ba kawai sai ganin idonsa nayi cikin nawa, nayi sauri na dauke kaina na wayance da daukan kofin tea na da ya kusa sandarewa na kurba. A lokacin ne naji wani security a kusa da inda nake zaune yana yin waya "oga mutumin ka ne fa ya shigo yanzu, eh shi kadai ne yallabai, gamu nan duk mun shigo ciki muna observing dinsa in case ko zai yi halin nasa. Ok sir" na tabbatar akan mutumin da ya shigo yanzu ake waya, interesting, so you are a trouble maker. Na sake kallon inda yake tsaye sai naga kamar wanda na kira shi, ya juyo direct ya taho wajan table dina. Nayi sauri na dauki cokali na fara juya tea dina duk da cewa babu abinda na kara a ciki, zuciya ta kamar ta fito waje, na shiga uku, kodai mutumin nan baya son kallo ne kuma yaga ina ta kallonsa shine zaizo ya kwada min mari? Na kasa daga ido na ballantana in tabbatar gurin nawa ya taho. "Assalamu Alaikum" a firgice ba dago kaina na kuwa ganshi a tsaye a gaba na. Duk yadda naso in hana kaina kallonsa amma na kasa dauke ido na daga fuskarsa. Fatarsa chocolate ce mai haske, misali ace ka hada coffee ka zuba masa ishashshiyar madara, tas take cike da alamar kulawa da jin dadi. Tunda nake ban taba ganin idanu masu kyau irin nasa ba, farare ne tas masu maiko, bakin ciki kuma ba baki bane ba, light brown ne, wannan ne ya kara tabbatar min da cewa ya hada jinsi da fararen fata. Girarsa mai yalwar gashi ce, lips dinsa jajawur tamkar ya shafa jan baki mai turuwa. Fuskarsa ba mai tsaho bace ba kuma bata cika fadi ba, tana zagaye da kwantaccen saje wanda ya sha gyara. Gashin kansa a hargitse, amma daga gani kasan ba gashin hausawa bane. Finally na dauke ido na daga kansa na cigaba da aikin juya tea din da yake gabana. Can kasan makoshi na amsa masa "Amin wa alaika as salam" yace "mind if I join?" Mind If I join? Wani ya taba gayamin exactly wadannan words din. Ibrahim, a library, maganar da muka fara yi daga ni sai shi ranar da naki zuwa class dinsa. Na kirkiro murmushi, at least ba mari na yazo yayi ba, nace "bismillah, zauna babu wani abu" sai da ya zauna sannan na tuna cewa har yanzu fa juya tea nake yi. Na dauki kofin na cigaba da sha, da shi da ruwan fanfo basu da maraba sai sugar. Na dan saci kallonsa ta saman kofin hannuna kawai sai muka hada ido shima yana kallona, a tare muka yi sauri muka dauke kai. Ya danyi gyaran murya yace "so.. Me zaki ci?" Na nuna masa kofin hannuna nace "tea nake sha" ya wani bata fuska kamar abin kyankyami yace "tea? Are you telling me kin baro gida kin taho nan dan ki sha tea? In fact restaurant din nan ma basu iya tea mai kyau ba, what is so special about it?" A takaice nace masa "bana jin yinwa ne shi yasa" wani murmushi yayi wanda sai da naji shi har kafafuwa na yace "in kika ga abinda zanci yanzu, dole ki ji yinwa" daga nan ya daga murya yadda nima kaina sai da na dan tsorata "Wai babu waiters ne a gurin nan?" Ya dawo da dubansa kaina yana murmushi mischievously. Wait, I know that smile, sai yanzu na tuna a inda na san sh, a tv, suna fada shi da wani mutun akan titi police suka zo suka yi arresting dinsa. Dan sarkin Abuja, Sultan, yes, haka naji ya Walid ya ce sunansa, a real big time trouble maker, no wonder daga shigowarsa gurin aka cika gurin da securities. Wait, hakan yana nufin ina zaune a table daya da criminal kenan?

Ta gefen idona naga securities guda biyu sun zo gefen mu sun tsaya, sannan sai ga wata waitress nan tazo da sauri ta kawo masa menu ta ajiye a gabansa, daga ganin ta kasan a tsorace take, nima ta ajiye min a gaba na, na daga mata hannu alamar bana bukata, bai dago kai ba yana duba menu din gabansa yace "don't worry, I will order for you. Please don't say no" bance komai ba har ya gama bada order dinsa ta tafi. Ya sauke ajiyar zuciya yace "Allah yasa kar su dade, dan yunwa nake ji sosai kuma bana so kice zaki tafi ba tare da kinci abinda nayi miki order ba" ni dai bance komai ba kawai na cigaba da shan tea dina wanda by now ya tashi daga ruwan fanfo ya koma ruwan fridge. Na ajiye kofin nayi signal na akawo min bill zan tafi, fuska sosai ya bata yana cewa "dan Allah karki tafi" waitress ta taho zaka kawo min bill yayi mata wani kallon banza ba shiri ta koma da sassarfa. Yau na ga ta kaina ni Maimunatu. Na kalleshi with serious note nace "serious tafiya nake so inyi, dare yayi kuma a gida ba'a san na fito ba" ya gyada kai alamar gamsuwa sannan ya sake daga murya "waiter!!" Sai gata ta dawo har tana sassarfa, yace "na fasa cin abinda nayi order, just bring us something simple, a fried rice with chicken perhaps" tace "but sir, already an fara shirya maka wancan order din" ba tare da ya kalleta ba yace "i don't care, bring us fried rice and be very quick about it" har tayi gaba ya sake daga murya "make sure the chicken is not burnt" dariya yake yi kasa2 yace "tsaya kiga wani abu" wayarsa ya zaro ya fara magana da dan karfi "yah Amir kana ina ne? Ina Hilton wallahi yunwa nake ji gashi suna wasting time dina sun wani sa securities sun tsatstsaya a kaina, eh mana, in dai basu kawo min order ta in the next two minutes ba, kuma basu janye securities dinsu ba to abinda zanyi musu sai yafi na last week, kasan halina ai" daga haka ya kashe wayar yana mischievous smile dinsa. Daya bayan daya securities din suka ringa fita, hatta mutanen gurin gani nayi suna tashi suna fita, dariya yayi yace "now a person can eat in peace, amma idan mutane in yayi yawa ma ai mutun ba zai iya cin abinci ba" a raina nace au kasan ana kallonka ashe.

Da sauri waitress din tazo tayi serving din mu, babu musu na kama cin abinci na dama nima din ina dan jin yunwar dan in ana taro sam bana iya cin abinci. Daga dukkan alama kuwa yunwar yake ji dan da gaske yake cin abincinsa. Sai da yaci kusan rabi sannan ya fara magana "kinsan har nayi bacci kawai na farka naji ina jin yunwa? Nasan cikin gida babu abinda zan samu sai tuwo shi yasa na taho nan. Amir ya tafi yawo ya barni, i don't like coming out alone. I hate being alone" a raina nace wannan surutu ne dashi kenan. Ya sake cewa "what's bothering you?" Na kalleshi na dan bata rai nace "me ka gani?" Ya danyi murmushi "a girl all alone in a restaurant, tana shan tea, it is either you are trying to getaway from something or you are or you are waiting for someone" sai kuma ya ajiye spoon din hannunsa ya bude manyan idanuwansa a kaina "ko ni kike jira dama? Maybe we are destine to meet here, har nayi bacci fa na tashi na fito na taho nan, ke kuma only God knows what you were doing kika fito ke kadai kika taho nan" ni ma na ajiye spoon din hannuna ina jin jina maganarsa. He is not my type, too rough for me. Na girgiza kaina nace "it is just a coincidence, i just wanted to be alone shi yasa nazo nan" yayi kasa da murya kamar me rada yace "let me tell you a secret, am a magician, kina gaya min abinda yake damun ki zaki nemi duk matsalolinki ki rasa" yadda yayi maganar ne yasa dariya ta kubuce min, shima dariyar yayi wadda tasa maikon idonsa yayi kyalli, kyawawan hakoransa suka bayyana, shima kallona yake yadda nake dariyar. Sai da muka gama dariyar mu sannan ya sake cewa a hankali "there you go, yanzu kinga ai kinyi dariya har naga dimples din ki" kunya naji na rufe fuskata shi kuma ya cigaba da dariya "wani ya taba gaya miki cewa you are very beautiful? Very unique?" Na bude fuska ta a hankali nace "thank you" har yanzu fuskar tawa yake kallo. Na mike a hankali nace "thank you for the food and the talk" da sauri nayi hanyar fita, yace "wait" ban tsaya ba kuma ban waigo ba, na bude kofa na fice, ina jinshi yana kwalla wa waiter kira. Sai da na fito sannan na tuna cewa ba da mota nazo ba. Na duba agogon hannuna naga after 11.oh God Allah yasa ba'a neme ni a gida ba.

Tun daga bakin titin na jiyo karar cin taya, jikina ya bani shine zai fito kuma na tabbatar nema na yake yi, oh God me yasa banzo da mota ba? Da sauri na kama tafiya ina rufe fuskata da mayafi na, ai kuwa banyi wani nisa ba naji an ci taya a gefena, ban kalleshi ba na